Trip Report on Tampanensis

[Nemra]

I ate 15 gram fresh sclerotia at night.

My goodness! I died and born again.

Eyes closed or open, it didn't matter.

I became conscious that I created and dreamt my whole life. I just fucking forgot that, although I'm having a hard time trying to understand that in my current state. It was perfect and terrifying at the same time!

I thought that I would just realize some interesting thing. 😅

I saw undescribable things that I never could have imagined in my lifetime.

I witnessed a super alien mechanical infinite intelligence. I don't know where even to begin. I was having thoughts beyond my ability of thinking.

I literally was imagining worlds so alien to my experience. It was breathtaking.

At some point when I was high, I either had to choose to be or not to be a human. I chose to be a human.

I realized that I don't love myself enough!

There are things that I'm forgetting to say right now, but it was so beyond!

Ironically, the experience was TOTALLY endless. It was insanity!

I have become more sure, at least for me, that meditation is of little help to me. I'm sorry to people who cling on meditation, but this is way beyond from it.

@Leo Gura, thank you so much for making people aware of the potential of psychedelics!

Also, I have to say that I was technically sleeping while experiencing some stuff. I remember that I was talking to myself like a madman very quietly.

I'll be reflecting more about what the fuck I experienced.

Edited yesterday at 09:26 AM by Nemra