Solipsismus explained

[OBEler]

Recently there is a wave of solipsismus threads again on this forum. There is so much confusion around and I myself was confused as well as I heard for the first time about it because for me it was a hard truth compared to spiritual teachings about love and unity.

I think this video helps and maybe some of you find some peace with this topic after watching this video. In the end only with an awakening you can get it.

If you have other good solipsismus videos besides Leo's please share.

Edited yesterday at 12:32 AM by OBEler

[MsNobody]

[MsNobody]

This is such a precious talk thank you. Solipsism is one of the best feelings and also one of the worst feelings, it came to me in a 5meo trip and I wish there were more videos about it to help integrate, at the time it was so disorienting and it thought I was insane, it took me some time to get back on my feet but looking back now it was what cracked the egg open. I felt like my reality was a doll house, I remember next day putting gas in the car and being hit with the realization that my apartment ceased to exist when I left home. Whenever I smoked weed after the experience my visual field would change and it seemed like everything was made of plastic, my room sometimes it was like a perspective drawing, I was truman showed very hard haha

It's extreme loneliness and extreme freedom, we think we want freedom but true freedom is sooo scary. I let go of so many layers of old mes at the time. I miss the feeling, there was another 5meo trip that a guy here from the forum tripsat me and coming back out of the experience I looked at him and I didnt want to talk, cause I knew that as soon as I spoke division would happen because of language, and I saw that there was only one person in the room, there wasnt me and him, I was him and he was me.  

[OBEler]

@MsNobody wow thank you so much for sharing your brutal awakening. How are you now living with that after so much integration? Do you regret it or are you fine now?

 

[MsNobody]

@OBEler I think when I got in the spiritual path my idea of awakening was becoming a nicer person, peaceful, more sweet etc. I'm still very heart centered but Im kind of an asshole now and it came after that specific trip.

I think after years of being a people pleaser and growing in a repressed culture my authentic self just came out of me bursting out and breaking things, 5meo unclogs the pipe, all the fakery fades away, there is only raw pure energy passing through the vessel, everything we are not is carried away with the current, I called it sacred fuck it, it gave me freedom to fully express myself, and myself was not the way I had idealized so the difficulties were because of that. 

The biggest realization, of extreme loneliness, of god playing with god, was very depressing at the time but after integration was what changed me the most, to live from inside out, and not from outside in, before I would tend a lot to the people around me. Like when Im having a high dose of mushrooms, I dont want anyone watching me, cause they will most likely want to bring me to the hospital or think Im going insane.. lol but if Im by myself I know how to handle things, 5meo helped me notice that I spent a lot of time of my life trying to attend and tend to the external things instead of actually living it. 

But if there isn't anyone else but me, why would care about how people are seeing my experience of reality? I think 5meo helped me immerse myself into my own experience, to live from inside out, first I check with myself, the world comes later. Before I would be like, "oh pay no attention to the mess, oh sorry Im like this because Im under construction, oh it's ugly here because the house is being renovated" (the house being my own experience), now Im incorporating more of my shadow and not expecting it to be nice, or beautiful, Im more accepting of my raw authentic energy that wants to express itself.

I had so many judgements (still do) about this authentic energy, it's basically shadow work, God encompasses everything and wants to express itself the way it wants, the beautiful and the ugly, and the pipe gets clogged when we just want to be love and light. I think I understand other people better because of that too, from accepting myself daily, it's been a wild ride, Im not an easy person to deal with and I don't have many filters, Im intense and the work after that experience has just been to let the current of raw energy pass through me, without picking one or the other, to anchor authenticity, I think its our goal here, but we are trapped in copy and paste/monkey see monkey do/groupthink/blending in because of survival.

It feels good to write that cause Im still trying to integrate that experience, it was a complete mindfuck at the time, only now Im able to fully appreciate how much more of myself Im able to anchor in this reality.

English is not my first language I hope it was not confusing. 

You've tried 5meo right? Would be curious to hear your insights on solipsism.

 

[MsNobody]

Just found this, its been 6 years since those 5meo trips, time to trip again lol 

[emil1234]

solipsismus sounds like an end game boss in wow

[OBEler]

@MsNobody unfortunately I never got to a breakthrough in 5 Meo but at least I was floating in a white foggy place with zero body awareness. I had my ego thoughts full intact so I could comment the experience. It was quite relaxing but at the same time I was fully conscious that I am in the middle of an 5 Meo trip and a little uneasiness of the unknown what to come stayed in the background.

My girlfriend got instant solipsismus on her first breakthrough .Maybe women get this more easy, maybe women are more solipsistic by nature.

Edited yesterday at 07:52 AM by OBEler

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, OBEler said:

Maybe women get this more easy, maybe women are more solipsistic by nature.

AMEN!

[MsNobody]

@OBEler

5 hours ago, OBEler said:

My girlfriend got instant solipsismus on her first breakthrough .Maybe women get this more easy, maybe women are more solipsistic by nature.

That makes sense, I think it's easier for us to let go of control, Eckhart Tolle says women have less ego than men in one of this books, we are more oriented towards community and the whole.

I also didn't break through tho, I think my ego is very strong, at some point I was super scared to higher the dose with 5meo cause I had done 5 times and was up to 4o and still I was extremely resistant to it, my ego may be way too strong lol I even went to a lecture with Martin Ball and he recommended me Salvia, to break me open and make me more susceptible to 5meo. I think it goes way deeper, I just scratched the surface, I just dont have the courage now, it was so mindfucking at the time. 

[Inliytened1]

@OBEler what is solipsismus? Did you mean solipsism?

[Sempiternity]

21 hours ago, OBEler said:

 

 

Sorry but I found his video to be frustrating. The unfocused, meandering train of thoughts, the constant clearing of his throat, the added wording flashing on the screen which is highly distracting. I can't last 40 minutes of this. My advice to him is to be prepared for your video, have all your thoughts planned out, and deliver it in a concise manner. The information is solid, but the delivery makes it hard to receive the message. 

[OBEler]

@Inliytened1 sorry yes it's the german word for it.

Edited 15 hours ago by OBEler

[OBEler]

@Sempiternity yeah good point. However on YouTube I didn't found anyone better to explain solipsim besides Leos of course.

Edited 15 hours ago by OBEler

[kavaris]

Its hard to explain solipsisums and these multi logicisms using words and descriptive language, try as we might. its more potent to exchange as a kind of feeling that you experience, in yourself, that is then communicated as you are experiencing. thats because its hard to point to a gyrating center continuously without the finger, and the physical direction/position—and the associated objects, all becoming part of the thing being pointed at, as a feeling that feels like "the good thing" in that process; not to undermine the importance of following through with the good thing, and where that good thing might ultimately land in the end.

So its actually like, half-destructive (to the objective event that might collapse) insinuating anything about true solipsism because of how it invokes this further investigation into an isolation that is more true to the deeper you go. Its the details of the deeper gone that matter, and communication is very much like a deviation from showing that youve understood. But as life goes on, we can atleast express it in passing, its just hard to talk about it without it being like an investigation of isolation.

Theres of course the wikipedia solipsism that is itself more methodical and splits into different forms (its a dirt old term of course), touching on aspects of consciousness and existence. Which is like saying that atoms are all that exist in regards to it having any impact on the individual. If nothing exists, and nothing can be proven, then you should stop what you are doing, right? Obviously theres something that's misunderstood in the face of unearthing solipsism, and thats what everyone would/should be trying to figure out, alas everyone is on such a radically different pov that its like, uhh. hard2know what to say anyway. so its fine.

[Yimpa]

3 hours ago, Inliytened1 said:

@OBEler what is solipsismus? Did you mean solipsism?

I was wondering the same thing..!

[OBEler]

If anyone finds a better explanation for solipsim on whole YouTube or in a book please share here. I think he did a great work in that.

Edited 7 hours ago by OBEler

[gettoefl]

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The seeming conflict between truth and illusion only gets resolved by your constant effort towards separating yourself from the illusion, not yourself from truth. Your mind is well cognizant of this since it is explained to you by your higher self. God had the foresight to protect both your heavenly creations and you, keeping you one what you would push outside. These eternal creations are going to take the place of what you sought to replace them with. They are quite real, as part of the higher self you do not yet know or experience. They communicate to you in thoughts, and out of their power and gratitude to you for their creation they add gladly to your increasing self-knowledge. You who are host to God are also host to them. For nothing real ever left the mind of its creator. And what your eyes see was not real and was never there.

- A Course in Miracles

 

[Davino]

On 21/2/2025 at 1:50 AM, MsNobody said:

It's extreme loneliness and extreme freedom

Good way to frame the first Solipsism encounters