A Realization About my Behavior

[Nemra]

@Emerald, thank you for the advice.

It makes sense to me that understanding my experience of it is much more important than just trying to stop it.

Interestingly, it gets amplified when I feel attracted to someone. And the more it gets amplified, the more attractive that person gets, which makes me want to be even more desired—to be more feminine, I guess.

Edited Wednesday at 08:11 PM by Nemra