Goal tracking

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

I have no routines that are enjoyable to me and that would allow me to "grow" in my unique ways, I believe I need to fix this first. Otherwise I just tend to end up doing bullshit, like playing that one silly game. Or scrolling Youtube shorts. And I know both of these things are silly - and I always feel bad aftertaste in my mind after indulging in these kinds of activities - and yet I keep doing them. It is hard for me to weed out these childish tendencies. And yet I want to do that. This shall be my first goal - to replace these childish tendencies with healthier habits

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

I'm in a fairly shitty situation regarding my job prospects right now.

The job market situation is going to get pretty shitty in general. Needless to say, I've got a lot of financial cushions to protect me, but I still need to get some income. I've got approximately a few months — until the end of September — before the money in my current bank account runs out. That's because my expenses are absolutely minimal, but I still have some necessary monthly payments to make. However, my parents' income is high enough to cover even those expenses pretty easily. It would just be awkward for me to let them pay for my stuff again — kind of embarrassing.

I've also got an additional €3,500 saved up, and I keep sending money there, but that's not to be touched before retirement — it's my retirement fund.

I could rent out the apartment, but I'd rather not, as I want to live there eventually and use it for my own purposes. It would feel desperate if I had to do that. But, it's an option.

A certain audacious plan came to mind — a very daring and complex one — but still, it might be worth a try.

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Jamaican people are such beggars LMAO literaly

It's like it's their culture LOL now I understand that incessant materialism and misandry

Like goddamn I'm so glad I live in Europe. Gotta honour this fact a lot more in my day to day life for real

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Fuck everyone. You're all bellow me

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Imagine writing paragraphs upon paragraphs of text, thinking someone is giving even a iota of a shit about you to read it after you, gotta be narcisism at it's peak. This shit blows my fucking mind

Anyway, job search continues

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Have to turn my attention into building my job skills and just working out.

I see no other purpose in my life