Goal tracking

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

I may use this section as a daily goal tracking tool, the consistency and quality of it being dependent on my willingness to care about it. It sort of has some element of accountibility partnering to it, though generally people reading this do not actually care to monitor my progress, it still has that feeling

It's also unclear just how much stuff I'll be willing to share about myself here, as I generally don't like to be vulnerable with random people, and especially not that comfortable with sharing my faults, regardless of how anonymous this forum may be. Perhaps I'll keep everything abbreviated in such a way in which the posts would be only understandable for me, or perhaps I'll share more. I'll see

Regardless, I'd like to take life more seriously and progress in all areas of life (which I deem worthy of bettering and worthy of being goal-chased in the first place) with consistency, rigor, and unyielding will and patience. While also embodying higher consciousness values that I care about. And I am going to end this innitial post vaguely like that

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Problem with goal setting for me, is that it's just hard for me to give a fuck about anything, due to my natural temperament and all the stuff I know about the world that demotivates me heavilly. But I will, nevertheless, try

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Today I would like to ace my job interview (or at the very least do the best I can), then after returning home prepare for a job interviews planned for the next day and the day after that. As well as getting some good strength based, whole body workout in

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

It is quite late already so I'm not going to do the workout. I'll do it tomorow

Interview went as good as I would expect it to go. They told me I had potential but obviously lacked a lot of experience, then told me they'd let me know by the end of this week how they decided. They probably won't take me but honestly, I can do the waiting game. I'll just keep applying to these positions and keep living of fucking instant soups if I have to. I'm not going to downgrade myself to work as a shop clerk or some shit, no sir. The only direction I accept is going upward

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

I think that a good ideal I can strive towards, is getting to the point of having the perfect balance in my life. Relationship wise, money/career wise, fun/vice wise (my vice is playing this very specific mnorpg game, which I just always liked for some reason, moreso than any other game honestly). Exercise wise, etc. etc. Good life is about finding balance, mantaining that balance and changing various variables of that balance depending on your life circumstances

It is however difficult to tell exactly what such a balance should be exactly and it is tricky to find it

Edited February 13 by NewKidOnTheBlock

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Balance is not always being neutral or being somewhere on the moderate parts of the scales though. There are some things in which there are pretty much binary choices, and you have to pick one or the other. And stick with it. For example, you can only pick monogamy or sleeping around, but you cannot have it both ways. You can also only have kids or not have them, but there is no inbetween choice

Edited February 13 by NewKidOnTheBlock