What is a good anchor on 5 Meo.

[shree]

7 hours ago, OBEler said:

@Davino I have a fear on 5 Meo that my awareness will be gone in any second and that I am not existing. Like total blackout. No awareness, no observer. Total annihilation.

Blackouts are common on 5MeO.

Good thing is; trip lasts just a few minutes when you are vaping this chem. There is a big chance you won't even remember anything.

[Davino]

8 hours ago, OBEler said:

I have a fear on 5 Meo that my awareness will be gone in any second and that I am not existing. Like total blackout. No awareness, no observer. Total annihilation.

Has that ever happened to you?

Why do you think it shall happen?

[OBEler]

4 hours ago, Davino said:

Has that ever happened to you?

Why do you think it shall happen?

No never.

I had however an experience of fading away and at the same time a feeling of fear. But not very strong it was manageable.

If I don't get a breakthrough is my fear reasonable? I mean if I don't breakthrough on 5 Meo then I will be probably not overwhelmed by mindfucks.

 

[josemar]

3 hours ago, OBEler said:

No never.

I had however an experience of fading away and at the same time a feeling of fear. But not very strong it was manageable.

If I don't get a breakthrough is my fear reasonable? I mean if I don't breakthrough on 5 Meo then I will be probably not overwhelmed by mindfucks.

 

It's the opposite, if you don't break through, it will be uncomfortable, if you do break through, the one being uncomfortable or fearful disappears.

[OBEler]

@josemar lol so if I get fear of terror the best thing would be to vape some more until I breakthrough? That could be an option.

[shree]

@OBEler

Intellectualizing to that point will not help you in any way.

Just jump in that water.

Probably you will open your eyes after a several minutes and see yourself licking the floor and saying "wtf was this?" For next few minutes.

[Alex_R]

You need to accept to die and cease to exist forever

Edited yesterday at 05:56 PM by Alex_R

[josemar]

22 hours ago, OBEler said:

@josemar lol so if I get fear of terror the best thing would be to vape some more until I breakthrough? That could be an option.

Most important thing is that... if you don't get a breakthrough and get resistance/fear/anything coming from the ego instead, is to keep vaping... that's why Martin Ball used to do 3 inhalations per session.

Otherwise you may be working on your "shadow" for months/years afterwards, or whatever else the ego will throw at "you" (at itself)

[OBEler]

@josemar yeah that can be right.

How about the fear of not knowing if you breath is that fear you should take serious?