Understanding of all things

[Nirvanababyyyyy]

Hey Leo, 

first off all, thank you for all your work and blessing you bring with your work. You can’t imagine how much it helped me on my way and guided me with wisdom. I appreciate and respect your efforts that you put into this work. 
I see from what place you are coming from and its only love that I feel for you. Thank you

I have this question I’ve been trying to rap my intelligence around for quite a while now and I believe you are one of the few able to answer. 
let’s imagine for now that I came to realize the infinity of consciousness/me and oneness of all things. Realizing that creation is happening through me in this very moment and that it always has been and will. And that I am. 
So my question to you is, since I realized that the things I experience are all me, created by me, is it possible to know why I created exactly that what is present? Can you become so concious that you understand why you create what you create? Because if so, I’m not able to do so yet. 
When you talk about being total omniscient, is that what you mean? 

Looking forward to your insight Leo!

Bless you all

Julian