The reason I'm going back-and-forth on doing soft white underbelly

[Justin my mind]

I just got done watching What Is Actuality and I realized that is why I'm going back-and-forth on doing the interview because I’m afraid that I won’t be able to accurately give accounts of my apparent life accurately I wanna come across clear and humble, but I know a lot of what’s happened is colored by my perception. You might ask why I would even be doing it then and that’s because I feel like I could help a lot of people with my form. And how I see things, but I don’t want to misrepresent my family and certain aspects of my life. I don’t want people to think I’m just daydreaming and making stuff up and believing that I know something that no one else does. I just believe that reality will eventually put me in the situation whether I like it or not and I wanna make sure I come across as humble with as much humility as I can muster I just know all of what I thought my life to be is conceptual and I wanna make sure that a represent my loved ones and my story in a way that helps rather than me looking crazy or delusional. I wanna make sure I know what I’m getting myself into before going through with this. I feel like it’s my fate and I don’t know what’s gonna come out of me when the time comes

[RendHeaven]

a fixation on wanting to come across as humble is ironically a form of narcissism.

the best thing you could do for yourself & others is to just try your best and love whatever results without criticizing it for being less than ideal

[JosephKnecht]

Just speak your truth. 

If you want some feedback, feel free to share your interview here.   

[Justin my mind]

@JosephKnecht So you guys are saying I should surrender?

[RendHeaven]

24 minutes ago, Justin my mind said:

@JosephKnecht So you guys are saying I should surrender?

There's nothing better to do.

The alternative is to try really hard to control the outcome (micromanaging how you are being perceived), which has a tense, dense and self-absorbed energy signature.

[integral]

Telling a good story that influences people is about first how you feel and your vibe in the moment.

If you don’t feel good, it’s not gonna come out good.

Personally, I would take a substance I have experienced with to help me relax and enter into a flow state.

It might help to do a bit of preparation like a bullet point list of the things you want to talk about.

Stress and overthinking this will just limit your potential.

Focus on being in the best vibe you can.

Edited February 6 by integral

[Justin my mind]

@integral I have a perscription of low-dose benzodiazepines, I don’t want to the medication to be a barrier and I don’t take it often, but do you think that would be a good option to relax me during the interview if that’s what you meant 

[integral]

@Justin my mind that’s a judgement you have to make for yourself. If you have never taken a benzodiazepine to help you relax in public then I would say no. 

[Inliytened1]

@Justin my mind that's a great site - were you already accepted for an interview?