The reason I'm going back-and-forth on doing soft white underbelly

[Justin my mind]

I just got done watching What Is Actuality and I realized that is why I'm going back-and-forth on doing the interview because I’m afraid that I won’t be able to accurately give accounts of my apparent life accurately I wanna come across clear and humble, but I know a lot of what’s happened is colored by my perception. You might ask why I would even be doing it then and that’s because I feel like I could help a lot of people with my form. And how I see things, but I don’t want to misrepresent my family and certain aspects of my life. I don’t want people to think I’m just daydreaming and making stuff up and believing that I know something that no one else does. I just believe that reality will eventually put me in the situation whether I like it or not and I wanna make sure I come across as humble with as much humility as I can muster I just know all of what I thought my life to be is conceptual and I wanna make sure that a represent my loved ones and my story in a way that helps rather than me looking crazy or delusional. I wanna make sure I know what I’m getting myself into before going through with this. I feel like it’s my fate and I don’t know what’s gonna come out of me when the time comes

[RendHeaven]

a fixation on wanting to come across as humble is ironically a form of narcissism.

the best thing you could do for yourself & others is to just try your best and love whatever results without criticizing it for being less than ideal

[JosephKnecht]

Just speak your truth. 

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