Sandhu

[Sandhu]

Hi,

Getting more serious about calisthenics. I workout regularly. I'm fascinated with amazing calisthenic skills. I'm thankful for great health and genetics. Although I can't afford to nourish my body and mind to the fullest but I'm amazed still how resilient my body is. 

I'm working on increasing my pull ups. I can do clean 5 for now. I can do easy 40 clean push ups in a row. My goal is build skills like full planche, muscle ups, human flag. I basically love the idea of being able to control my body masterfully + having insane level of strength and endurance. I'm for sure very passionate about fitness. I plan to create a youtube channel around fitness once I get to a more advance stage of my journey and maybe make a living off of that. But not sure I'll be persistent enough to make that much progress. Lets see how it goes.

[Sandhu]

30 pull ups yesterday 

50 pull ups today.

I also did 50 elevated slow push ups yesterday and my routine workout.

I dislike Abs exercises but they are important too. I do flying squats. I can do 40 flying squats in a row. I can do 2 pistol squats. I see progress. I get lazy sometimes and want to skip working out. I can motivate myself to do it anyway with bad feelings and half ass way. 

I'm also lacking discipline for my work and not putting nearly enough efforts. I'm struggling and not feeling good overall. Lacking vision probably. Getting cynical lately. I contemplated today for 1 hour. But I feel like I use contemplation for scapegoating real problems. I know what I should be doing. But not feeling to do it. Feel tired, unmotivated and stressed. Maybe I should meditate and do affirmations to get into positive state of mind. I'm skipping today's workout. I did pull ups in the afternoon. I'll binge watch GOT and then wake up in the morning feeling bad about yesterday and do bad at work and cycle repeats.