Posted January 31 I just took 3 shots a little while ago and I'm feeling a little drunk. It's hard to describe how it feels but it's like I feel more "automatic", like there is less thoughts involved in my action, like I'm less self conscious. I'm not fully sure. But yea the question is in the title. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 2 minutes ago, Recursoinominado said: No Ok Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 Lol why did you do that. Alcool works essentially like a mix between a benzodiazepine, and a dissociative (like ketamine). But it's toxic. Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 2 minutes ago, Schizophonia said: Lol why did you do that. Alcool works essentially like a mix between a benzodiazepine, and a dissociative (like ketamine). But it's toxic. I took 4 shots in total it feels good. Ok thanks for info I drink only a few times a year so I’m fine it’s not so unhealthy Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 (edited) Achieving enlightenment, one whiskey at a time. No, and just in case, do not go down problematic roads. Edited February 1 by UnbornTao Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 (edited) 6 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said: I took 4 shots in total it feels good. This time you're the scientist. Quote Ok thanks for info I drink only a few times a year so I’m fine it’s not so unhealthy No problem. Dissociatives can be spiritual; There must be some Stockholm Swedes here who have access to ketamine. Edited January 31 by Schizophonia Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 Why do you think it's called Spirits. What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 3 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said: Why do you think it's called Spirits. I drink white spirit for ego death. Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 Just now, Schizophonia said: I drink white spirit for ego death. Lol. Die ego, die. Get drunk and die. Then awaken. What you know leaves what you don't know and what you don't know is all there is. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 (edited) Yes, its very spiritual just not the good feeling kind. Its dark spirituality. It contains absolute abandonment.The biggest spiritual experience I ever had came from alcohol. It felt like I was dead for 3 months abandoned by family friends and God. The path contains countless liters of vomit countless headaches countless beatings countless negative experiences and a finale where you stare God in the eye screaming in fear. It can scar you mentally for a long time. If you can survive the pay off is massive and your awakening will be so good. After I experience Gods death stare my life got way worse it was if I fell into a different dark dimension. I started getting paranoid, I started feeling like evil things were staring at me from shadows, I started feeling like I was a robot and that I would be stuck working dead end jobs forver. It was terrible for 8 more years. Then I awaken. The path I took was from like 16 - 32 so 3 shots is not the path. You have to live with complete abandon for your own life. Edited January 31 by Hojo Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 Yep, country checks out, very expected Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 16 minutes ago, Hojo said: Yes, its very spiritual just not the good feeling kind. Its dark spirituality. It contains absolute abandonment.The biggest spiritual experience I ever had came from alcohol. It felt like I was dead for 3 months abandoned by family friends and God. The path contains countless liters of vomit countless headaches countless beatings countless negative experiences and a finale where you stare God in the eye screaming in fear. It can scar you mentally for a long time. If you can survive the pay off is massive and your awakening will be so good. After I experience Gods death stare my life got way worse it was if I fell into a different dark dimension. I started getting paranoid, I started feeling like evil things were staring at me from shadows, I started feeling like I was a robot and that I would be stuck working dead end jobs forver. It was terrible for 8 more years. Then I awaken. The path I took was from like 16 - 32 so 3 shots is not the path. In short you get smashed. Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 20 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said: Lol. Die ego, die. Get drunk and die. Then awaken. Ketamine was the closest thing to alcohol I used. I must have snorted 100-200mg and 5 minutes after i finished it was like suddenly being a 5 year old again. Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted January 31 (edited) @Schizophonia Yes its like being put under Gods anvil and he just keeps hitting you and you dont know why. Weirdly enough when I was very young I would get odd feelings in my conciousness where it felt like something scary was right in front of my face and I would hear hammering sounds it was very unnerving. I didnt experience it past a point in my life and just like 4 months ago I experienced the same feeling except it felt like it was leaving. I dont know what it is but I have a feeling its spiritual. Edited January 31 by Hojo Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 1 (edited) 5 hours ago, Schizophonia said: Lol why did you do that. Alcool works essentially like a mix between a benzodiazepine, and a dissociative (like ketamine). But it's toxic 5 hours ago, Schizophonia said: [Dissociatives can be spiritual; There must be some Stockholm Swedes here who have access to ketamine. I'm not a Stockholm Swede but a Vestland Norwegian, so close enough (not really). I remember one time I was technically in benzodiazepine withdrawal (but only mildly), I was drinking with some of my friends and I started thinking about how I had become tolerant to the GABAergic effects of the alcohol and that I would start to feel more of the NMDA antagonist effects than usual. And at one point I tried to do some pushups in the bathroom and it felt a little more weird than normal alcohol. I have never tried dissociatives outside N2O, but I could see how that would be what a threshold amount of ketamine would feel like. Edited February 1 by Carl-Richard Intrinsic joy is revealed in the marriage of meaning and being. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 1 Alcohol is a multiplier, so if I'm happy I will be more happy, and when I'm sad I will get more sad. There is spirit in spiritual for a reason and I think alcohol is called spirit because it affects our spirit. Wanderer who has become king Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 1 16 hours ago, Sugarcoat said: I just took 3 shots a little while ago and I'm feeling a little drunk. It's hard to describe how it feels but it's like I feel more "automatic", like there is less thoughts involved in my action, like I'm less self conscious. I'm not fully sure. But yea the question is in the title. No, it inhibits your awareness. And destroys your health. I have heard in somewhat distant past in India there were a sage who made devi pujas (offerings to grant them siddhis or mystical powers) and this yogi just drink alcohol constantly like water had no effect on his body. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 1 @Carl-Richard Did you have hallucinations ? Nothing will prevent Willy. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted February 1 @Sugarcoat anything that changes one’s state of mind can be used for seeing things from a new perspective. but it’s better to avoid things that damage the body. StopWork.ai - Voice Everything Browser Extension How is this post just me acting out my ego in the usual ways? Is this post just me venting and justifying my selfishness? Are the things you are posting in alignment with principles of higher consciousness and higher stages of ego development? Are you acting in a mature or immature way? Are you being selfish or selfless in your communication? Are you acting like a monkey or like a God-like being? Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
