Seeking Clarity on Death, Suicide, and the Afterlife

[Yeah Yeah]

I’m looking for direct and thoughtful answers to a few key questions about suicide, death, and what might come next. My aim is to strike at the core of these topics and get clarity.

1. What Happens After Death? Is it possible to return to "pure positive awareness," where there’s no resistance, need, or pain, only wholeness and joy? Or is death shaped by unresolved beliefs, leading to chaotic, illusory afterlife experiences? Are near-death experiences, spiritual teachings (e.g., Abraham Hicks, Bashar, David Hawkins), and other accounts reliable, or could they just be ego-driven hallucinations?

2. Suicide vs. Natural Death: Does suicide lead to a different afterlife experience than dying naturally? Does the intent behind death matter in shaping what happens next? Are there consequences or “karmic debts” for suicide, or is it just another form of transition?

3. Vibrations and Beliefs at Death: Do one’s beliefs or emotions at the moment of death determine their immediate afterlife experience? If so, how can someone shift their vibration to avoid “negative” outcomes like chaotic or hell-like states?

4. Choosing Death and Reincarnation: If life is chosen before birth, can death also be chosen? Can one align themselves with a peaceful exit and avoid future reincarnation altogether? Is it possible to fully escape the cycle of birth, death, and suffering, or is reincarnation unavoidable until “enlightenment”?

5. Ending the Experience Permanently: Does suicide provide a permanent end to the human experience, or does it simply lead to a new cycle of suffering in another form or life? How does one ensure they do not reincarnate or return to physical existence after deat?

[integral]

It’s something like waking up from a dream. A bunch of crazy things happened in the dream that make no sense and when you wake up, you realize it.

Death is waking up from this dream called life.

Which, of course you also realize death was imaginary the whole time.

Which you also realize dream and Real are the same things. 

Edited Wednesday at 03:14 AM by integral

[Yeah Yeah]

@integral@integral 

Thanks a lot for your responde inwas hoping for more than this like 1,000 people end their lives each day which is like 30 something thousand per month people take their lives and yet there are no clear answers to these questions and people act like these questions are so taboo - for me personally I feel like eventually I will become one of these statistics I just don't yet have an effective method but I need answers damn it I appreciate your response but fuck why is this so fucking taboo when literally so many people are fucking doing it anyways like there must be an escape from life there has to be an exit method of some sorts there is no way I am fucking trapped until I grow old bitter single virgin ugly erectile dysfunction cleaning toilets and fucking poor makes no fucking sense cu** 

[Yeah Yeah]

Like I've had this rage since 2019 like I feel like eventually it will be inevitable on god like the so many thousands each day and yet people fucking sideline the subject even spiritual teachers fucking don't give any fucking answers to this fucking subject yet so many people take this path but is so taboo makes literally no fucking sense 

[Yeah Yeah]

How can so many people take this path but for thousands of fucking years like thousands of years still this topic is so fucking rare for answers or insights makes no fucking sense - god what the fuck

[Yeah Yeah]

Even fucking Albert Camus said the number one philosophical question before any other philosophical inquires is the question if to or not commit suicide as a number one question in philosophy to be investigated and personally my answer to this nobel prize winner in literature is yes personally the answer is to kill myself but it fucking stops there like I'm not allowed to end it??? That is my fucking answer to the number one question I prefer to be dead fuck this life and yet I am forced to have to outlive this fucking shit as if my answer for thousands of years gets me no where

 

 

Will it be pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks puts it or is it worse of to kill myself and hence I am fucking trapped ???

Edited Wednesday at 07:42 PM by Yeah Yeah

[The Crocodile]

This is a pretty good source on what happens if you kill yourself in my opinion.

you maintain the same level of quality of consciousness you've attained in this life after you die, and yes the imprint of your death can have effects depending on your beliefs

[Yeah Yeah]

@The Crocodile thanks I am aware of Tom although I think Leo Gura might say this man isn't actually enlightened though like he may not have had the experiences like even sadghuru when younger he had poisoned himself to try and learn what is on the other side but he survived it if accurate from memory - like im willing to do similar some how to find an answer I'm almost willing to end it for the ultimate adventure but then again I know how weird things can get on psycadelics so if its that level of chaos in a sense then I may not be able to handle what comes after death the way I man not properly handle some psycadelics experiences but if it is pure positive awareness as Abraham Hicks might suggest ... Then why not end it sooner in all honesty makes no sense to be alive and generic

[Bobby_2021]

On 1/29/2025 at 5:24 AM, Yeah Yeah said:

What Happens After Death?

I'd say you would be born again in some other finite form, and that form will die and reimagine yourself in some other form and on and on forever and ever. This shit never ends.

[kavaris]

On 1/28/2025 at 6:54 PM, Yeah Yeah said:

 

Make a list called "Knowns versus Unknowns". At which point, you can know the boundary of which things you can ask questions about (things you know, personally, that you feel you know as a thing to question)

Your askin' surreal, super unknown-to-experience questions, and they dont pertain to parts of your OWN experience, but as aspects of other.., such as people who have stopped consciously existing alongside you. You mine as well ask what it means for other to sit beside you, or why the grass smells like grass when your near it.

Why do birds fly south for the winter, and why is the sky blue.

the whole—trees exist when no ones around, and if dreams exist if no ones having them.

And keep going with it, on and on, and hopefully it dawns on you now in the other direction, like a 'who am i, what am i'.. what am i doing that i could be questioning. Are the questions being answered, or is it existing answers that are leading to questions. What is known as a fact that you can answer 100%, as a thing that youve experienced, that you can know for sure? and then, proceed from there.

[gengar]

 

I'd like to share these two videos with you, both salvia experiences. One is a state of complete love and nothingness and the other of hell. My point is, both could be true in the afterlife. But both are the same since both is consciousness. In the grand scheme, all will be experienced yet nothing eternal, because only consciousness itself is eternal.

Is karma real, meaning do your actions have influence on your next life or is it completely random? We can't know.

That's my 2 cents on it.