I was born with two vaginas

[integral]

 

[Schizophonia]

Niceeeeeeeee…

 

Jk

 

[Schizophonia]

17 minutes ago, integral said:

 

If i remember well you or someone else had posted a video about a guy with both a penis and a vagina, something like that.

[Whitney Edwards]

30 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

If i remember well you or someone else had posted a video about a guy with both a penis and a vagina, something like that.

What memory do you take for supplements? How do you remember every detail to retain? 

[Schizophonia]

6 minutes ago, Whitney Edwards said:

What memory do you take for supplements? How do you remember every detail to retain? 

Ahah thanks i don’t take supplements, it’s genetic. 
 

Maybe one would be interested on modafinil, lion mane or cholinergic nootropics if it is worried about memory.

[Whitney Edwards]

8 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Maybe one would be interested on modafinil, lion mane or cholinergic nootropics if it is worried about memory.

I've noticed that you use a variety of chemicals, LSD, and psychotropic drugs. Have they helped you get stronger or sharper? How have they impacted your life? 

[Schizophonia]

8 hours ago, Whitney Edwards said:

I've noticed that you use a variety of chemicals, LSD, and psychotropic drugs. Have they helped you get stronger or sharper? How have they impacted your life? 

No, i was the most sharp when i was young and more healthy.

That said i have become way less « aspie » as i got older. I wouldn't be able to say exactly what it's due to.

Overall I would say that psychedelics are very overrated for mental health, for most people.

Edited January 29 by Schizophonia

[Yimpa]

@integral congratulations 

[Sandhu]

@integral That's a very clickbaiting title. I thought it's you confessing.

[Sandhu]

@Schizophonia I have a very poor memory. I can recall old memories more vividly than recent ones. Although I have like 145+ IQ .

It's just in recent 3-4 years. I'm 21 only.

Would you recommend something.

[NewKidOnTheBlock]

Double the entrances, double the fun

(All indian accounts are kinda sus, ngl)

[Schizophonia]

4 hours ago, Sandhu said:

@Schizophonia I have a very poor memory. I can recall old memories more vividly than recent ones. Although I have like 145+ IQ .

It's just in recent 3-4 years. I'm 21 only.

I'm also 21 eheh.
At 18 i didn't pass my driving test and i couldn't read a book because of a huge brain fog, because of combined food intolerances. 

4 hours ago, Sandhu said:

Would you recommend something.

 

 

https://darktka.github.io/

There is a ranking of drugs according to their influence on memory, it is a qualitative study so it is worth what it is worth but it is already that.
The drugs that dominate the ranking include cholinergics, (racetams, nicotine, certain antidepressants) and drugs that increase dopamine like adderal or modafinil.

It is not very well known so it is not displayed, but NMDAR agonists should be effective since glutamate is very involved in memorization.

Otherwise i would be content to take "light" nootropics like lion mane, eat plenty of choline (eggs, meat, organs, wheat germ, soy even if i would avoid eating them too often, sunflower lecithin supplements), proteins for neurotransmitters and a good diet in general.
Obviously sleep well, avoid ejaculating too often because sperm has a composition close to lecithin and you need to keep your choline reserves, and of course energy in general.

[Jannes]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

At 18 i didn't pass my driving test and i couldn't read a book because of a huge brain fog, because of combined food intolerances. 

Is it better know?

For me I realized that diet plays a role but there are other big factors.

I have inattentive adhd. I have a very sensitive consciousness, when I indulge in playing video games for two hours my mind feels soft and unsharp for a few days. My mind is also not at rest often and emotions play into it. When I am emotionally unstable I literally cant think straight, when I am emotionally secured and in an environment where my mind is put in a restful state my mind functions perfectly. 

[Sandhu]

@Schizophonia Thanks. It took me quite some time to understand all that. You're a nerd.

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

Is it better know?

Yes, it was caused by legumes and milk, especially legumes. 
It's not "scientific" but i strongly believe that if a food is really bad for you for some reason your instincts will refuse it and you will feel that something is wrong when you eat it. The food will seem "heavy", "not very appetizing", "tiring to eat", something like that.

Some will say that the human senses are too primitive to detect that Coca-Cola is inferior to a bowl of beans, but this is false; Coca-Cola is more digestible, will not produce intestinal inflammation, is not shielded with copper, actually contains a stimulant and anti-estrogenic compound (caffeine), and other possible reasons that in a certain context would make it more favorable for the metabolism and the body in general than these beans.

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

For me I realized that diet plays a role but there are other big factors.

And me i realize that everyone here uses google translate all the time since there is a bug that automatically transforms lowercase i into uppercase lol  

Jk.

 

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

I have inattentive adhd.

I don't know if i have ADHD but i have lost attention since i was a child because of the computer and even worse because of music and youtube shorts.
Luckily I'm not the worst.

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

I have a very sensitive consciousness, when I indulge in playing video games for two hours my mind feels soft and unsharp for a few days.

What are you playing?
There are games that are probably good for cognition like Paradox Interactive games ; Strategy and management games in general.

1 hour ago, Jannes said:

 My mind is also not at rest often and emotions play into it. When I am emotionally unstable I literally cant think straight, when I am emotionally secured and in an environment where my mind is put in a restful state my mind functions perfectly. 

Yea stress inhibits the neo cortex. I also noticed in high school that sitting down and clearing my mind helped dissolve brain fog.
Eating a lot was also my defense mechanism when i was in middle school when faced with stress and i didn't have brain fog yet, despite the intense stress here and there.

1 hour ago, Sandhu said:

@Schizophonia Thanks. It took me quite some time to understand all that. You're a nerd.

🤓

[Jannes]

16 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes, it was caused by legumes and milk, especially legumes. 
It's not "scientific" but i strongly believe that if a food is really bad for you for some reason your instincts will refuse it and you will feel that something is wrong when you eat it. The food will seem "heavy", "not very appetizing", "tiring to eat", something like that.

Some will say that the human senses are too primitive to detect that Coca-Cola is inferior to a bowl of beans, but this is false; Coca-Cola is more digestible, will not produce intestinal inflammation, is not shielded with copper, actually contains a stimulant and anti-estrogenic compound (caffeine), and other possible reasons that in a certain context would make it more favorable for the metabolism and the body in general than these beans.

Interesting, good that you found that out for yourself. 

hmm its probably true that your instincts can speak to you. You have to purify that instinct though that it distinguishes itself from craving (like for sugar). 

16 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

And me i realize that everyone here uses google translate all the time since there is a bug that automatically transforms lowercase i into uppercase lol  

Jk.

What was using uppercase I wrong in that context? I use German keyboard settings so yeah an i standing by itself will get automatically be transformed into an uppercase I. And maybe my writing is a bit German at times, with a lot of comma at times, but I rarely translate anything. 

16 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

I don't know if i have ADHD but i have lost attention since i was a child because of the computer and even worse because of music and youtube shorts.
Luckily I'm not the worst.

What are you playing?
There are games that are probably good for cognition like Paradox Interactive games ; Strategy and management games in general.

I played a lot of team fortress 2. But basically every game which invites you into a different world: Mario kart, Pokemon, Assassins Creed, ... I have also completely blocked YouTube and Spotify. I only listen to radio sometimes where I cant get the best hits and scroll through profile pictures on WhatsApp as entertainment. Otherwise I couldnt assert myself in this world being too unsharp. Podcasts also seem okay. 

16 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Yea stress inhibits the neo cortex. I also noticed in high school that sitting down and clearing my mind helped dissolve brain fog.
Eating a lot was also my defense mechanism when i was in middle school when faced with stress and i didn't have brain fog yet, despite the intense stress here and there.

Good to know it isnt stress for you. 

I also realized that when you are exposed to an environment which demands you to be sharp constantly like a school environment you will be more sharp. 

[Schizophonia]

2 hours ago, Jannes said:

 

What was using uppercase I wrong in that context? I use German keyboard settings so yeah an i standing by itself will get automatically be transformed into an uppercase I. And maybe my writing is a bit German at times, with a lot of comma at times, but I rarely translate anything. 

This is an English peculiarity, I always make the mistake of writing it in lower case unless I use Google Translate since the software understands this rule.

ich is lowercase except for the first letter if it's at the beginning of the sentence.

Nevermind i teased.

2 hours ago, Jannes said:

I played a lot of team fortress 2. But basically every game which invites you into a different world: Mario kart, Pokemon, Assassins Creed, ...

Oh ok.

These don't seem to be particularly "mind-numbing" games.

2 hours ago, Jannes said:

Good to know it isnt stress for you. 

I also realized that when you are exposed to an environment which demands you to be sharp constantly like a school environment you will be more sharp. 

Yes.

Have you used medication?

[Jannes]

7 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

This is an English peculiarity, I always make the mistake of writing it in lower case unless I use Google Translate since the software understands this rule.

ich is lowercase except for the first letter if it's at the beginning of the sentence.

thats correct

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Nevermind i teased.

I dont get it. 

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Oh ok.

These don't seem to be particularly "mind-numbing" games.

The mind numbing comes from the game being demanding on your psyche which drains me and also I get easily addicted so that I can only think about that one game.

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Yes.

Have you used medication?

Yes. I dont like it though, I feel like it makes me less conscious, it disconnects me from something deep. I dont even like to philosophize on meds I become way more practical. 

I have only tested medikinet recently though, (I tested other things as a kid as well) maybe others work better for me now. I will get a renewed diagnosis in like 5 months, so then I will have the chance. 

Edited 18 hours ago by Jannes

[Schizophonia]

20 minutes ago, Jannes said:

Yes. I dont like it though, I feel like it makes me less conscious, it disconnects me from something deep. I dont even like to philosophize on meds I become way more practical. 

I have only tested one med though, maybe others work better for me. 

Eheh I totally see what you mean.
Some stimulants for the attention of the mind actually numb the mind and it makes one seem stupid, or in any case very uncreative or "thinking outside the box"

[Jannes]

15 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

Eheh I totally see what you mean.
Some stimulants for the attention of the mind actually numb the mind and it makes one seem stupid, or in any case very uncreative or "thinking outside the box"

Yes I totally feel stupid with it. It cuts me off from something profound. I feel like I totally entered the dream. It's total shit. But it works for practical purposes. 

Although it brings to light how shitty I articulate myself with adhd. I just read some of the things I wrote and I sometimes write things in a way that cant be understood. 

Edited 2 hours ago by Jannes