260ug LSD trip report

[ROOBIO]

Yesterday, I took 260 micrograms of LSD at around 8:00 in the morning. I began with a 30 minute meditation, focusing deeply on the questions, “What am I?” and “What is existence?” After about 30 minutes, I felt the urge to go for a walk and enjoy the morning sun, so I went to get a decaf coffee.

As I was returning home, the effects of the LSD began to intensify. My sense of physicality started to dissolve, and the world around me took on an ethereal, almost divine quality. It felt as though I were walking in the Garden of Eden a place of pristine beauty and interconnectedness. I gradually lost the concept of myself walking on planet Earth in London, and the experience became more direct and immersive.

When I got home, I sat on my couch and decided to listen to Leo’s “God Inquiry.” As I followed his guidance, my consciousness began to rise to unprecedented levels. It felt as if I were shedding layers of my ego, and I started to experience a dissolution of self. This was a level of awareness that I don’t believe is attainable through meditation alone. There was resistance a fear of letting go completely but I consciously decided to surrender to the experience and dive deeper.

The first thing I noticed was that perception is a fiction. There is no one perceiving anything; there never was a human looking out into the world and perceiving it. Instead, the world is constructing everything and creating the illusion of perception. In lower states of consciousness, you mistake this for you perceiving a world. Here, I reached a profound realization: everything simply is. There are no distinctions, no separations. My body, the room, the world everything is one unified reality, manifesting itself without differentiation. It is self-aware and conscious of itself. The reason there is no perception is because everything is already aware of itself. I like to think of it as an analogy: a picture of a man looking at the world, but underneath, they are actually connected.

My hands fascinated me. As I looked at them, I could see how they were materializing out of nothing that nothingness is pure divinity. Everything is absolutely divine; it’s the divine spark that created all of existence. I realized that my hands extended infinitely, and I am inevitable because there is no other way I could be. I am doing this because I can. I broke down in tears, overwhelmed by the realization that I am creating everything.

I could see how everything is unified, and I finally understood that this is what love is: total love, God’s love for everything because it is everything.

As the peak began to subside, I saw clearly that all the hatred and negativity I had ever harbored were products of my own selfish agenda my ego clinging to separateness and self-preservation, refusing to surrender to the flow of being. I started crying uncontrollably, overwhelmed by a sense of love and forgiveness. I apologized to life, to existence itself, for all the hatred I had held onto. I saw that life is not something to be fought against but something created out of infinite love. Even the separations we perceive between body and mind, self and other are born out of this love.

This experience has completely transformed my perspective. It wasn’t just an intellectual understanding; it was visceral and undeniable. Everything is simply being itself, perfectly and exactly as it is meant to be. There is no judgment in reality, no right or wrong just infinite love expressing itself in countless forms. I emerged from this journey deeply humbled and profoundly grateful, with a renewed sense of purpose and connection.

Edited Monday at 10:07 PM by ROOBIO

[Leo Gura]

You got it!

Great work

[Unlimited]

Reminds me of some of my LSD trips.
It really is a very powerful and fascinating substance.

Glad you had a nice experience.

[OBEler]

@ROOBIO top trip report thanks! You give inspiration how to do it in a powerful way.

[koops]

Sounds great!  Enjoy it

[ROOBIO]

Thanks guys, was truly incredible to be able to discover things like this in life

[Spiral Wizard]

Wow, amazing!

Your choice of words reminds me of LUCIALORN. They guide towards the highest stages of Enlightenment. Very unique as he talks from the perspective of being & pure divinity. If you desire to permanently shift there eventually, this may be the guide for you. 

[aurum]

Nailed it! Way to go.