1 week non stop pychedelics and weed

[James123]

Guys, today is my last day of this retreat. Any question is welcome.

[emil1234]

main insight?

[Davino]

How are you gonna integrate it all?

[James123]

24 minutes ago, emil1234 said:

main insight?

Life is the biggest trip. Consuming the shrooms and having a another trip is the of the biggest mind fuck. 

We are here to be just a simple human. That's why we are here. 

[OBEler]

Any side effects of this ?

[NoSelfSelf]

I would end up in asylum if i did this...

[PurpleTree]

6 minutes ago, NoSelfSelf said:

I would end up in asylum if i did this...

Same

[James123]

5 hours ago, Davino said:

How are you gonna integrate it all?

İt is almost impossible. Because, there is thousands of thousand insights. 

 

[James123]

4 hours ago, OBEler said:

Any side effects of this ?

After day 3th, i become the voice, chair, sofa, woman, man etc... but these were long term experiences not like a second last long experiences. I have learned with these, there is a hell, believe me no one wants to get in. I lived and became the voice for hours, hours, hours. But at that time, i have learned how to let go while i am the chair.

4 hours ago, NoSelfSelf said:

I would end up in asylum if i did this...

Definitely. However, bad trips are the golden to realize and study the weakness of the ego. İ come to point that the one who will go to the hospital is an illusion itself, stop being a pussy and let go. 😂 😂 😂 But I really wanted to cry as a the most scared person in the world at that time. Because, experiencing is different, but if that experience stuck is with you, you have to let go, and that will be suck and /endlessly stuck with you till you surrender.

[Breakingthewall]

20 minutes ago, James123 said:

if that experience stuck is with you, you have to let go, and that will be suck and /endlessly stuck with you till you surrender.

Very interesting experience. Good insight. That's what happens. When you've been afraid, the fear remains. It's layers and layers of fear that create a bubble, a psychic structure, an ever-active energy. Letting go and opening your heart is the work. What I call enlightenment is the openess to yourself, the total surrender to yourself. The fear is what closes, it's extremely difficult not fear, at least to me. Nowadays death is shit, we are full of fear making everything difficult, triying to preserve everything, imagining that human life is for ever, it's crazy being a human, difficult don't fear death but there is nothing to fear. Reality is you, that hell you talked about is you too. So difficult to really surrender to yourself . The only way is to smile to the abyss and open our heart to it, without preference. But so difficult, preference always closes the door. To open the door you should erase everything even for a moment , they you feel the divine and you see that what you are is divine, then you love yourself. 

 

Edited 10 minutes ago by Breakingthewall

[Leo Gura]

@James123 You figure out how deep consciousness goes beyond basic nonduality yet?

Edited 11 minutes ago by Leo Gura

[Breakingthewall]

But at the end, any realization is meaningless. They are infinite, then means nothing. The only realization is the absolute realization, the divine substance. You could be open in many degrees to it, then the work is getting as open as its possible. The divine substance is not form, is just what you are, the pure light, that's always veiled by the mind. Then the facets are infinite, but the substance is one