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On 01/02/2025 at 2:07 PM, gettoefl said:

My take is that, whatever happens in this dream mean nothing. Everything here is ego constructed. So step one is forgiving each and every part. Forgiving means I see the surface and I have Holy Spirit show me the substance. My guiltlessness is your atonement as the course puts it. So we keep on doing this with every thing and every person. When I see another reflecting light to me I know I did forgive them and this shows I am being healed. This all becomes simple and mechanical, darkness becomes light. Now I need Holy Spirit to use me in whatever way is best. I am saved and thus I will save another. This means me being a beacon of loving thoughts in the world that I have forgiven. I make no decisions myself. I align myself and extend myself in communication with Holy Spirit. Whatever happens will be fantastic since it's God's will at work.

Beautiful, thank you! 🙏🖤

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 Been listening to this daily. Symbolic, I guess.. 

 

Love the lyrics: 

 

NEW BLOOD JOINS THIS EARTH
AND QUICKLY HE’S SUBDUED
THROUGH CONSTANT PAINED DISGRACE
THE YOUNG BOY LEARNS THEIR RULES

WITH TIME, THE CHILD DRAWS IN
THIS WHIPPING BOY DONE WRONG
DEPRIVED OF ALL HIS THOUGHTS
THE YOUNG MAN STRUGGLES ON AND ON, HE’S KNOWN
A VOW UNTO HIS OWN
THAT NEVER FROM THIS DAY
HIS WILL THEY’LL TAKE AWAY

WHAT I’VE FELT
WHAT I’VE KNOWN
NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN
NEVER BE
NEVER SEE
WON’T SEE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

WHAT I’VE FELT
WHAT I’VE KNOWN
NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN
NEVER FREE
NEVER ME
SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN

THEY DEDICATE THEIR LIVES
TO RUNNING ALL OF HIS
HE TRIES TO PLEASE THEM ALL
THIS BITTER MAN HE IS

THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE THE SAME
HE’S BATTLED CONSTANTLY
THIS FIGHT HE CANNOT WIN
A TIRED MAN THEY SEE NO LONGER CARES
THE OLD MAN THEN PREPARES
TO DIE REGRETFULLY
THAT OLD MAN HERE IS ME

WHAT I’VE FELT
WHAT I’VE KNOWN
NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN
NEVER BE
NEVER SEE
WON’T SEE WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN

WHAT I’VE FELT
WHAT I’VE KNOWN
NEVER SHINED THROUGH IN WHAT I’VE SHOWN
NEVER FREE
NEVER ME
SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN

YOU LABELED ME
I’LL LABEL YOU
SO I DUB THEE UNFORGIVEN

Edited Sunday at 12:57 PM by CoolDreamThanks

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All things in creation suffer extinction, and there remaineth the face of thy Lord in its majesty and bounty.

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Bought a gaming pc and played this whole weekend. Fun on one hand, but a bit meaningless on the other, knowing that I need to study DU and ACIM.  
 

Heard David say he was reading ACIM for 8hrs daily at one point. After I get enough of gaming I think I should do that. Sounds exciting - learning so much from the Master.  
 

Been listening to DU audiobook - I think it might help to understand the teachings when you are reading and listening, perhaps it activates different parts of the brain and aids in retaining information.  
 

My desire is to learn Jesus’s teachings perfectly and “ride” them for the rest of this dream life.  
 
 

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I know you're worried at night that I won't find my way
And I'm tired of lying to myself just to get through each day
My head says I should have never left, and that my feet will soon lead to my death

I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson
I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya

I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo
My colors are darker and cold
I think it's time that I went home
And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone
I used to shine bright like gold
Now I'm all indigo

Gave up a piece of my heart then I turned to run
My head is in the clouds but I don't feel close to the sun
And the light fades away from my face and the tears fall like rain
So I turn all my words into faith, hope it's me that they save

I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson
Lord know I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya

I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo
My colors are darker and cold
I think it's time that I went home
And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone
I used to shine bright like gold
Now I'm all indigo

I'm starting to question if god’s trying to teach me a lesson
Lord know I'm starting to wonder if my true colors changed since I left ya

I used to shine bright like gold, but now I'm all indigo
My colors are darker and cold
I think it's time that I went home
And I don't understand why I always feel dead and alone
I used to shine bright like gold
Now I'm all indigo
Now I'm all indigo

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Love this book on psychosomatics! Great cover art as well.