Zeroguy's Journal

[Zeroguy]

 

[Zeroguy]

Oh boy I feel like the enemy on this site.Was for Trump and I am materialist,don't belive in Leo's nonsense.I have my own Truth.

My mother died previous year from lung cancer and she was a smoker that firmed my belief in science and not spirituality.

This journal will be about my own self actualization.

[Zeroguy]

I am a chess player and I play on lichess.org .My account name is :Aleksandar198 so if anyone is up for game you know where you will find me

My instagram is : zivotic.alex

I hope I will make new friends because I am lacking them in real life due to my social isolation which is symptom of my illness.

I am mentally ill I suffer from schizoaffective disorder.I've been sick for 3 years and thanks to anti psychotic medications my mind was cleared from all delusions including spiritual once.So I start with clean slate.I believe in determinism and lack of free will.I come in peace with that.

One friend told me you are your own saviour and don't believe in external God but I don't believe in internal God also .

I am on my own and I will fight for better future.