I'm Ranveer.

[Candle]

Fundamentals. 

1. Identity or Self image. 
2. Purpose.
3. Focus.
4. Time management. 
5. Commitments. 

Edited 11 hours ago by Candle

[Candle]

My Identity. 

Khabib. 

✓mastery. ✓one-pointed focus. ✓extraordinary training. ✓confidence that I can handle anything. ✓maturity. ✓composure. ✓aggression when needed. ✓ 29-0 legacy. Link. 

Edited 11 hours ago by Candle

[Candle]

On 1/22/2025 at 5:02 PM, Candle said:

Visualization. 

Periods of celebration and high spirits. High confidence. Great lifestyle. Brother- and sister-like friends. Social work. Prevention of Human Trafficking.  Movies production. Automobiles company. Airlines company. (if I survived, no one can stop me from doing these things.) And a lot of other things too, which I haven't mentioned here. 

Discovered this great inspirational video by fluke luck..

Edited 15 hours ago by Candle

[Candle]

Everyone has shamed me for my academic weaknesses. (earlier I used to be a very good student, but now I am at rock bottom). It looks ugly. It's ugly living with my toxic or abusive family. (I'll write many ugly stories about my family later). 

It might seem ridiculous to someone that I am treating studies as if it were a battle. Simple academics are so hard !!! Ridiculous, isn't it? But I know how hard is it to study in ADHD. And my ADHD has gotten worse over the years. 

I'm currently studying Physics Maths & Chemistry. 

It seems very beautiful to me when someone studies 12 hours a day. I feel extremely bad that I'm missing so much of the beauty. 

So all my academic weaknesses and shaming have angered me to change the situation completely. I want to prove to myself that I can do anything. I can handle anything. Things like that. I have to prove. 

Edited 15 hours ago by Candle

[Candle]

Mindset. 

You automatically behave according to the identity you have in your mind. 

Have enough pride in yourself. Have a great identity (how you see yourself). Feel it.

Realise who you are, and what you can do. Realise all your strengths and gifts. Realise what's possible. 

See the critical situations you have. See the slavery you have done to your weaknesses. See all the shaming others have done to you. See the dungeon. See how much of your potential you have lost. (99%). 

Then get angry and start doing things. To prove things to yourself.

Do great things for your own confidence and self-image. That "I can handle anything. I'm exceptional. I'm advanced. I'm undefeated." Prove this to yourself. 

Constantly fuel your actions with your identity*, vision, desires, anger, etc. 

*I mean, constantly see yourself as the person you have to be. 

Edited 10 hours ago by Candle

[Schizophonia]

6 hours ago, Candle said:

 

It seems very beautiful to me when someone studies 12 hours a day. I feel extremely bad that I'm missing so much of the beauty. 

 

Don't worry even medical students don't do something like that, except maybe in horrible hyper-productive countries like Korea.

[Candle]

21 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Don't worry even medical students don't do something like that, except maybe in horrible hyper-productive countries like Korea.

😄

I have read in someone's journal, where they had written that (12 hrs). It's possible for someone who's passionate. I had done this a few times earlier in my life (and the feeling was great, undescribable.)

I know it's possible. Just that I have ADHD, which I'm 100% sure I am gonna defeat in a few months. 

12 is just a number. It could be 8 to 12. Productive hours are never 12. 12 includes study breaks also. 

I'm passionate about science, I just lack focus (it might seem unbelievable, but it's true). I can't see myself that I don't have the extremely sexy knowledge of physics maths and chemistry. I am intrigued by professional science youtubers. Something happens in me seeing them. 

My brain will face resistance if I do something like this (12 hours). But I know my brain is neuroplastic. It can adapt in just a month. 

Things that are hard on day 1 get very easy on day 100. 

I'm replying in this post as well as journaling for myself too. That's why this is a lengthy post. 

Edited 10 hours ago by Candle

[Schizophonia]

5 minutes ago, Candle said:

😄 I have read in someone's journal, where they had written that (12 hrs). It's possible for someone who's passionate. I had done this a few times earlier in my life (and the feeling was great, undescribable.)

I see, it's possible if you're really passionate yes.
If I do a few hours of applied work I'm already proud of myself lol.

5 minutes ago, Candle said:

I know it's possible. Just that I have ADHD, which I'm 100 % sure I am gonna defeat in a few months. 

Ahah but who on this forum is anything other than crazy and/or autistic.

5 minutes ago, Candle said:

12 is just a number. It could be 8 to 12. Productive hours are never 12. 12 includes study breaks also. 

Yes, 8 would be the best for me.

5 minutes ago, Candle said:

I'm passionate about science, I just lack focus (it might seem unbelievable, but it's true). I can't see myself that I don't have the extremely sexy knowledge of physics maths and chemistry. I am intrigued by professional science youtubers. Something happens in me seeing them. 

I wish you success.

[Candle]

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Ahah but who on this forum is anything other than crazy and/or autistic.

Yes I see. So many people are like that. I saw a girl on the forum whose symptoms and behaviours were exactly similar to mine, so similar that I couldn't believe it. It was extremely fascinating. 

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

wish you success.

Thanks 🙏🏻. 

 

4 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

, 8 would be the best for me.

8 is best for me too bcz I have to do a lot of hobbies too (YouTube educational videos, learning Spanish, etc.) 

Edited 10 hours ago by Candle

[Candle]

What is one-pointed  focus? 

When everyone is asleep or busy in bs, you are working silently on your projects. You are alone. But confident. 

When the whole world was asleep, Ambani was building Reliance Jio. And when they launched it, everything changed. It was such a revolution.... 

No matter how insignificant your work (let's say, reading a book) seems today, you are still doing it. Everything will be counted in the end. 

You have no idea what's going on in the world and HOW ENORMOUS this world is. It's incredible !!! What's happening in China and Korea? See their tech advancements. 

[Schizophonia]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

Yes I see. So many people are like that. I saw a girl on the forum whose symptoms and behaviours were exactly similar to mine, so similar that I couldn't believe it. It was extremely fascinating. 

Thanks 🙏🏻. 

 

8 is best for me too bcz I have to do a lot of hobbies too (YouTube educational videos, learning Spanish, etc.) 

I had some asperger spectrum syndrome when i was younger but it was quite mild and i just became purely neurotypical as i got older for some reason.

Nevermind.