My LSD Insights, How I Trip, What I've Learned.

[ExploringReality]

My journey started with reading books on personal development due to my anger issues, schooling and experiences growing up being rough and challenging to help with my emotions and trying to see a different perspective on my life. Eventually I came across LSD, before I took it I spent about 1 year studying psychedelic literature, studies and some classic books by Terence McKenna, Michael pollan, James oroc, Tim Leary, ram dass ect, also I delve into channeling, quantum physics, meditation, raising consciousness and transcending finite perception into non dual awareness and cosmic consciousness. This is a big leap from a kid raised in a ghetto of la , experienced DCFS as a kid, seeing my father relapse multiple times, mother struggling to raise 5 kids. I'm glad my  psychedelic experiences have helped me out my life into perspective and to be grateful for my experiences for they have led me to a path of not only healing and forgiveness, but self discovery.

 

So every time a take LSD or psilocybin, I immediately remove my self from the company of anybody, completely isolate myself from contact with the outside world because when I'm coming up on the trip my eyes dilate, my body feels wonky and I am a little uncoordinated. I feel dreamy, not sleepy. In fact my awareness goes up, it's weirdly odd how my eyes are heavy and droopy but my consciousness is fine tuned in this present moment of experience. I usually sit in my room with the lights dim or off. My body feels sensitive to energy and vibration, I am aware of the malleable and plasticity of reality and how it's not static but a dynamic flowing tapestry of existence. I go into zen or monk mode. I question anything I put my mind on remembering to watch for my minds tendencies to cling to beliefs, question my assumptions of anything and to have a genuine insight into the nature of reality. I love pursuing consciousness and being more conscious more than anything in the world. In the LSD and psilocybin state I see the hollowness and emptiness of reality which is liberating because nothing outside myself can fulfill my Being because Nothing is my Being. Therefore death doesn't exist because Consciousness does not depend on body after it drops dead. Throughout the trip I do not have a desire for food, sex or entertainment, no television or telephone is on, only quietness. If I'm not too loaded to stretch the body, breathing through each stretch having a non dual awareness of Being a Body I will lay down, sometimes not still because it can be uncomfortable about what I'm going to experience but I keep my mouth shut and I surrender to the experience trusting what needs to unfold is allowed and if there are difficult truths I need to face then I will allow myself to have faith that through the metamorphosis of consciousness the caterpillar transforms into a butterfly. I knew from reading saint John of the cross " dark night of the soul" that what I am going through is an ego dissolution. I've had 30 LSD trips, my last one is 6 years ago, I went insane, lost my mind because I realized Brahman, the absolute whole of existence and it was to much for my mind and body to hold. Thankfully my brother was there so I can hold on to his arm, ensuring I will survive the whirlpool of a spiritual crisis. After each trip I am a different person, more wisdom but I know I still want to create a life purpose, stay on track with this higher consciousness and also work on my emotional intelligence, behavior and sub conscious programing.

Thanks for reading

[Leo Gura]

Nice. Cheers!

[RightHand]

45 minutes ago, ExploringReality said:

 This is a big leap from a kid raised in a ghetto of la 

 

 

[Candle]

On 1/18/2025 at 2:28 PM, Leo Gura said:

Nice. Cheers!

How come people are discussing they have consumed psychedelics (which are illegal) and they are not sued or arrested ? 

Like you or Joe Rogan openly discuss about its consumption. Why you are not sued? 

 

I am not against psychedelics btw. I think it should be legal for those who are above 25 and educated. But I don't know whether it should be legal or illegal. 

[LambdaDelta]

On 1/19/2025 at 10:13 AM, Candle said:

How come people are discussing they have consumed psychedelics (which are illegal) and they are not sued or arrested ? 

Like you or Joe Rogan openly discuss about its consumption. Why you are not sued? 

 

I am not against psychedelics btw. I think it should be legal for those who are above 25 and educated. But I don't know whether it should be legal or illegal. 

You know how they say, "it's only a crime if you get caught".

You can go on air and claim any wild thing you want, maybe you'll even get investigated, but if there's no physical proof, there's no case. Besides, law enforcement doesn't have nearly enough resources to go after small-time consumers or even dealers. Most street and darknet vendors only get caught through their own gross negligence or bad luck. 

[integration journey]

That’s deep. What’s your dosage like on these trips? 

[CARDOZZO]

What do you think about It? @ExploringReality @Leo Gura

https://alieninsect.substack.com/p/on-the-dmt-laser-code-of-reality

[Ero]

1 hour ago, CARDOZZO said:

https://alieninsect.substack.com/p/on-the-dmt-laser-code-of-reality

The "laser" revealing the "code of reality" reminds me of Michael Talbot's "The Holographic Universe". Danny has some okay interpretations with respect to the relativistic ontology, but everything else seems a like a salad of "sacred geometry" + "simulation hypothesis"+"Japanese Katakana". One should be aware that psychedelics largely reflect the state of consciousness and biases of the person.

IMO not particularly insightful or interesting. The intellectual substance/density of the "paper" is that of a freshman HS project. 

Edited 6 hours ago by Ero

[Ero]

@ExploringReality Thanks for sharing. I resonate strongly with a large part of your experience - also raised in a household with 5 kids, rough upbringing, Have also had about 30 trips with the last few touching on Insanity. Grounding myself heavily in the work towards the LP. Psychs will always be there, we in for the long ride.