Strangers Sucking Up My Energy

[Butters]

Yes again, narcissistic hippie alert, hello! 

But seriously, I go out in public to buy socks and a shirt, and 1.5hrs later I come home and I feel worse than before I went. Its like people try to suck my energy out from me non-verbally on the subway or just out in the street. 

I come home and I feel unpleasant and an unpleasant feeling in my penis. Do they upset my first or second chakra perhaps? Yes I live in a relatively poor area, maybe that's part of the reason, like there's crime in the air or something. 

It pisses me off. 

[Salariatu]

When you want to escape the flock is normal that feeling. I detach and not hallucinate with the flock basically. Not worrying about, because the consciousness of the flock wants that, to worry. I use my own tools and symbols.

Basically the flock is anti-natural, regaining naturality and maintaining it is upsetting in certain circles of people. 

[integration journey]

1 hour ago, Butters said:

Yes again, narcissistic hippie alert, hello! 

But seriously, I go out in public to buy socks and a shirt, and 1.5hrs later I come home and I feel worse than before I went. Its like people try to suck my energy out from me non-verbally on the subway or just out in the street. 

I come home and I feel unpleasant and an unpleasant feeling in my penis. Do they upset my first or second chakra perhaps? Yes I live in a relatively poor area, maybe that's part of the reason, like there's crime in the air or something. 

It pisses me off. 

That just means you are an emphatic being. I used to feel the same way. Look up Matt Kahn on YouTube. He helped me with this dilemma of people sucking up my energy. 

[Salariatu]

Take a mirror and meditate, hypnotize yourself with your image. When you are surrounded by people think and visualize your image, this is the only way really. Anxiety or Stress comes when someone or something has got your attention from yourself. Regaining custom to come back to own image and training this, doing this leads to discovering yourself while you listen to breath.