Feeling suicidal and depressed

[AION]

You shouldn’t be focusing on trying to bang some chicks when you don’t have your life in order. Your brain is focused on the wrong things. The key to get out of such situations is to audit your attention of your consciousness. Removing your attention from destructive negativity to constructive positivity. 

[SwiftQuill]

@Majed

How have you been doing, man?

I just want to say this: life can get better. A lot better. I know many people love to pretend the young 20's are the best age, but for many people, especially men, it's the worst. It's a period in life where you don't have much (if any) money, and you have a lot of stress and responsibilities, and many men struggle with dating and socializing.

I was a fucking mess at 21. I'm 26 now, and you have no clue how much better my life is today compared to back then. It's not even a fair comparison.

My point being that, I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. But don't think that this is how most of your life will play out. My suggestion would be to first focus on your mental and physical health. And later, when you have energy, try to find your life purpose. Things start to fall into place when you know what you want out of life and have a strong sense of mission.

One of Leo's videos is called "Life unfolds in chapters". You're probably going through "Limbo" right now.