Wisdom

[Someone here]

 I've picked a new hobby recently.  I like to drive my bicycle late at night and visit the cemetery to see dead people's graves.. I like to read headstones. Like it's really interesting. Seeing who was buried with who..ages etc. And I'm thinking that one day we all gonna be dead  . Whenever I turn ..I see impermanence..death..etc. and honestly life as a whole on the materialistic level isn't satisfying no matter how you wanna slice it . Everyday you have to suffer from your biological needs ..and the more you age you gonna get sick and disgusted by life ..until you drop dead one day . I know what I'm saying is obvious but REALLY consider the situation: you are doomed to suffer for your whole life then you die . This reminds me of the story of Buddha when he knew that sickness +old age +death exist and that they are inevitable he freaked the fuck out and ran away from his position as a prince and went to the woods seeking enlightenment or whatever. 

I always wondered where we came from. And I made thousands of posts on this forum about this issue. It just seems so strange that all of sudden we're all just here. Almost like we all just spawned out of nowhere. We all are just born from nowhere and then we live 80 years maximum and then dissapear. It's so mysterious . I  want to just say that if you are not serious about this work (uncovering deep truths about life and reality ) then get serious. Because the situation is really serious. Just think about your inevitable death but seriously think about it as  if it was sooooo near .. the most insane thing that we can't even wrap our minds around and its terrifying beyond comprehension and its the most normal thing in the world. That's what blows my mind . If you are reading me right something must change in you .

[Javfly33]

Yes is fucking terrifying I wonder how many people here that say they are "awake" will gracefully die like is nothing.

Time of surrendering the body is the test of fire in that moment you can really know how much consciousness beyond normal physicality you have, there´s no better test than that one.

Although I have to say intuition tells me once that you pass that phase incredible Bliss is at the other side, at least for those ones that have earned it. 

(That in the case you don´t reincarnate and have to go through some other bullshit 70-80 years more)

Seems fun, uh?   Great post by the way @Someone here

Edited 1 hour ago by Javfly33

[Someone here]

18 minutes ago, Javfly33 said:

Yes is fucking terrifying I wonder how many people here that say they are "awake" will gracefully die like is nothing.

Time of surrendering the body is the test of fire in that moment you can really know how much consciousness beyond normal physicality you have, there´s no better test than that one.

Although I have to say intuition tells me once that you pass that phase incredible Bliss is at the other side, at least for those ones that have earned it. 

(That in the case you don´t reincarnate and have to go through some other bullshit 70-80 years more)

Seems fun, uh?   Great post by the way @Someone here

Thanks jav.

When Ramana Maharshi was dying of cancer ...he didn't give a fuck about being hospitalised.  His deciples had to force him to see the doctor . Because he was next-level beyond a shred of a doubt sure that he is the immortal self.and that death is a jokd  . That's the kind of consciousness which should be the ideal to strive for . But  its not easy . And it's sad how far the gap is between us (at least me ) and someone like him .(remember that post I made about my attachment to my cellphone lol?)