The most precious things

[Sugarcoat]

I just thought to myself how the most precious things imo is to have good mental and physical health. Like if you have those two you should be so thankful. Because if you loose one of them it’s the only thing you’ll be wishing back. I’m having a hard time even thinking of something more precious than those two things. It’s even more precious than family imo, maybe because I’m a bit f*cked up, a lone wolf and love nobody.

[Buck Edwards]

Yea you're right about it. To me you appear as a sane person. And I agree with you and appreciate your perspective. 

[Sugarcoat]

4 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

Yea you're right about it. To me you appear as a sane person. And I agree with you and appreciate your perspective. 

Aww thanks. I appreciate the response

[M A J I]

Mental health is directly related to physical health, as emotional is to spiritual.

Health is Wealth. The path that purifies you is the correct path.

[Sugarcoat]

On 2025-01-04 at 3:43 AM, M A J I said:

Mental health is directly related to physical health, as emotional is to spiritual.

Health is Wealth. The path that purifies you is the correct path.

Yea

[Schizophonia]

How things are going ?

[Sugarcoat]

46 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

How things are going ?

Im doing somewhat okay now. I have two different parts of me, one that has given up and is suicidal, and one that has some strength to keep going. So I kinda oscillate between the two 

[Kairos]

Why are you suicidal ? 

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Kairos said:

Why are you suicidal ? 

 

 

It’s very weird what I’m going through. Like even too weird for this forum .

But to give a clue I’d say it’s similar (not exactly those things) to a kind of severe depersonalization and a severe compulsive behavior. 

[Kairos]

What does that mean ? Did you tried getting some help ?

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Kairos said:

What does that mean ? Did you tried getting some help ?

It means what it says. That my problem is very strange and odd so I won’t write what it is exactly, but it’s similar to those two things I mentioned. Yes I go to regular doctors appointments, but it’s not helping at all, the meds aren’t helping at all

[Kairos]

I'm sorry to here that .

You can talk about your situation tho , you don't have to go through it alone .

Don't think about suicide and stuff tho try to maximize joy .

Stay positive you got this .

 

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Kairos said:

I'm sorry to here that .

You can talk about your situation tho , you don't have to go through it alone .

Don't think about suicide and stuff tho try to maximize joy .

Stay positive you got this .

 

I feel I get zero dopamine in my brain. Like I’m walking around dead and empty. My family knows about my situation. 
 

It’s very hard to stay positive. 

[Kairos]

I know it's easy to say but KEEP TRYING who knows maybe one day you'll wake up and start FEELING NORMAL and HAPPY .  ❤️

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Kairos said:

I know it's easy to say but KEEP TRYING who knows maybe one day you'll wake up and start FEELING NORMAL and HAPPY .  ❤️

Thanks

[Candle]

@Sugarcoat  yea... love you ❤️ I am also feeling so bad 24x7. I have a heavy head. I don't have words. I don't have words. No dopamine. Nothing. 

But I know I still have to get up and take some big decisions and write them in my journal. 

I just wanna tell you, if you have any loved one, hug them. Try to get some strength, get some support from them. 

I'm all alone, so I'll fight my battles alone. And I'm fine with it. We have nothing to lose. So let's face the pain. Let's see how hard it can go. 

Edited January 8 by Candle

[Sugarcoat]

1 minute ago, Candle said:

@Sugarcoat  yea... love you ❤️ I am also feeling so bad 24x7. I have a heavy head. I don't have words. I don't have words. No dopamine. Nothing. 

But I know I still have to get up and take some big decisions and write them in my journal. 

I just wanna tell you, if you have any loved one, hug them. Try to get some strength, get some support from them. 

I'm all alone, so I'll fight my battles alone. And I'm fine with it. We have nothing to lose. So let's face the pain. Let's see how hard it can go. 

Thanks. I feel you. Life can suck so much. Unfortunately I don’t feel any different when I talk to my family about it. I fight my battles alone too. 

[Candle]

52 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Thanks. I feel you. Life can suck so much. 

Thanks. I wish you the best. 

Edited January 8 by Candle

[Sugarcoat]

1 hour ago, Candle said:

Thanks. I wish you the best. 

You too

[Schizophonia]

5 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

Im doing somewhat okay now. I have two different parts of me, one that has given up and is suicidal, and one that has some strength to keep going. So I kinda oscillate between the two 

I see.