What is the difference between a big breakthrough & a "small awakening?"

[Aaron p]

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Hey guys. So in the above comment Leo, you make it quite clear that a "full dose" awakening is not something you have and question afterwards, that when it happens there is no doubt left in your mind whatsoever as to whether it was a strong dose awakening. I understand that it is incredibly unlikely that i am able to even begin to try and comprehend what results unfold from an awakening of this magnitude. 

I could take a guess that the only suitable words to attempt to describe said awakening might include "impossible" and "indescribable."

 

However...i wanted to ask if you could clarify something for me. I have had many NN breakthroughs (and some 5meo breakthroughs) and witnessed the impossible unfold before my eyes many times. Witnessing the impossible is no longer a problem for me, given the right set and setting. The only question that lingers in my mind is "Have i ever had an awakening?" By the logic I've already presented here (even asking that question) I am strongly inclined to believe that i have not. Which is pretty insane given that i have already witnessed the impossible multiple times. (If my intuition is correct then "a full dose" awakening must be absolutely off the fuckin handle haha, which is cool). 

 

My question is this, i know i have had many breakthroughs (where i leave my body, imagination melds with reality and bends and contorts and folds in ultra HD in another dimension), and by your phraseology in the above comment, you imply that it is possible to have a "partial dose" awakening (a small one). 

 

1 - Am i correct in assuming that if i had an awakening i wouldn't even be making this post (i would know)?

& 2 - Can you clarify the difference between a strong breakthrough and a small awakening [assuming such a distinction exists]? (would there still be no doubt in a small one?) 

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(love you bro <3  )

Edited Thursday at 02:36 AM by Aaron p

[Inliytened1]

@Aaron p that's correct.  You wouldn't be making the post or asking the question.  You'll know.   

A small awakening you could call a glimpse.   A very brief mystical experience vs a full awakening which is one that accompanies a direct realization about the nature of reality and typically a massive amount of Divine bliss that will make you roll around on the floor for hours crying.   It's basically like seeing the tail of the Ox round a corner vs a full on encounter with the Ox.

Edited Thursday at 11:52 AM by Inliytened1

[Leo Gura]

6 hours ago, Aaron p said:

Witnessing the impossible is no longer a problem for me, given the right set and setting.

Impossible things are cool and important, but still not the same as Awakening proper.

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The only question that lingers in my mind is "Have i ever had an awakening?" By the logic I've already presented here (even asking that question) I am strongly inclined to believe that i have not.

Awakening is self-validating, obvious to itself. The most obvious thing about it is that you will say to yourself, "OMG! I'm Awake!" There won't be any doubt about that. It will be shockingly clear and obvious.

However, keep in mind that this clarity and obviousness does not mean that an Awakening has to be crazy radical or intense. It can still be mild.

There are mild awakenings and very extreme intense awakenings. And both are obvious, clear, and self-validating.

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My question is this, i know i have had many breakthroughs (where i leave my body, imagination melds with reality and bends and contorts and folds in ultra HD in another dimension), and by your phraseology in the above comment, you imply that it is possible to have a "partial dose" awakening (a small one).

1 - Am i correct in assuming that if i had an awakening i wouldn't even be making this post (i would know)?

You could still be confused about an awakening you had. But generally speaking it will be obvious enough to you that you won't need to ask us.

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& 2 - Can you clarify the difference between a strong breakthrough and a small awakening [assuming such a distinction exists]? (would there still be no doubt in a small one?)

Yes, there is such a distinction.

A small awakening would be very clear but your visual field won't change much. You'd be awake but everything would look pretty much like normal. Nothing otherworldly would be going on. It would feel like your visual field became crystal clear.

A very intense awakening would not only be very clear but so radical that your visual field should start to do impossible things and you would have such profound insight into the nature of consciousness that it would terrify you. It would be so intense that it would be deeply uncomfortable and you would experience it as physical reality melting before your eyes. It would feel like drowning in Infinity. Infinity would beat you over the head mercilessly, to the point of a traumatic experience. You might feel like you've lost your mind and gone insane.

The key aspect of Awakening is clarity. It's like the clarity of your perception got cranked up by 1000x. This pure clarity is distinct from seeing weird mystical shit. You can see weird mystical shit without this clarity, or with it. And when this clarity reaches a high enough degree it starts to warp your visual field and spawn weird mystical shit too.

Awakening feels sorta like having all the air sucked out of the room. It's like you're seeing through reality and reality feels hollow. You can look at a coffee table and its just feels like nothing/infinity.

Edited Thursday at 09:17 AM by Leo Gura

[emil1234]

@Leo Gura i miss u posting spiritual stuff. love this description of awakening

[Davino]

@Aaron p One of the most surprising feelings of Awakenings is the coexistence of radical consciousness with an intrinsic awareness of "being home"

 

Finally Awake, Finally at home, tears role down your eyes and a smile is drown in your face. Consciousness, Love, Truth, spontaneity, freedom, insanity, all my very own nature or should I say, God's own nature, God has liberated itself just to self-limit itself, this is God's Play!

Edited Thursday at 03:47 PM by Davino

[Davino]

5 hours ago, emil1234 said:

@Leo Gura i miss u posting spiritual stuff. love this description of awakening

@emil1234 I also miss the Awakening topics. Leo's talking human stuff. I wonder if his Awakening Breakthroughs have been stagnating lately. Or maybe he just reached a plateau before the next burst. Whatever, idk

Edited Thursday at 08:56 PM by Davino

[Hojo]

Your brain will explode. You will feel your brain 'turn on' as if it was shut off before. There will be electricity pulsing through the brain and the brain will be moving.

Every neuron will suck its feelers back in so nothing connects. This will feel like every neuron is deleting and expanding as nothing is grounded now. Then it will feel like they explode as there is no relation to anything so they fly away like a shotgun blast. As each neuron explode they scream I LOVE YOU and you will feel each one loving you individually. This happening collectively with all your neurons at once  is the experience of God. There's nothing connecting and a trillion beings collectively are in love. 

Edited Thursday at 09:35 PM by Hojo

[Aaron p]

i remember smoking some 5 and looking at my hand glowing and shining like the thanos gauntlet (not quite as stark as the image but definitely a badass visual) 

 

It was like translucent and shite

Edited 22 hours ago by Aaron p

[cetus]

@Aaron p The biggest breakthrough you'll ever have is taking that first step. 

Without it there would be no breakthroughs or awakenings.

Edited 20 hours ago by cetus

[cetus]

On 12/19/2024 at 4:07 AM, Leo Gura said:

It's like you're seeing through reality and reality feels hollow. You can look at a coffee table and its just feels like nothing/infinity.

Your perception of reality is like radar "pinging" off reality and there's nothing showing on the screen.