The Princess Diaries

[Princess Arabia]

Do you not see that everything is powered by this energy we call God. God is what's doing the cooking, acting in movies, operating the dumpsters, making that bicycle, that car, making technology, who created this forum, forum members, these words, fighting amongst itself, the rain, the stars, the moon, the sun, the sand, the fish, the fool, the idiot, the genius, the wall, the floor...EVERYTHING. Nobody does anything. It's all that one energy. Then again, who am I telling. 

[Princess Arabia]

I don't know how more people don't talk about how two people lusted after each other and we popped out the oven 9mths later and now we have to realize God and work to pay bills. It boggles me how this itself isn't realized. Some didn't even lust they got thrown on the floor and got gagged and forced and now God hides and plays seek and ye shall not find😏like it's a cosmic joke and now we talk about doing serious work. Is this a joke or something because I can't find the seriousness in it. Why is God playing this fucking joke that we're taking so seriously. This seriously boggles me. 

Edited March 26 by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

The reason why you don't focus on the material physical world is because it's already manifested and it's nothing you can do about the already manifested. Focus on the potential. This is where imagination and thought comes in. This is not just about manifestation on it's own, it's about the illusion that you've created for yourself already and how to manipulate that. Still working on how that works. One thing I've noticed, is that this stuff works and is a thing as well as things being all one and nothing is separate. I think it's because of the dream and things being real and unreal at the same time. No sense in ignoring one over the other. Integrate them both. It's crazy. Some think I'm all about the Absolute and all one and all that, but that's the baseline, the default (even though most's default is the separation and physical and material works. I try to start from the top and work my way down. So I still think manifestation is real but only as real as the dream world which is still powerful and a felt world. 

[Princess Arabia]

What some people fail to see sometimes is the sameness of things and circumstances. We focus on the differences. My mind works in a way where I tend to gravitate more towards the similarities. Both sides. Good to see it both ways. 

We see how neighborhoods, cities and countries have different sides to them. Meaning the rich side of the same city VS the poor side. Most cities have them. Boroughs towns, states etc. You can see a rich side blocks from the poor side sometimes. For example, Mexico has very rich sides and very poor sides; sometimes one not far from the other. Rich side of the same neighborhood VS the poor side of the very same neighborhood. Schools have the same polarity, churches, buildings everything. 

We accept that as part of reality, but we can't see and complain about other things that have differences like this forum for example. We want it to all be perfect in our eyes. We can't accept the "high conscious" parts VS the "low conscious" parts. We complain. We want to see it all as "high conscious". No it can't be that way. Can't have white without black, dark without light, good without bad, etc. Everything is that way. Perception is that way. The manifest is that way. Why complain about it. See it for what it is. Different. Not something to bash, but to embrace. I'm also telling myself this, too, and a part of my writings is for me to understand and recognize these things. I'm a part of the herd and I get influenced also. It's just when I read or gear somethings, it reminds me of this and I want to write it down so it sticks better in the brain and I capture an image of the thought. 

[Princess Arabia]

So many are doing things without even knowing why they're doing them. Seeking things they don't even know or understand. Some are seeking Truth without even understanding what Truth is. Seeking God without even knowing what God is. Seeking enlightenment without even knowing what it is. Someone told them about it and now they're seeking it. Abstract things are harder to define and pinpoint. 

Where is the mind. Where is thought coming from. Where are you located. Where is the I Am. Who are you, where are you, what are you. Some can't even explain these things but they're seeking. The blind leading the blind. I just saw a word on the forum, "truth-realized"; what is that. Can you realize "un-truths". Can you be "lie-realized". You see, in this relative works you have to also be aware of the opposites. You might say Truth is Universal and stands on it's own. Well then, doesn't that mean everything is Truth. Every other "thing" is in relation to something else. How can one realize Truth without realizing falsehood. Are you judging that from relative lies and truths. Maybe not, but how can one realize Absolute Truth. Isn't Absolute everything.

I don't write these things from a place of knowing but from a place of inquiry. Rationalizing. Thinking through. Trying to see for myself. Open-mind. When I see something that fits in, I will say, "aha, that makes sense". Then I may change my perspective and perceptions. Until then, I work from the place I was already at and take it from there while still not holding any firm positions and keep it fluid. It may seem like I think I know it all at times, but it's just i don't say every time I speak this is just an opinion or my perspective - that should just be understood. 

[Schizophonia]

On 24/03/2025 at 11:41 PM, Princess Arabia said:

No, I don't smoke pipes.

Mea culpa, it was because you said somewhere that you buy your own organic tobacco or something like that.

[Princess Arabia]

49 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

Mea culpa, it was because you said somewhere that you buy your own organic tobacco or something like that.

Didn't know cigs were pipes. Yea, American Spirits. 

[Princess Arabia]

How can one be what they're not.

[Princess Arabia]

 It takes a level of intelligence to appear "stupid" or "dumb". Have you ever observed stupidity. It's genius turned in on itself. Don't you dare. The mind is tricky.

Edited Thursday at 02:07 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Proof of God: You exist. Proof of God: You don't exist. Somebody's got to exist. Either way that's proof God exists. Just a bit of humor there. Now back to the long ass video. Next time make it 5hrs please. 

Is there a part 3. How to prove proof. Let me go finish watch this video so I can prove if I exist or not. Hehe.

I just love to put these thoughts on paper so I can prove the existence of thoughts. Silly me.

 

Edited Thursday at 03:54 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Why you get bored with pussy sometimes is because you have separated yourself from it by knowing it. Before, you were one with it because you are one with everything; but you didn't know that. Now, you done had it, familiarized yourself with it, put distance between you and it and now it has become mundane just like the rest of your ordinary life that you try to upgrade by doing different things and getting more knowledge and experiences to feel and achieve. 

This is why boring men have such a hard time with women. Women aren't sleeping with your dicks. They're sleeping with your personality which can be re-invented and changed up, so it takes a little longer to get to know as an exciting man. A boring man gets old quick because he has nothing new and exciting to bring. She still knows the exciting man, but different parts emerge from time to time to bring a newness to the table, so it doesn't get old for her that easily while the pussy remains the same ole knowledge and starts to become mundane. You are one with everything, are everything, until you've had the knowledge and experience of something. Now the apparent separation starts to take effect. That's part of the magic of Reality. There's none until you appear and make it so. You are one with all potential. Once it becomes manifest, it separates and becomes duality. Knowledge is an illusion. You really do not know a thing because it is you but it can certainly appear that way. Before you, nothing exists but existence, after you everything exists - in your reality as your reality. 

Don't know, this just came to me as an insight. Could be horseshit but it certainly doesn't compute as such. Seems to be the case in my mind. Have to put a disclaimer as I've been accused of being a Zen devil that spreads mis-information as if I can't speak my own insights and understandings that can still be wrong. Treat everything I say as such and it's not meant to teach or intentionally mislead. This is why I'm over here talking shit to myself. Proceed with caution.

Edited Friday at 03:12 AM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Ever noticed that you've only been aware of thought since you started actively being aware of thought. When I was a child or teenager, I never used to notice thought as thought. This is just in retrospect because, of course, I didn't say this to myself back then. It's only when I started to focus on thought, noticing them, seeing the patterns etc, that they started to become a bother. What child do you know walks around saying they have to be mindful of how they're thinking and to not pay attention to their thoughts? I say child but this can practically be anyone at any age, especially if they're not into spirituality.

They were always there and weren't a problem until they begin to be noticed as something separate or known. This is what I mean by knowledge is separation. Before one knows anything or become aware of anything it isn't separate from you. It's the knowing of thoughts that separates thought from reality. Thoughts are always present, they don't go anywhere, they arise within or as presence spontaneously; but when noticed, creates time and space. They are present in sleep but not noticed so there's no time and space appearing in sleep. Arise from sleep, thought appears to the knower and separation once again seems to be the case. 

I don't know, this just appeared to me and I'm writing it down to make sense of it on "paper". I will say this periodically when these kinds of thoughts appear to let it be known that these are my own thoughts and are not truths and what I claim to definitely be the case. I'm trying to make sense of these terms and notions within spirituality for myself and to not just use terms and phrases randomly without the understanding of them, e.g nothing is separate, we're all one, you are not your thoughts, not the body, thought is time, life is perfect, the use of the word imagination and what it really is, now is all that exists, you are everything, reality is being dreamed, I mean all of it. So, in my mind i try to see how everyday life fits into all this and if it even does. These are my own thinking patterns and my trying to make sense of all this but only because I enjoy doing it and not to get all anal about it and go crazy. As far as i'm concerned, it really doesn't matter either way because what is, is, regardless of if I make sense of it or not.

I don't even know that things are not separate from you before you're aware of them, it's something i think is the case and will keep thinking that unless seen otherwise through methods of contemplation or insights or whatever other methods used. I don't go around "whoa is me-ing" myself into depression and anxiety and thinking all the time about the past or future who did me wrong and why, why can't I get this or that from life, how I want to be happy, thinking about regrets and how the world is fucked and all that jazz all the time. I try to use the mind to try and understand life and why it's the way it is, not begrudging it or hating it and suffering life. So, these are the kinds of things, even though they're just thoughts, I like to muse around with and try to analyze because I have a very analytical mind. Works for and against me sometimes, but it's just the way it is. I'd rather do this than to chase the illusory world out there that's filled with chaos and nonsensical things and that's so transitory and forever changing. Fuck all that. There's no real world out there anyway. That's another saying, but I've realized that for myself and seen it's just appearances appearing within my own consciousness. Without it, nothing exists as in sleep.

[Princess Arabia]

 

[Princess Arabia]

You're not happy. You've released some tension. You've relieved yourself from yourself. We're seeking relief. That new car you received relieved you in the moment temporarily from a feeling of lack. Doesn't last, though. So, we seek more relief. Youve revealed your underlying true nature. That's what happiness is. 

Edited Sunday at 02:12 PM by Princess Arabia

[Princess Arabia]

Putting this here to watch later. 

[Princess Arabia]

Your glimpses didn't go away. The ego came back.

Edited 17 hours ago by Princess Arabia