Negative Experience of Spirituality

[LittoDitto]

Hello,

I've been experiencing this feeling and thinking for a couple of weeks now. I think it involves getting into the present moment, realizing objects around me, and then realizing I am in a completely alien world. I would label the world as "bad" and "unknown". Also, I think if I investigated and went deeper into this feeling, madness would result.

Before this, and still, I would use the same method and feel the opposite. If I do that, I can label the world as "pure magic" and "unknown".

Basically, I don't know if the spiritual world is good or bad, but it is unknown. And feeling like the spiritual world is "unknown" and "bad" puts me in a depressive state.

 

Do you know what's going on here? I appreciate the feedback.

Thank you!

 

[Vercingetorix]

Maybe it's a sign for you that you should forget the spirituel world for a awhile and concentrate on the physical world to ground yourself?

[ChrisZoZo]

@LittoDitto your text flows very bad so it’s very hard to understand what you’re trying to say. This is probably why there is little reply’s because usually a lot of people respond to this stuff. 
 

My best guess, from whatever the hell you’re trying to say is that you should try to be more grounded. Do body scan mediation, inner smile and microcosmic orbit. 

[gettoefl]

All you see is your own emanation

You put everyone here as your own carbon copies

to either trigger you or teach you

towards awakening

There is no bad only ego wanting to be the top dog on the block

[Atb210201]

So basically you're afraid of the unknown.

The best tool to use against the fear of the unknown is to be sure that everything is going to be good in the end.

Have faith in the Absolute Goodness of The Universe.

[BlueOak]

23 hours ago, LittoDitto said:

Hello,

I've been experiencing this feeling and thinking for a couple of weeks now. I think it involves getting into the present moment, realizing objects around me, and then realizing I am in a completely alien world. I would label the world as "bad" and "unknown". Also, I think if I investigated and went deeper into this feeling, madness would result.

Before this, and still, I would use the same method and feel the opposite. If I do that, I can label the world as "pure magic" and "unknown".

Basically, I don't know if the spiritual world is good or bad, but it is unknown. And feeling like the spiritual world is "unknown" and "bad" puts me in a depressive state.

 

Do you know what's going on here? I appreciate the feedback.

Thank you!

 

You are taking slightly more control over your reality by relaxing a rigid structure of understanding, and letting yourself form different conclusions about your life.

1, You are deciding to feel depressed when something is bad
2, You are deciding what is bad.
3, You are deciding what madness is.
4, You are deciding madness would result from an action

The real world is spiritual. Physical/Spiritual. It's all the same thing.

Edited December 12, 2024 by BlueOak

[PurpleTree]

23 hours ago, LittoDitto said:

 

Basically, I don't know if the spiritual world is good or bad, but it is unknown. And feeling like the spiritual world is "unknown" and "bad" puts me in a depressive state.

 

Do you know what's going on here? I appreciate the feedback.

Thank you!

 

My take on it although i don’t know 

Is that everything is neither good nor bad. And it is unknowable because there is no knower. So that can seem scary and like a sense of losing control.

[WelcometoReality]

@LittoDitto Whatever label thoughts are describing it with they are not true. What is IS, that's it.

On 2024-12-12 at 0:57 AM, LittoDitto said:

Also, I think if I investigated and went deeper into this feeling, madness would result.

Do you actually know this or is this just thoughts predicting what's going to happen? 

Usually investigations bring peace imo. 🙂