Why do I need to exist as God pretending to be a human?

[integral]

I know there’s no answer to the question I get it.

It’s the ultimate frustration that I exist at all in this form. I get there’s ups and downs, but overall, life is like  a cage that I’m forced to exist in.

And then I assume the ending imaginary death is a big joke and I’m supposed to be surprised, and laugh about how funny self-inflicted imagination is.

God is every possible experience, all happening indiscriminately and there’s no real discernment between anything. 

Great I’m so happy that that’s what I am.

Indiscriminate imagination.

There has to be a silver lining here. I can only imagine that the story of my life will have an incredible next chapter where I merge with AI and unlock something new some hidden feature to this dream. And then a second new life is born. I’m just making up some story here, but I think you get what I’m saying. I find it hard to believe that I’m Just gonna die the average Joe death and that’s how I designed this life?

I find it hard to believe that I designed this life to be so linear. 

There has to be some magical thing that’s gonna happen when I’m past 50. There’s no way I wouldn’t have designed it that way.

as a human, I’m addicted to story so I had to have designed this life in some special way to have some special story progression  or else what was the point?

Edited Monday at 03:58 AM by integral

[integral]

What did infinite intelligence design this to be?

Edited Monday at 03:59 AM by integral

[integral]

Yes, every part of life can be recognized as a miracle but as a human, I am designed to take it for granted and not see it. So therefore there needs to be more story progression because that’s what I was designed for..

[Vercingetorix]

Are you familiar with the Alan watts answer to this question?

[integral]

@Vercingetorix no but I will be in 10 minutes lol

[Someone here]

@integral  i made a thread before about something similar somewhat to what youre asking . Please read it and tell me what you think .

[integral]

19 minutes ago, Someone here said:

@integral  i made a thread before about something similar somewhat to what youre asking . Please read it and tell me what you think .

 

by reading your post and the comments, I think I know why I created this. It’s too find the courage to die. The happiness and suffering is all the ink of a beautiful painting and it’s all there for me to sacrifice it all. To give it all up.

This masterpiece was designed to keep me as far away as possible from destroying it.

So to be able to fight through in the opposite direction of its design is the whole point.

You gotta find your way out of the maze, which is death.

Edited Monday at 04:39 AM by integral

[Someone here]

4 minutes ago, integral said:

by reading your post and the comments, I think I know why I created this. It’s too find the courage to die. The happiness and suffering is all the ink of a beautiful painting and it’s all there for me to sacrifice it all. To give it all up. 

Not quite . You as God have created this limited existence and incarnate as a human is for you to experience what its like to be limited. Before you were born you were in Nirvanic nothingness aka God mode and you were blessed out enjoying your infinitude and perfection . Why did you decide to imagine you are a limited human? Because well ..why the fuck not ? you have eternity to be infinite ..and only few decades to be finite . Make the most of it . Or quit and go back to Nirvana. Choice is yours . For me personally I know everything happens for a reason. 

[Someone here]

12 minutes ago, integral said:

You gotta find your way out of the maze, which is death.

Oh you gonna die sooner than you imagine..why the rush ?

[Egodeathrow]

Because God is infinite and if God couldn’t do that that would be a limit, So it had to run through that ramification because there was nothing stopping it to spontaneously become that.

[integral]

3 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Not quite . You as God have created this limited existence and incarnate as a human is for you to experience what it’s like to be limited. Before you were born you were in Nirvanic nothingness aka God mode and you were blessed out enjoying your infinitude and perfection . Why did you decide to imagine you are a limited human? Because well ..why the fuck not ? you have eternity to be infinite ..and only few decades to be finite . Make the most of it . Or quit and go back to Nirvana. Choice is yours . For me personally I know everything happens for a reason. 

I like this story it’s a good enough story for me to adopt and believe.

I love the irony in that suffering does not lead to death. It’s designed that even through suffering you wanna fight in the opposite direction of death. It’s so twisted. 

Your purpose is part of the masterpiece that keeps me in the opposite direction of bliss.

I’m sitting at the edge of a cliff looking out into a sea of Bliss and yet I don’t have the awareness to jump in.

I’m profoundly unaware. lol

[integral]

13 minutes ago, Someone here said:

Oh you gonna die sooner than you imagine..why the rush ?

Same old story, people whose bodies don’t work properly. Unavoidable struggling. 

[Princess Arabia]

Take it or continue with your stories. I'm convinced this is the case. This wraps up everything.

[RightHand]

3 hours ago, integral said:

but overall, life is like a cage that I’m forced to exist in.

 

Are you ? If you truly wanted to stop being human you would probably be dead already.

[Sabth]

Because you're dead is the answer to this question. 

But are you really dead? There are people who haven't died 100%

I shouldn't have said that.

Edited Monday at 11:28 AM by Sabth

[James123]

@integral love. The point is love. The purpose is love. The reason is love. 

[Ishanga]

@integral You/We are here because Absolute is Potential and Possibility, so therefore We have to exist, Duality has to Exist, Karma has to exist somewhere, so we are that, as well we are here for Absolute to know itself, via Experience and Expression... Nothing to do with Love, or any Human Emotion...

[Vercingetorix]

8 hours ago, integral said:

@Vercingetorix no but I will be in 10 minutes lol

Hehe

 

 

Another point to consider - I like the idea and it makes sense to me that we will leave this world only when we are perfectly content. That is to say, the point of this game is that as long as you resist your life and want to escape you will be brought back. paradoxically the only way to escape is to be so happy in your life that you don't want to escape anymore.

[Ishanga]

15 minutes ago, Vercingetorix said:

Hehe

 

 

Another point to consider - I like the idea and it makes sense to me that we will leave this world only when we are perfectly content. That is to say, the point of this game is that as long as you resist your life and want to escape you will be brought back. paradoxically the only way to escape is to be so happy in your life that you don't want to escape anymore.

Sadhguru on the lost concepts of Heaven and how this is a disability to humanity, to think that there is another place better than this place.. The key is that Life is within You, and it is outside of You but first You have to discover that You are Life itself, and when You realize this then Bliss is natural for You, and via that "What about Me" leaves You and then You can open up other Potentials for You to explore, that is Enlightenment comes into play in Your Life..

 

Edited Monday at 01:10 PM by Ishanga

[Vibes]

3 hours ago, James123 said:

@integral love. The point is love. The purpose is love. The reason is love. 

Today I was picking up and burying the body of a skunk that my dogs killed. Disgusting situation, but somehow beautiful at the same time.

I think we should not fight and try to sense the beauty, the pure innocence, the pure experience of life in every situation that we are put into.

Is that what you mean by love?

Edited Monday at 01:50 PM by Vibes