DMT experience delayed a day!!!

[witpo44]

Hey guys! I'm losing my mind right now. I had my 3rd 5-MEO-DMT trip yesterday. My facilitator isn't too concerned about dosing and I tried not to manage it. I had an incredible experience that I couldn't remember immediately after. I remember understanding everything and the bliss but didn't know how to talk about it and left as though nothing happened. I drove home 1.5 hours and tended to my family like nothing happened. I was a little disappointed that I didn't insist on a certain dosage because I wanted a breakthrough dose. It reverberated throughout the night. 

It has slowly unfolded for me today and my mind is blown!! It's like my little brain couldn't process that much information at that time and it contained it. 

I was getting glimpses of it all morning but when the glimpse faded I couldn't summon the feeling back. I've been in a fog (or a strange state) all day.

But now (26 hours later) it's back and my whole body is experiencing a fraction of it. I am remembering the absolute bliss and absolute knowing and I'm in utter shock. It's as though the ultimate source said: "See, NOW DO YOU SEE." There was no "me" but somehow my soul was bathed and saturated into infinity. The absolute beauty and ineffability. I somehow feel like my code is rewritten but I don't know what that means. I don't have more words than this and these aren't sufficient.

My concept of time is different. I have a small sense of everything being simultaneous. 

What now? It's SOOOO crazy that I've had this experience and I'm making dinner and tending to kids again like everything hasn't exploded into everything. 

Anyone else experience this type of delay? I"m curious why.

Thanks!

 

[What Am I]

Awesome, congrats on having a major 5-MeO-DMT experience.

Did your facilitator not discuss reactivations with you? 5-MeO-DMT is special in the sense that it can continue to intermittently produce effects for up to two weeks after the trip, and sometimes even longer.

We discussed it in more detail and provided links to more resources in this recent thread:

If you need any help beyond these resources, I wouldn't mind trying to answer any questions you may have.