Incorporatin Paradox into Consciousness

[kavaris]

Is it even worth bringin up the notion of everything fluctuating, this violent sea of of it trying to become onething/different things, to sustain the sense of coherent things happening in working order, and ultimately, that we cant become one if it means experiencing two, or however you might word it... Is it even worth mentioning?... or is that crossing the line of communication rules? And in the same regard, do yous even take that into consideration and how do you think about it... I consider it a paradox, as like... its the mother wavelet of all other paradoxs that could ever come from it, so its like... iuno, maybe we need like... rules? or should it just be chaos, i dont mind either way, its always some level of pure chaos particles flingin every which way...nd i cant make heads or tails of em (i say that, cause theres somethin in that, that deforms to a chaotic event when you try to wrap your head around it... i just phrased it in a way that makes it sound like it makes sense) i know why things dont make sense, but theres a couple avenues where its like, you can bring it to the table, and theres a spectrum of avenues that descend deeper into like, "you are tryina create reality internally, so prolly best to not..." -typve thing. lol. well then.

[kavaris]

since ive already flung out an extra crazy message, i mine as well continue on what i was tryina say... as i recalled this thing that lsd, etc. did... and that is, understanding how the mind has the ability to fall/throw up — say — *over there* on the other side of the room.. which represents the "current experience", and anything that already happened is being blacked-out in a sense, leading to these gaps or deep striations in the experience overall — but more importantly, the current experience always feels super duper *in the moment*... and so... i thought it would be a neat experiment to take experience in that direction, just to see if its possible, and what the effects are... i seem to recall life attempting to like... fall to pieces right behind me... but i mean, it might be a good thing if everything is stagnant... like i feel like we are all one, and we aint even one yet. its just cause - nothins movin, like a constepation... its like the 10 year constepation on earth, possibly on alien planets as well.

[Razard86]

I like calling it a contradiction cause it can be explained. The explanation is....its an NON APPEARING/INVISIBLE MIND, that imagines/hallucinates/dreams, everything into existence. It has no definitive identity, as a result it can create unlimited identities which it uses to communicate to itself. The moment it imagines, it creates a SELF, but its true nature....is it exists before it imagines itself as a SELF. Once it imagines itself as a SELF, it experiences itself as that SELF and then eventually it imagines another SELF.....and it does this for eternity. 

Its an eternal dreamer.

[kavaris]

@Razard86 thats profound. even though its such a simple idea. i  justnever really saw it from enough angles before to see this eternal, fractal dreamer dreaming -concept that you point out.

[Razard86]

5 minutes ago, kavaris said:

@Razard86 thats profound. even though its such a simple idea. i  justnever really saw it from enough angles before to see this eternal, fractal dreamer dreaming -concept that you point out.

Yeah the scary thing is God's power can make ANYTHING REAL. The traditional HELL doesn't exist....but you can reach a state of consciousness where you can imagine it into existence. God's power is beautiful, but it can actually be scary as hell because it is limitless and non judgmental. This is why it is important to train yourself to only entertain thoughts and content you can handle. 

Your human vessel would hate to access God's power and imagine a Hell Realm. That would be truly scary. 

[James123]

@Razard86 the real question is what is god? How do even know that there is a god, have you seen it, talk to it, experience it? Even if you do, how can you be sure that, that's is not an illusion?

God is an illusion within the illusion.

[kavaris]

@Razard86 i think the reason i saw a flash of its profundity, was because of what comes prior to thoughts, or decisions, etc. this notion that *i* or 'we' for the sake of argument, are assuming theres a "direction", like... We lookat the "most straightforward" way, as being that which we've arived at... except that, actually, in a multi directional landscape, creation can be happening from any direction. Creation can therefore, be happening *prior to*, some idea of what direction we have set foot on, as reality is like this "creation myth" at the fundamental level, this pantheon of divine beings that represents a larger notion...

[kavaris]

@James123 and the 'god' we might say is like this, prior creation, that is like the direction we didnt take, and anything we didnt take with us, is then behind us, kindve spooking us... like... if you were to mythologically turn around too quickly, its like, "whah, what was that...", then you continue on, and realize, "oh, i saw it from the *behind* direction that i never took -direction". therefore, the directions we arrive at, are at the posterior... as a highly refined split of the like... the wholly separated act of splitting it in the first place. And so its like, an interesting idea, this 'whole', this thing that potentially doesnt look or feel like anything, due to it being in such a spectrum of explanation that it satisfies both halves of the pear we're looking at...

[James123]

5 minutes ago, kavaris said:

the wholly separated act of splitting it in the first place.

If it has never happened and Happening is an illusion?

[kavaris]

@James123 Thats an interesting question/continuation. im not sure how to get beyonder the question... perhaps it is like, the shadow land of what can be felt and communicated? unless you know what comes next... i just wonder what the mind convinced feels... like, okay, its sortve faced with this truth, that it not only anticipates but then that is like, seeping into the experience, in such ways that it collapses the senses, as often... like in a meditation, theres a wall between the senses, and getting them to this light source... as lots of baggage is being hulled and its like... totally confused as to what that baggage is like, "Sir, your bringing all 3 million things with you on the boat to atlantis, and we only accept 0.0001% of a decision/anticipation" ... okay, lol ive gone full nuts i see this now.

[James123]

2 minutes ago, kavaris said:

@James123 Thats an interesting question/continuation. im not sure how to get beyonder the question... perhaps it is like, the shadow land of what can be felt and communicated? unless you know what comes next... i just wonder what the mind convinced feels... like, okay, its sortve faced with this truth, that it not only anticipates but then that is like, seeping into the experience, in such ways that it collapses the senses, as often... like in a meditation, theres a wall between the senses, and getting them to this light source... as lots of baggage is being hulled and its like... totally confused as to what that baggage is like, "Sir, your bringing all 3 million things with you on the boat to atlantis, and we only accept 0.0001% of a decision/anticipation" ... okay, lol ive gone full nuts i see this now.

Hahahahaha. You are a funny guy brother. Love you.

Moreover, during the meditation (long sitting) those senses and feelings collapses and you come to point that you even forget the sitting time as there is no mind there . Maybe that's non experiencing?