Planning on running an experiment that has to do with lust and imagination

[mac99]

I'm planning on running an experiment (explained in the second paragraph), I really would love to know what you guys think. Also I do have a curious mind, I love to experiment with things, even if the experiment sounds ridiculous, funny, stupid, or silly, or heck even dangerous, I love to know "if I do this thing, what would be the result", I find it incredibly fun. I do have a very active sacral chakra (chakra also for sexual pleasure) for all my life, so these types of things come naturally to me. Also i'm very interested in meditation and spirituality, so combining these two in an experiment such as this I find very interesting, i'd love to know what you guys think. Horrible idea, waste of time, very interesting, incredible, amazing, i'm okay with all feedback but I would like to know before I start putting some serious effort and time into this experiment, as this would basically be over the course of my life as an everyday practice.

The experiment:  To stay in alignment with the guidelines, I wont give any details of the porn involved in this experiment. I love reading porn comics, I think they're an incredible beautiful art. I would meditate everyday for I would say one hour sitting down cross legged. This would be a very intense visualization meditation of me visualizing myself being in a particular porn comic that I read, or imagining myself being in another made up porn world. I would imagine this happening to me in the here and now, the same way you would manifest anything else, where you imagine it intensely that its happening now, and through 'law of attraction' over time it just manifests. Now as i'm practicing this for years and decades for one hour everyday, this may manifest itself physically in my life and thats fine, but what i'm really interested in is how this would manifest itself in the spirit world, where I go to when I physically die. Especially since most of the porn I watch is fantasy, so it mostly wouldn't be possible to experience it here in physical life. Before I thought when planning this experiment, that I had to imagine it happening once i'm there in the spirit world to manifest it there. But actually i'm realizing that it would be much better if I visualize it here and now, visualize it here and now, since all there is is 'now', and then once my physical body eventually dies, the now that I would be in which would be the spirit world, then becomes what I manifested through my meditations. So this experiment is basically to see, how this visualization porn meditation would effect my experience in the spirit world. And like I said i'm particularly interested on the effects in spirit world and not as much the physical world, because alot of it is fantasy (limitations). 

Now it can be argued that the same thing is done in masturbation, which I think is true, but I think this would be different. This goes on a much more deeper level in terms of manifesting a world, its much more disciplined, alot more energy goes into it in terms of your attention, the meditation would last for a whole hour of constant intense visualization (i know this would take time to have my mind stay focused in this way for that long), masturbation is just not nearly as intense and very inconsistent. Also masturbating too frequently can damper your creativity, drive to create things, and cause other problems. 

I know theres alot more to manifestation then just the visualization aspect, such as healing yourself from traumas and insecurities, fixing your thoughts to be positive, doing meditation to clear your mind to further help heal it emotionally and spiritually, having a healthy life with yourself and with others, always working on improving your financial situation, etc etc. All these things i'm taking very seriously as part of the experiment. 

Let me know what you guys think! I'm very curious. 

[Hojo]

Try drawing your own porn. Say this is a memory, draw it with you in it then jerk off to it and 'remeber' it.

Edited 11 hours ago by Hojo

[ChrisZoZo]

@mac99 definitely an interesting perspective on porn. Always just seen it in a negative light.