Victoria Edwards

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I'm doing better today. 

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I hate how doctors don't take me seriously just because I look good. 

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It was the weirdest dream. I had to defend my morality in the dream. It was a nightmare again. My heart was pounding. I felt the trauma of constantly being hated. In the dream someone from the forum (I won't reveal who) was preaching me and constantly laughing at me and probably unintentionally labeling me as a bad person and the feud got pretty intense, it reached fever pitch, I was suicidal in the end and a police officer stepped in and heard my pleas, and the police officer tried to understand what I was going through and told the person to stop mocking me. It really brought back my forum trauma. 

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I'm so happy with my husband. 

 

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My nerves are buckling under pressure. 

I feel like I can't take it anymore sometimes.

 

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Since the winter has begun, I have been feeling seasonal depression. 

I don't know if it's my Meds. But I have been feeling somewhat off. 

My mother can never get along with the new generation. She lacks basic sense and that's a huge frustration. Sometimes I agree with her. Sometimes I don't. 

I don't like the world either or how it works. How our lives are never secure or ensured? 

How it's a dog eat dog everywhere.... 

Home should be a place of sweetness and not negativity. 

People can be so negative.....fuck it. 

 

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So my entire life will only be spent in coping??? 

Seems like it. 

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If everything is going to be criticized, there's no point in living life. 

 

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I woke up refreshed. All I need is a warm cup of tea or coffee. 

 

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It takes a degree of bravery to be completely vulnerable. 

It feels like people will take advantage of that. 

 

 

 

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I feel a degree of frustration when I deal with certain kinds of people whether online or offline - 

 

 

- people who are constantly negative 

- people who lack empathy for others 

- people who take others pain or frustration for granted. 

- people who complain about petty nonsense 

- people who focus entirely on their own identity and issues 

- People who love playing social games 

- people who aren't sensitive to others problems 

- people who call others victims whilst playing victim themselves 

- people who unnecessarily intrude into others lives. Like mind your own business 

- people who never care to understand what it is to be in someone's shoes

- People who take mental health issues lightly

- people who invalidate and downgrade others suffering just because they don't suffer enough 

 

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Love this music right now. 

 

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When someone's life revolves too much around women, it's probably because they don't have a woman in their life. 

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I don't have to care what anyone thinks. 

 

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Standing at 13th position on the leaderboard.

 

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My stats are pretty good this time. 

 

 

 

 

Edited Monday at 01:53 PM by Buck Edwards

[Buck Edwards]

Won a Tokyo ring.