Victoria Edwards

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I'm doing better today. 

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I hate how doctors don't take me seriously just because I look good. 

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It was the weirdest dream. I had to defend my morality in the dream. It was a nightmare again. My heart was pounding. I felt the trauma of constantly being hated. In the dream someone from the forum (I won't reveal who) was preaching me and constantly laughing at me and probably unintentionally labeling me as a bad person and the feud got pretty intense, it reached fever pitch, I was suicidal in the end and a police officer stepped in and heard my pleas, and the police officer tried to understand what I was going through and told the person to stop mocking me. It really brought back my forum trauma. 

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I'm so happy with my husband. 

 

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My nerves are buckling under pressure. 

I feel like I can't take it anymore sometimes.

 

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Since the winter has begun, I have been feeling seasonal depression. 

I don't know if it's my Meds. But I have been feeling somewhat off. 

My mother can never get along with the new generation. She lacks basic sense and that's a huge frustration. Sometimes I agree with her. Sometimes I don't. 

I don't like the world either or how it works. How our lives are never secure or ensured? 

How it's a dog eat dog everywhere.... 

Home should be a place of sweetness and not negativity. 

People can be so negative.....fuck it. 

 

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So my entire life will only be spent in coping??? 

Seems like it. 

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If everything is going to be criticized, there's no point in living life.