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1 minute ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

Thanks for the tips, but how can psychedelics empty your mind? Isn’t it kind of the opposite? It feels like you’d have more thoughts and reflections, with no moment of peace if you start smoking. I don’t really know how psychedelics work. I’ve never tried them and have read too little about them.

 

Depending of the substance. For me the most useful for that was 5meo because It totally desintegrate my mind, then when I did the others was similar than 5 meo. For example weed is very useful because you know that thinking logically with weed is nonsense, then you don't think at all. But before 5meo, weed was confusion and paranoia 

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@Spiritual Warfare It feels like your imagination comes to the forefront, and the voice you have goes away. Like your imagination falls out of your head onto the floor and becomes reality. Then you go what the fuck is that?! Not at the imagination but the thing looking at the imagination.

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2 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Depending of the substance. For me the most useful for that was 5meo because It totally desintegrate my mind, then when I did the others was similar than 5 meo. For example weed is very useful because you know that thinking logically with weed is nonsense, then you don't think at all. But before 5meo, weed was confusion and paranoia 

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2 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Spiritual Warfare It feels like your imagination comes to the forefront, and the voice you have goes away. Like your imagination falls out of your head onto the floor and becomes reality. Then you go what the fuck is that?! Not at the imagination but the thing looking at the imagination.

Very frightening, but you’ve probably learned to manage fear, or maybe the fear has disappeared for you.

 


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@Spiritual Warfare You can see that you cant lose yourself. You are the permanent substance of reality. There is nothing to be scared of. You are scared of feeling something not dying. Feeling and thought are fiction let it ride, Its just part of the story.

The fear comes from logic, your neurons are trying to connect because they want to make logical sense. There is no answer to death so they cannot connect unless you lie to yourself. Its then an endless contemplation of you trying to connect neurons to find the answer until you see there isn't one because its a fucking lie! When you cant connect the logic the ego goes oh shit this dosen't make sense Im going to freak out. Its the ego seeing that its not real and you put that emotion the ego thinks as death but its death of a fictional character not you.

Dont be your emotions, watch them they come up feel them totally. The body is part of this story of reality you aren't. We are looking at reality like a peephole in a door as weird as that sounds.

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7 minutes ago, Hojo said:

@Spiritual Warfare You can see that you cant lose yourself. You are the permanent substance of reality. There is nothing to be scared of. You are scared of feeling something not dying. Feeling and thought are fiction let it ride, Its just part of the story.

The fear comes from logic, your neurons are trying to connect because they want to make logical sense. There is no answer to death so they cannot connect unless you lie to yourself. Its then an endless contemplation of you trying to connect neurons to find the answer until you see there isn't one because its a fucking lie! When you cant connect the logic the ego goes oh shit this dosen't make sense Im going to freak out.

Dont be your emotions, watch them they come up feel them totally. The body is part of this story of reality you aren't. We are looking at reality like a peephole in a door as weird as that sounds.

This has made me feel calmer in case I decide to try it someday. Thank you so much.

 


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33 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I started to fart, just kidding, but seriously, it felt like my thumb was shrinking, and I became more of a formless entity.

 

Did you feel left feed or your head at that moment? Or toy just felt now when you think about them?


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@Spiritual Warfare when meditating try to put yourself in a position of: nothing means nothing. There is no meaning. That's the way for me, not trying to search the silence or emptiness, that's impossible, the point is deactivate de meaning. Repeat as a mantra that nothing means anything, until there is not more thought that that, then even that thought dissapear 

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These sorts of Questions will only end up with more questions being asked as answers and philosophies come up with ppl replying and such, its a very basic question and it depends on many meanings of words and levels or layers to it as well..

The Fundamental of what we all are, all Life is Absolute, which is Indescribable, as soon as You Describe it you limit it and contain it and then that is not it.. We can use words to describe what it feels like to be intouch with it, and basic words to describe how grand it might be but in the end it just causes more questions to arise which stimulates the Intellect and Mind and then Your further away from Absolute Realization.. 

I like to say its a sort of Grand Intelligence, as someone posted in another Thread, the deeper You go into Physical Existence, the more complex it gets, and it breaks the laws of physics as we know it now, now if You look at this logically, how is this possible to come about on its own? I don't think something so complex (and we are just talking about the Physical Existence, nothing else) could just appear out of know where and organize itself, so what was there before the Big bang is/was a Grand sort of Intelligence, its non Discriminatory, but in an instant all laws of physics/physicality and such were created, and the possibility of Evolution was too, so Potential was build into the Creation coming from the Grand sort of Intelligence, and now we have Us and everything else on this planet and the Entire Universe too.  

We are Embodied Beings, that can Experience and Express and be Conscious of this Absolute, that is what sets us apart from every other life form, but we have to seek it, no other way for majority of Ppl!

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Karma Means "Life is my Making", I am 100% responsible for my Inner Experience. -Sadhguru..."I don''t want Your Dreams to come True, I want something to come true for You beyond anything You could dream of!!" - Sadhguru

 

 

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32 minutes ago, James123 said:

Did you feel left feed or your head at that moment? Or toy just felt now when you think about them?

I don’t feel the same way now as I did back then. It just felt different at the time, but I’m not sure how to describe it. No strong feelings, though.

 


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29 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

@Spiritual Warfare when meditating try to put yourself in a position of: nothing means nothing. There is no meaning. That's the way for me, not trying to search the silence or emptiness, that's impossible, the point is deactivate de meaning. Repeat as a mantra that nothing means anything, until there is not more thought that that, then even that thought dissapear 

Thank you! I see the vastness of space when I meditate.

 


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20 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

Thank you! I see the vastness of space when I meditate.

 

Probably you are close, try to go to the emptiness, to the absence of meaning. Nothing about god, infinity, creation, karma. Just emptiness, purification of everything, mind clean of meaning. Meaning is mud, prevents you to see the vastness as you said. The vastness is the openess. Without meaning the mind opens and the reality is perceived 

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4 minutes ago, Breakingthewall said:

Probably you are close, try to go to the emptiness, to the absence of meaning. Nothing about god, infinity, creation, karma. Just emptiness, purification of everything, mind clean of meaning. Meaning is mud, prevents you to see the vastness as you said. The vastness is the openess. Without meaning the mind opens and the reality is perceived 

Thank you, I will do my best.

 

 


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2 hours ago, Hojo said:

 

This is what I would describe as having a logical fear of death. One moment you are sitting there the next it feel like you are falling and start to panic because it feel like you are dying. When you see that that's all reality is, the feeling of dying becomes something that's just happening not real, a feeling, a perception of something.

When you see the feeling is coming from you its not scary. The feeling is not coming from the body.

For me the thing of the void at first was very horrible. I'm 100% sure without a doubt that without 5meo for me would be impossible. 5meo put me there with violence, and my feeling of horror was horrible. There was a door that without dynamite, in this life I never would have break it, my mind was full of shit. But 5meo showed me the path to go, the emptiness and the openess. At first the feeling was like death as you say, frozen, horrible, like having in front an abyss of death. I knew that the path was through that and I did a lot of times until I got used to it. Just meditating, not even close to intuit the void, impossible, my mind was full of karma. Later I got the void with bit of weed sometimes, and the openess, and sometimes sober. Not always, just sometimes, but if you do, even 3 seconds , you do, it is the openess. Then you get closer to it little by little, all in your life tends to that adjustment, to remove that is a hindrance.

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Thinking about that, reality the objective of meditation is put yourself totally in the now, open yourself to this moment, because this moment is the existence. It's not solipsism that is: only this moment is. Remove only, it's enough this moment is. This "is" is the point, not the "only". The "only" point to god, the "is" point to you, and you are the reality, not god. God is an idea, you a reality. 

 this moment, is closed by your mental activity, the projection, that invents an imaginary reality that veils the real. The real is just the now. Anything else is projection. Usually we project and invent another world because we have the feeling that we should be someone, and we are creating that image of someone all time. Someone who goes to anywhere, to reincarnation, or enlightenment. If that someone dissapear, enlightenment remains. Nothing more is needed, because you are 

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1 hour ago, Ishanga said:

what was there before the Big bang is/was a Grand sort of Intelligence, i

Seems that a big bang is an arising of existence. The only lógical conclusion is that there were infinite big bang, and all of them are an arising of the being, that has inevitable push to expansion because there are not barriers. Another logical conclusion is that all of them are interconnected. You are an arising, like a big bang, you have a lot of predefined structures and with them you create a new dimension. We talk about genetic like it's a material, natural thing, but it's same sobrenatural that anything else, it's the reality. Maybe a big bang comes from another model, with a previous structure and from it it's creating new paths. Not god is needed, the only god is you, to the infinite power. This now is the creation and the intelligence of the reality, multiplied for infinite. Nothing outside you and infinite outside you, without a director,.just infinite expansion 

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