Do you feel like you are everyone?

[Beeflamb]

After going down a deep spiritual journey, attending long retreats, and experimenting with numerous psychedelics I will often have a sense that I am everyone. I see myself in everything. I can get along with anyone because I am everyone. 

I become absorbed into everyone that I become nothing. 

I start to feel like I have lost my purpose here on Earth, I lose passion and drive to be somebody in this life.

Sometimes I feel like I know who I am, but my deepest core values are often lost into an infinite sea of possibilities. I end up being "lost" even though I've had some insanely profound insights and I know myself now better than I ever have. I still get a sense of just drifting along in life.

How can I revitalize that core of who I am once again, to become someone even if the truth is revealed that we are all nobodies. 

 

[theleelajoker]

Accept it. For now. Be open to the feeling of just drifting. Reduce or even eliminate your resistance to feeling without a purpose.

It will pass.

Sounds to me like duality is in play. Can't have purpose without the feeling of no purpose, etc etc. 

Is there sth that you can do NOW to re-focus from mind to body sensations? I recommend doing that specific activity.

 

Edited November 14 by theleelajoker

[ChrisZoZo]

3 hours ago, Beeflamb said:

I end up being "lost" even though I've had some insanely profound insights

Try to make sure you’re grounded. Do body mediations feeling each part. Look up what other do to be grounded also. 

[ChrisZoZo]

3 hours ago, Beeflamb said:

How can I revitalize that core of who I am once again, to become someone even if the truth is revealed that we are all nobodies. 

You are the self it seems like you are stabilising in that. The idea that you are uncomfortable in any way will also pass like a cloud.   

[Yimpa]

12 minutes ago, ChrisZoZo said:

Try to make sure you’re grounded. Do body mediations feeling each part. Look up what other do to be grounded also. 

Reading this while eating ground turkey, lol.

[Javfly33]

It depends what you mean with 'everyone'. 

[Ulax]

Nah, still a way off for me.

Congrats on the progress though 🥳. It’s a beautiful thing.

Maybe you could do with some meditation coaching. If you look up unified mindfulness teachers I think some of them could help you. It’s Shinzen youngs organisation. I’d just recommend voicing what specifically you want help with so you can get a coach with suitable experience.

Either way all the best mate 

[Carl-Richard]

What are you doing on a day to day basis?