My True Purpose in Life

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Is not behaviour based. How can it be when life is a dream?  
 

i simply must enjoy my hedonistic pleasures without guilt until they are no longer needed because you have trained your mind to be in Spirit so much that you always feel full, nothing else is required to fill you up. Until something is required - do it! No sacrifice is needed, just an underlying intention for all corcumstances is to simply BE and Observe them more than act.  
 

So free.  Nothing to do, nowhere to be.   
 

a gentle awakening
 

Got a cat for the weekend, here she is meditating:

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Will a higher purpose unfold In the dream? That’s the point I no longer thing there is a hierarchy of illusions. so sweeping the street is the same as saving humanity from extinction. Just a dream.

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Presence literally heals the mind and the body by just being with whatever needs to be healed and dissolves it into nothingness from which that pain came. Feels like it fixes the flow of energy in the body.

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I came to the gym in Presence. Looked around. Left. My intuition tells me it’s not a place for thr Son of God to be. Too much effort. Effort never brings happiness and it doesn’t feel natural when operating from Spirit. Also, people there are people that I never want to be around. There’s no one I really want to be around.
 

i will walk in nature, do pushups and pullups. Be alone. With God. 
 

 

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Did bloodwork after a long period of “bad diet”. Came out perfect. Test levels are quite literally off the charts. Lol. 

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Answer to every question is - be Present. All else is bullcrap. 

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8 hours ago, CoolDreamThanks said:

Is not behaviour based. How can it be when life is a dream?  
 

i simply must enjoy my hedonistic pleasures without guilt until they are no longer needed because you have trained your mind to be in Spirit so much that you always feel full, nothing else is required to fill you up. Until something is required - do it! No sacrifice is needed, just an underlying intention for all corcumstances is to simply BE and Observe them more than act.  
 

So free.  Nothing to do, nowhere to be.   
 

a gentle awakening
 

Got a cat for the weekend, here she is meditating:

He/she looks like it's staring at your naked body. Look at those awakened eyes. My, my, It sees.........I'm not sure🤣🤣

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7 hours ago, CoolDreamThanks said:

Presence literally heals the mind and the body by just being with whatever needs to be healed and dissolves it into nothingness from which that pain came. Feels like it fixes the flow of energy in the body.

Nice

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20 minutes ago, CoolDreamThanks said:

Too much effort. Effort never brings happiness and it doesn’t feel natural when operating from Spirit.

Love this. So true. Has to be recognized though, can't tell the mind this it will throw a pissy fit. It doesn't know or understands the difference between effort and action.

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2 minutes ago, Princess Arabia said:

He/she looks like it's staring at your naked body. Look at those awakened eyes. My, my, It sees.........I'm not sure🤣🤣

😁😁 before posting I made sure it’s not reflected in the window, I got scared (excited) for a moment thinking it did after your comment 😁😁

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Just now, CoolDreamThanks said:

😁😁 before posting I made sure it’s not reflected in the window, I got scared (excited) for a moment thinking it did after your comment 😁😁

So I was right, huh. It took no effort to know that, just divine synchronization. 🫠😅

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1 minute ago, Princess Arabia said:

So I was right, huh. It took no effort to know that, just divine synchronization. 🫠😅

😁😁 God works in mysterious ways

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Current POV on romantic relationships:  

too much effort. Let me sleep, smoke weed, watch hentai, anime, eat burgers, and work on awakening.  
 

tbh havent met anyone since gymnasium who I want 2 spend time with outside of sex. Lost all hope, don’t expect to meet anyone I truly like ever.  
 

tried to look at the last girls I dated without judgement and in a positive light - ended up just lying to myself and being with someone I have no real interest in.  
 

Would spend the night with them and in the morning, when they began to speak, I would just suffer in bed for hours. 😁😁 yeh, I’m good on that, you can keep them, dream.  
 

I will never lift a finger in search of a partner ever again. I wont work out, wont care for my hair or style or anything else. Fuck it. Tried it and was left dissapointed probably around 30 times.  
 

this world holds nothing that I want. Beyond this world is the world I want.

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Symptoms of the final lifetime I noticed: 

 

• I feel no connection to my family. Literally feels like they are strangers I spent time with. I have 0 attachement to them and don’t even consider them my family. 
   
• I don’t want children - of course, why create another dream figure when I am about to awaken? I don’t want to exert any energy or take care of anything in a dream. Even a cat is too much. 
   
• I feel like I’m not only on the wrong planet, but I shouldn’t be in a physical universe at all.  My nature is eternal and I will never feel comfortable in time and space.     
   
• I don’t have any friends. I don’t think anyone has friends on this planet. It’s just two egos pretending.    
   
• I avoid humans alltogether. The mind of a human is a disaster. I don’t want to be in contact with anyone who has it.  
   
• I have no earthly ambitions or desires. 
   
• I understand all spiritual paths and teachers and see where their blind spots are. 
   
• I visit Heaven here and there and I can sometimes even begin to dissolve the universe by not giving it my attention.  
   
• I have trascended morality. It’s a dualistic concept within an illusion that broke down completly. Nothing is moral or amoral, it’s all a dream.  
   
• Death is nothing, just end of one dream.

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I need to figure out what ACIM really says about finances. I feel like ai cant let go fully because I need to work. Does ACIM say quit and Spirit will give all you need without lifting a finger, or what?  
 

following posts will be all about ACIM and money.

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First, my own experience: when I was on Purpose 24/7 I had to work only a few hours weekly to earn my living. That’s a blessing and that I would consider pretty efortless, as ACIM says if you choose to fulfill your Purpose then all will be given without effort. 
 

so, did ACIM say the truth? Yes, in my experience, yes. But I went away from my Purpose and lost the job.

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First snow in Lithuania! Looks amazing above the park of Jezus. 

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