I want to die

[Atb210201]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

The fear is too great to see the beauty.

Don't be afraid.

See the beauty.

Just do it.

[Atb210201]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I need to know why I am here on Earth, I don’t care about anything else.

You're here to see the beauty of life on earth.

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Atb210201 said:

Don't be afraid.

See the beauty.

Just do it.

😓

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Atb210201 said:

You're here to see the beauty of life on earth.

There is no beauty, only darkness.

[PurpleTree]

@ Mods why is this thread not in the mental health section ?

My threads get moved when they’re in the wrong part, gosh it’s like sooo unfair.

Edited November 5 by PurpleTree

[UnbornTao]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I need to know why I am here on Earth, I don’t care about anything else.

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

[Atb210201]

2 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

There is no beauty, only darkness.

There is beauty.

You just don't want to see it now.

But if you keep your focus on only seeing darkness you will live in the darkness as well.

I'm not even suggesting to you not see the darkness of the world.

I'm saying see also the beauty of it.

Leave some room for the beauty as well.

[PurpleTree]

11 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

@ Mods why is this thread not in the mental health section ?

My threads get moved when they’re in the wrong part, gosh it’s like sooo unfair.

 

6 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

?

[Spiritual Warfare]

13 minutes ago, Atb210201 said:

There is beauty.

You just don't want to see it now.

But if you keep your focus on only seeing darkness you will live in the darkness as well.

I'm not even suggesting to you not see the darkness of the world.

I'm saying see also the beauty of it.

Leave some room for the beauty as well.

I am doing my best.

[Spiritual Warfare]

14 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

I have done it, no good response from myself or anyone else.

[MoonLanding]

When you feel this frustrated, Focus intensely on Understanding! Try to Understand at a higher level! Ask yourself e g a question, Will I be angry at a really Grahpic Movie? No, it is rather fun and, All the actors are often rewarded. Will I want to play a boring video game? Also Will I want to play a game with myself and against myself and all alone by myself?? Lol, hell No. I want to play against a bad ass Villain, right?

The frustration is the Ego’s 

But the I am, says "I have no problem playing all the parts in this movie, video game! Or whatever you want to call it! It is one player divided into infinite possibilities. And your job is to make peace with it. 

[Spiritual Warfare]

3 minutes ago, MoonLanding said:

When you feel this frustrated, Focus intensely on Understanding! Try to Understand at a higher level! Ask yourself e g a question, Will I be angry at a really Grahpic Movie? No, it is rather fun and, All the actors are often rewarded. Will I want to play a boring video game? Also Will I want to play a game with myself and against myself and all alone by myself?? Lol, hell No. I want to play against a bad ass Villain, right?

The frustration is the Ego’s 

But the I am, says "I have no problem playing all the parts in this movie, video game! Or whatever you want to call it! It is one player divided into infinite possibilities. And your job is to make peace with it. 

You cannot start by saying you know the truth. No one knows the truth. I do not want speculation. I want facts.

[UnbornTao]

8 hours ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I have done it, no good response from myself or anyone else.

I wouldn't readily assume that. 

What that entails is "enlightenment," not a conviction, conclusion or other mind activity.

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 hour ago, UnbornTao said:

I wouldn't readily assume that. 

What that entails is "enlightenment," not a conviction, conclusion or other mind activity.

I don’t believe in enlightenment. I think we humans are too limited to truly understand anything profound.

 

 

[UnbornTao]

8 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I don’t believe in enlightenment. I think we humans are too limited to truly understand anything profound.

You don't need to. You just have to create the possibility and go after it.

Then what's all this fuss about? We hear instances of individuals who communicate something that could be called direct consciousness. If you fail in finding it, call it that, not impossible. 

Maybe check Ramana Maharshi.

[Sugarcoat]

28 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I don’t believe in enlightenment. I think we humans are too limited to truly understand anything profound.

 

 

Have you listened to non dualists on YouTube? I think it’s clear they are speaking from a place of what I would call enlightenment. There is just something so straightforward, clear and out of the ordinary in the way they speak. I wish I could see that for myself. 

[Spiritual Warfare]

34 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

You don't need to. You just have to create the possibility and go after it.

Then what's all this fuss about? We hear instances of individuals who communicate something that could be called direct consciousness. If you fail in finding it, call it that, not impossible. 

Maybe check Ramana Maharshi.

How do you know that it’s possible? Because Leo told you so? We don’t know what is possible or impossible.

[Spiritual Warfare]

19 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Have you listened to non dualists on YouTube? I think it’s clear they are speaking from a place of what I would call enlightenment. There is just something so straightforward, clear and out of the ordinary in the way they speak. I wish I could see that for myself. 

I have looked into it, even if it sounds logically appealing, that doesn’t mean it’s true.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Spiritual Warfare said:

I have looked into it, even if it sounds logically appealing, that doesn’t mean it’s true.

It’s more than logic. It’s intuitive too. It’s resonance. I think it’s clear that they are speaking from a place of truth. Depends on who you listen to maybe, for example I like Jim Newman. 

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s more than logic. It’s intuitive too. It’s resonance. I think it’s clear that they are speaking from a place of truth. Depends on who you listen to maybe, for example I like Jim Newman. 

Maybe, maybe not. I’ll have to look up Jim Newman. Thank you.