I want to die

[Atb210201]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

The fear is too great to see the beauty.

Don't be afraid.

See the beauty.

Just do it.

[Atb210201]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I need to know why I am here on Earth, I don’t care about anything else.

You're here to see the beauty of life on earth.

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Atb210201 said:

Don't be afraid.

See the beauty.

Just do it.

😓

[Spiritual Warfare]

1 minute ago, Atb210201 said:

You're here to see the beauty of life on earth.

There is no beauty, only darkness.

[PurpleTree]

@ Mods why is this thread not in the mental health section ?

My threads get moved when they’re in the wrong part, gosh it’s like sooo unfair.

Edited 7 hours ago by PurpleTree

[UnbornTao]

1 hour ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

I need to know why I am here on Earth, I don’t care about anything else.

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

[Atb210201]

2 minutes ago, Spiritual Warfare said:

There is no beauty, only darkness.

There is beauty.

You just don't want to see it now.

But if you keep your focus on only seeing darkness you will live in the darkness as well.

I'm not even suggesting to you not see the darkness of the world.

I'm saying see also the beauty of it.

Leave some room for the beauty as well.

[PurpleTree]

11 minutes ago, PurpleTree said:

@ Mods why is this thread not in the mental health section ?

My threads get moved when they’re in the wrong part, gosh it’s like sooo unfair.

 

6 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

?

[Spiritual Warfare]

13 minutes ago, Atb210201 said:

There is beauty.

You just don't want to see it now.

But if you keep your focus on only seeing darkness you will live in the darkness as well.

I'm not even suggesting to you not see the darkness of the world.

I'm saying see also the beauty of it.

Leave some room for the beauty as well.

I am doing my best.

[Spiritual Warfare]

14 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

Get who you are and what existence is before trying to figure out the reason for it.

I have done it, no good response from myself or anyone else.

[MoonLanding]

When you feel this frustrated, Focus intensely on Understanding! Try to Understand at a higher level! Ask yourself e g a question, Will I be angry at a really Grahpic Movie? No, it is rather fun and, All the actors are often rewarded. Will I want to play a boring video game? Also Will I want to play a game with myself and against myself and all alone by myself?? Lol, hell No. I want to play against a bad ass Villain, right?

The frustration is the Ego’s 

But the I am, says "I have no problem playing all the parts in this movie, video game! Or whatever you want to call it! It is one player divided into infinite possibilities. And your job is to make peace with it. 

[Spiritual Warfare]

3 minutes ago, MoonLanding said:

When you feel this frustrated, Focus intensely on Understanding! Try to Understand at a higher level! Ask yourself e g a question, Will I be angry at a really Grahpic Movie? No, it is rather fun and, All the actors are often rewarded. Will I want to play a boring video game? Also Will I want to play a game with myself and against myself and all alone by myself?? Lol, hell No. I want to play against a bad ass Villain, right?

The frustration is the Ego’s 

But the I am, says "I have no problem playing all the parts in this movie, video game! Or whatever you want to call it! It is one player divided into infinite possibilities. And your job is to make peace with it. 

You cannot start by saying you know the truth. No one knows the truth. I do not want speculation. I want facts.