Awakening and Integration

[JoshB]

Hey guys just wanted to drop in and ask some questions. 

As a intro to me I've been awakening going on 6 years now. I'm 23 and started watching leo mid highschool then started awakening shortly after. 

I've awoken to God, that I am God, No Self, Solipsism, Truth, Love, Infinity, Conciousness, Nothing, Eternity, Etc

And by no means done awakening but I'm really struggling to integrate all of this into my everyday life. I feel handicapped in the sense that it feels incredibly hard to relate and interact with people at a relative level. 

As much as I've been concious and it's amazing what I've awoken to. I feel incredibly isolated (not lonely) and have trouble accepting the boundaries of every day life. 

I'm just curious how after having RADICAL realizations how you fit that into everyday life and fully / properly intergrate into your everyday life. And engage properly with people who don't understand what awakening is.

 

 

Edited October 26 by JoshB

[JoshB]

[VeganAwake]

Who is waking up and attempting to integrate this so-called spiritual knowledge?

Where exactly is this character?

Is it the body?

Is it in the body?

Can it be found?

Nobody awakens, because it's realized that the very individual attempting to become enlightened, is an illusion 😳 

❤️ 

Edited October 26 by VeganAwake

[JoshB]

14 minutes ago, VeganAwake said:

Who is waking up and attempting to integrate this so-called spiritual knowledge?

Where exactly is this character?

Is it the body?

Is it in the body?

Can it be found?

Nobody awakens, because it's realized that the very individual attempting to become enlightened, is an illusion 😳 

❤️ 

Umm sir your total is 12.67

Edited October 26 by JoshB

[James123]

1 hour ago, JoshB said:

Hey guys just wanted to drop in and ask some questions. 

As a intro to me I've been awakening going on 6 years now. I'm 23 and started watching leo mid highschool then started awakening shortly after. 

I've awoken to God, that I am God, No Self, Solipsism, Truth, Love, Infinity, Conciousness, Nothing, Eternity, Etc

And by no means done awakening but I'm really struggling to integrate all of this into my everyday life. I feel handicapped in the sense that it feels incredibly hard to relate and interact with people at a relative level. 

As much as I've been concious and it's amazing what I've awoken to. I feel incredibly isolated (not lonely) and have trouble accepting the boundaries of every day life. 

I'm just curious how after having RADICAL realizations how you fit that into everyday life and fully / properly intergrate into your everyday life. And engage properly with people who don't understand what awakening is.

 

 

You are in last step, letting go the one, who is awaken, lonely and trying to integrate his awakening to daily life. Than integration to daily life is inevitable.

Edited October 26 by James123

[JoshB]

52 minutes ago, James123 said:

You are in last step, letting go the one, who is awaken, lonely and trying to integrate his awakening to daily life. Than integration to daily life is inevitable.

Last step out of what? And what are the previous steps?

[James123]

4 minutes ago, JoshB said:

Last step out of what? And what are the previous steps?

Let go questioning. 

[JoshB]

4 minutes ago, James123 said:

Let go questioning. 

That seems like a poor epistemological stand point 

[James123]

Just now, JoshB said:

That seems like a poor epistemological stand point 

Let go the comprehending, understanding and judgement. Let go everything and anything.

Peace!

Much love ❤️ 

[Carl-Richard]

You don't have to share with children things they don't understand.

Edited October 26 by Carl-Richard

[UnbornTao]

What did you grasp?

Edited October 26 by UnbornTao

[JoshB]

8 hours ago, Carl-Richard said:

You don't have to share with children things they don't understand.

I don't speak about awakening to 99.99% of people. It's personally coming to except some of these realizations. And still function in every day life. 

[JoshB]

12 hours ago, JoshB said:

As a intro to me I've been awakening going on 6 years now. I'm 23 and started watching leo mid highschool then started awakening shortly after. 

I've awoken to God, that I am God, No Self, Solipsism, Truth, Love, Infinity, Conciousness, Nothing, Eternity, Etc

I would say I'm having the most trouble integrating solipsism. Not because it's bad or I don't like being alone. But it's just such a radical paradigm shift and I'm still having trouble adjusting. @UnbornTao

Edited October 26 by JoshB

[UnbornTao]

2 minutes ago, JoshB said:

I would say I'm having the most trouble integrating solipsism. Not because it's bad or I don't like being alone. But it's just such a radical paradigm shift and I'm still having trouble adjusting. @UnbornTao

What are you conscious of?

[JoshB]

19 minutes ago, UnbornTao said:

What are you conscious of?

There is only 1 mind 

[Yimpa]

12 hours ago, JoshB said:

And engage properly with people who don't understand what awakening is.

Why do others have to be Awake for you to be Awake? 

[JoshB]

@Yimpa that's not what I'm saying. Its just effecting me personally as in adjusting to these insights in everyday life.

There is no one else to awaken so it's not about i have to awaken everybody

Edited October 26 by JoshB

[Davino]

Hi @JoshB. Your questions are very much in point.

12 hours ago, JoshB said:

As much as I've been concious and it's amazing what I've awoken to. I feel incredibly isolated (not lonely) and have trouble accepting the boundaries of every day life.

It's part of the process, embrace it totally. There is a point where you evolve so much and go beyond so intensely that no human will ever be able to relate with you. Actualized.org does the trick, like a game DLC, but if you keep working you'll get to the same situation. You gotta be self sufficient and bask in your own genius and brilliance.

Make sure to be very physically healthy, develop you intelligence and mature your psyche.

12 hours ago, JoshB said:

I'm just curious how after having RADICAL realizations how you fit that into everyday life and fully / properly intergrate into your everyday life. And engage properly with people who don't understand what awakening is.

1. Forget about other people and spreading awakening or feeling understood in that department, it's not going to happen.
2. Total integration is antithetical to survival, bear that in mind. Take mahasamadhi if you are not in peace with this truth
3. You'll have to work deeply in your roots if you wanna get to the heavens.

Improve physical body and mind. Make sure to be fit and healthy. Have a good job that is stimulating to you. Overall have a very meaningful life. You may attain God-Realization but you'll also have to attain soul-realization and world-realization. Meaning to know yourself as a human and develop your psyche to its peak. As well as taking care totally of your survival, living like a King.

Only when this three Realizations have been fulfilled there is peace from the torments you're facing

You may find value in this post, where I go into detail of someone who actually achieved this. Shivapuri baba.

 

 

 

[Carl-Richard]

2 hours ago, JoshB said:

I don't speak about awakening to 99.99% of people. It's personally coming to except some of these realizations. And still function in every day life. 

There is no "you" having to do anything in a "complete" state of awakening (enlightenment). If you fear being unable to function, then that is a fear you have to let go. You have to trust yourself. It takes infinite trust. If you don't want to let go of that fear, then don't. Maybe the reason you don't want to let go is that you want to keep doing things as a seemingly separate individual that feels like they're in control. Maybe you are insecure about something, or you have some unfulfilled desire. Identify those things and pursue them. Then come back to awakening later.

Edited October 26 by Carl-Richard

[Nilsi]

21 minutes ago, Carl-Richard said:

There is no "you" having to do anything in a "complete" state of awakening (enlightenment). If you fear being unable to function, then that is a fear you have to let go. You have to trust yourself. It takes infinite trust. If you don't want to let go of that fear, then don't. Maybe the reason you don't want to let go is that you want to keep doing things as a seemingly separate individual that feels like they're in control. Maybe you are insecure about something, or you have some unfulfilled desire. Identify those things and pursue them. Then come back to awakening later.

Do you really need to be a "separate individual who feels like they’re in control" to desire or to occasionally be overwhelmed by emotions?

Edited October 26 by Nilsi