I was born a cynical kid

[WritingHands]

Ever since I was a kid I was already at war with my mom and downright agressive. It's almost like I have lifetimes of anger pent up in me and oddly enough mostly stemming from being sexually frustrated. Due to that I've been living a reclusive life avoiding people because I already hated them deep down knowing they're judgmental and it didn't turn out any different, it's all as expected.

Never worked in this lifetime and never will,nor have anything to offer that could sell because I'm pretty sure enough things are already done by others so there's no room for people like me.

[WritingHands]

reminds me of the angry kid talk from Daria episode

[Atb210201]

Just try to love yourself and also do some service for the people you love and are dear to you at the same time as best as you can, if you can; it is very meaningful.

Don't put pressure on yourself for anything if you don't feel like doing anything don't and if you do feel like doing something do it.

You are always heard at least in this forum if not anywhere else if you give us time and space to help you we will for sure not let you down.

I have faith in all the people in this forum as they will be as helpful to anyone here as they can.

You do to and also if you need any help from others you know that could help you get help from them too.

Be strong my friend.

We're here for you.

Your path is unique and will blossom itself just give it time and see.

Edited October 27 by Atb210201

[DreamScape]

One question: what are you seeking?

Life is not what you seem.

[Hojo]

@WritingHands

Its the incel demon sucking your energy. I saw him in my dream he had pepperoni face and was fat and i punched him in the face and my knuckles were greasy.

Properties:

Abandonment

Desperately wanting attention but hating self too much to do anything about it.

Constantly thinking about sex

Mommy issues

0 self value always thinking about other people

It is an archtype from the dream world that stick to you. And will manifest as parts of your life experience.

Edited November 7 by Hojo

[WritingHands]

14 hours ago, Hojo said:

@WritingHands

Its the incel demon sucking your energy. I saw him in my dream he had pepperoni face and was fat and i punched him in the face and my knuckles were greasy.

 

imma fat greasy pepperoni punch you in the face if i'd see you 

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0 self value always thinking about other people

It is an archtype from the dream world that stick to you. And will manifest as parts of your life experience.

i dont think about other people

i think about better concepts of life from others....

[WritingHands]

On 10/28/2024 at 0:39 AM, Atb210201 said:

Just try to love yourself and also do some service for the people you love and are dear to you at the same time as best as you can, if you can; it is very meaningful.

Don't put pressure on yourself for anything if you don't feel like doing anything don't and if you do feel like doing something do it.

You are always heard at least in this forum if not anywhere else if you give us time and space to help you we will for sure not let you down.

I have faith in all the people in this forum as they will be as helpful to anyone here as they can.

You do to and also if you need any help from others you know that could help you get help from them too.

Be strong my friend.

We're here for you.

Your path is unique and will blossom itself just give it time and see.

tldr

[WritingHands]

On 11/7/2024 at 11:40 PM, DreamScape said:

One question: what are you seeking?

Life is not what you seem.

You're right .

I barely lived life, can't say shit about it

 

JFL 

[Atb210201]

On 08/11/2024 at 5:58 PM, WritingHands said:

tldr

Sorry if I wasn't helpful.

Best of wishes my friend.