You should be careful with whom you changed your energy with.

[Sabth]

Including those with whom you interact with on social media. I don't usually like it. And I never interacted with certain group of people until yesterday. And I guess that leads to something unwanted. 

Do not talk unless someone is higher than you. (?) They suck your good energy in exchange of something bad. 

Or they're gonna bring you down. Be with people whom you already know. Who created you good energy if you are already good. Idk. It feels bad.  ? And I think I need to go back a little bit. 

If your life is balanced between male & female , do not talk to those who are not balanced (like only had a male group /only female group. ) idk. Cuz I was uncomfortable. And it might bring you to their level. When your level , was completely far off. Like I saw , my mom touched my sister while she's half naked. And she shows her body to us. That is def against my religion. And I was never sexual with the girls /women I meet. The only thing I do is having a fav singer x. I had older sisters and she's like my older sister too. But it has always been pleasant. Sometimes , this is why I do not like to interact with married couple. Except back then , when they respect me (respect our boundaries ) like my oldest cousin, she would be very matured I was eighteen and she had a daughter. I love those who have a daughter. Maybe because both of my sisters have a son

 . So (the other only had a son) they lack a woman or daughter in their life. So maybe that's why they turned sexual with the women in their life. If people is not sexually active it's fine. And I think this can be felt. Like all of my fav people are pleasant to be with. (My might be subjective ) And I do not like it when my married sisters went to my mom's room. Like it's inappropriate. It's a master bedroom. And my mom had been without a child for long. So she is pure . She had good energies. So I don't like it when they went into my mom's room back then. And a married people can't live in the same house with another more experienced married couple. Like a house for each? Idk. But I think my parents was a loser back then. They allowed another two guys to live in the same house as them. Idk. It would just felt very messed up. And after my eldest sister and my youngest brother move out, they steals from me. This is what I meant by they no longer practicing the religion. Like if my father aren't at home , my brother in law can't be at home too. By right. But they didn't care about it. There's nothing I can do about it. And I do not like taking people's choices. I should see the sign and walk away. My mom had two pictures of two guys in her room and I think I had only talk to her about it once and she didn't removed it so it was my last. It's her choice but the thing is , if you had bad neighbours they tend to bring you down too. It's such a pity. Because now I've lost my wealth. They raided my room and do as they wishes (I didn't know who are they. Probably everyone) they're rackus. 

If I were to have a son, then the father better be someone whom I really would wanna duplicate. (I don't want a son. Lol)

Edited October 23 by Sabth

[Hojo]

These rules are insane. I can imagine shuffling people around rooms in my house if I had a party.

'Fred needs to use the bathroom you cant have 2 men and 3 women in one room you need 3 men and 3 women to balance the energy. Paul come out of the hallway  to balance the energy while Fred uses the bathroom.'

Edited October 25 by Hojo

[Keryo Koffa]

Spiritual OCD going hard.

[Sabth]

I am not saying that I am always safe. Or is still safe. 

Edited October 26 by Sabth