Manifesting

[Butters]

This journal is about manifesting, The fact that I'm not a millionaire yet proves to me that I don't fully understand manifestation yet. My "goal", or better said my "interest" is to fully understand manifestation, and be an alchemist in my own reality. 

Journal rules: 

Rule #1: Only talk about personal experience and relate it back to the theory. 

 

[Butters]

You can't get mad:

Today I was on my bike going to bag training. You train with a partner on the heavy bag in turns. While on my bike I thought about going on the bag alone, so I get double the workout. Then once I was there I saw this lady who was alone so I asked her if she wanted to train together she said no. Then I noticed I got annoyed with this, and realized this is insane. I literally got annoyed with my own manifestation (I wanted to train alone). 

In this way, my current reality tries to hold me back or lower my vibration.

All is manifested from thought (see: Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill). In the book The Science of Getting Rich by Wallace D. Wattles, he calls this "Formless Substance" or "Original Substance". This Formless Substance PRECEDES the physical reality. So getting mad at your physical reality implies ignorance of what you're really doing. 

This video helped me to understand this better:

Frequency:

I'm beginning to better understand how this works. In order to manifest the things I want on the physical plane, I must be aware enough to see what I'm really manifesting on the spiritual / astral / vibrational plane. Please don't come and correct me on terminology cause I don't give a fuck what it's called, this is all about my experience manifesting. I like the word vibration and thought so will use that the most. 

So all physical things originate from this Formless Substance, again Think and Grow Rich. So when I can control what I think about then I can create reality the way I please. How we do that? By raising frequency. How to raise frequency? Awareness. I did an hour long meditation and started re-reading the book Ask and It Is Given by Abraham Hicks, I find this a nice morning routine that I also got from Nero. 

So the whole game is awareness. My awareness is pretty lame rn cause I'm on 5 hours sleep but I'll come back to this journal. I should literally never have anything happen to me that I don't understand how I created that myself. Until then, I don't fully understand manifesting. 

Oh one final note: I believe I've found deeper meaning in the book Think and Grow Rich, namely you THINK (use the mind, create the physical from Formless Substance) to GROW RICH INTERNALLY. The whole fucking idea of becoming a millionaire out there in the physical world is a fucking scam, it all comes back to the inner world and there is no time. 

Why? Because, the outer world is a 100% reflection of the inner world, so to seek riches out in the physical world is like trying to lift yourself up by pulling on your own arm.

Goodbye. 

Edited October 12 by Butters

[Butters]

Focus points:

Never X in order to Y. Don't "work to live" but "live", so only that is the focus point. 

Don't say "I want a million dollars", there is no such thing as a million dollars. There is only pictures and emotions attached to them. So visualize what your life looks like, exactly how you want it, THEN LET THE MILLION DOLLARS GO ENTIRELY. 

Allow me to quote from the book Ask and It Is Given:

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Since this is an attraction based universe, there is no such thing as exclusion. Everything is about inclusion. So, when you see something that you would like to experience and you focus upon it, shouting yes to it, you include it in your experience. But when you see something you would not want to experience, and you focus upon it, shouting no at it, you also include it in your experience. 

This applies to what I am talking about too. Do not delay gratification, eg "Once I have money THEN I will live my dream life", you will forever struggle and be in the "pre-hapiness phase". You will always work hard so that "someday" you'll be rewarded. There is no someday, you must go straight to the reward instead. 

At the same time you must have REASON FOR POSITIVE EXPECTANCY (Dan Kennedy), meaning you apply these laws in a field where there's money to be made, like a business. 

Took me 10 years to understand this, still learning from this same seminar:

 

Edited October 13 by Butters

[Butters]

State = Everything

This game of manifesting is fairly simple: think the thoughts that feel good. In other words: think the thoughts that raise your vibration. 

What if you dropped all labels, and just do everything in life to raise or maintain your frequency? Drop the label of "work" or "hobby" and engage with the world in a way to raise your frequency. That's what a true alchemist does. Why do stand-up? Because you lay your vibration upon the audience, getting back what you put in, and raising your vibration even further. You use other people to raise your vibration because you understand that the world around you is nothing but a reflection from your inner world. 

"Success is 95% Mindset and 5% Strategy" ~ Bob Proctor

So when a true alchemist walks into the room, he understands that smiles and hugs and all-around positive energy are going to boost HIS state by law of the Mirror Principle. No true alchemist would therefor walk into a room and be depressed or have self-limiting thoughts. This is what the pickup guys meant by "boosting your state" and is also an NLP tactic. 

I have been around enough successful people to know what this looks like. They understand.  

If you don't think highly successful people understand this you're out of your mind

No Condom

Real men fuck the Universe raw! That means, remove the condom aka close the gap between your desired reality and your current one. When the gap between your desired reality and current reality is closed, you are living in your desired reality, until once again, you choose a limiting thought that makes it not so. 

THE UNIVERSE IS ENTIRELY MENTAL

ENTIRELY MENTAL

yuh feel mi?

Not mostly mental, no, ENTIRELY MENTAL. Once again that means your physical reality is nothing but a reflection of your internal world. Only without the proper awareness could you think otherwise, and believe that your physical reality is "real and objective" and now you are worshiping false Gods, going in endless circles of suffering. You must flip the switch and understand your vibration comes before everything else.

Edited October 15 by Butters

[Butters]

Grandiose Narcissist:

What if grandiose narcissists are nothing but Master Manifestors but because your frequency is so low you can't do anything but hate? Like those trolls who always say RSD videos are "staged" because they cannot comprehend such a thing is possible from their POV. 

Just a though. 

ChatGPT says this, hmmm, very interesting:

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A grandiose narcissist is someone with an inflated sense of their own importance, superiority, and entitlement. They exhibit high self-confidence, believe they are unique or special, and expect admiration from others. They often lack empathy, manipulate situations to maintain their inflated self-image, and dismiss or belittle people they perceive as inferior. Unlike vulnerable narcissists, who may show insecurity or sensitivity, grandiose narcissists are typically bold, assertive, and more outwardly charismatic or dominant. Their behavior can make them appear charming initially, but their need for constant validation and control can strain relationships.

Although I get what it's saying, on a metaphysical level I guess there is no narcissist. 

Rob Van Dam:

Now it's time for Rob Van Dam!!!!

 

Edited October 15 by Butters