Update About My Dating Life and Inspiration

[Starlight321]

Hey my friends, I want to tell you about the stark changes in my social life and dating life. 

After having been disabled for almost 2 years, where I could barely stand and walk, my mental and physical state improved and I could take up a normal social life again. 

I started being involved in a collective that manages a social and cultural area in a little forest in the center of my town and there are lots of people coming to rave, play music or do something artistic.

So I socialized with many people and had some deeper conversations with maybe 50 people over the summer and little small talk while working at the bar with maybe 1k and I noticed that if I'm in the mood I can easily get new friends and socialise and people from all kinds of origine and age like me. 

I also met there all kind of new age people but more importantly also some really spiritual people and one of them is so conscious that it reminds me of the sages fron india but also really down to earth partying. 

I started enjoying myself while dancing with a silk fen to rave music and it is fun. I also got the number of a few girls and one of them is one of the hottest girls I've seen there and I was in a very good state at the moment. Unfortunately we didn't find time for a date so she forgot about me. When I saw her again the other day a few weeks later I was too nervous to talk to her because she was by far the hottest girl there.

But I'm still dating girls I met and about 2 weeks ago I went to an exstatic dancing with one of them and we had a really good time and cuddled and it felt right. However, she told me she was sleeping with her neighbor when I asked her for a date but that's ok for me because I'm dating other girls as well.

Then almost nothing happened between us besides a cancelled cooking evening,... until today.

Today I visited her to make an games evening but the other 2 player haven't shown up and we first cuddled, then made out and then almost had sex. She told me that she didn't expect this developement but she seemed happy and we cuddled some more. It was amazing, I felt this masculine energy and it felt great being the leading person and she liked it too and it felt great being wanted. I also did an instinctual kino escalation even though I haven't botherred to look it up.

I will wait a week or two until we meet again and if she doesn't change her mind I might soon have a sweet girl friend. 

 I have to tell you that @Leo Gurais soo fu...ing right about what he speaks of. A lot of socialising makes one smoother and if one is even enjoying it and the dancing one meets more and more people and more still coming and with some of them one vibes more than others. This abundance gives security because I can always meet new people and girls so I'm not needy that and sometimes great things can happen like deep relationships. 

Also the role of leading and getting in touch with ones masculine energy. That felt great too. There was doub't in the back ground and pessimistic thoughts but I ignored it and went on.

Unfortunately, this location is going to be destroyed and make room for some new buildings so we have to look for alternstiv locations or if that doesn't work out I'll find something else.

For all man here struggling with women. Don't give up and don't fall into an incel echoe chamber. Most girls are sweet and it's doable. Even I with a disability and no actual job/career can just have fun and push a bit my comfort zone every time.

 

[Rishabh R]

@Starlight321 Great dude. Congrats.