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https://www.actualized.org/insights/infinite-mind-visualization

it’s interesting to see this visualised on screen. Most of my trips are completely mental( as in no visual) and all my insights come flying blind. It’s hard to describe, descriptions of mental mechanisms when there are no forms at that level to describe and yet thus is how I would describe it. In fact the majority of the time I go into infinite mind including the audio distortions are when I’m practicing staying aware while the body goes to sleep at night. I get them way more often when sober. 
I’ve woken up/ become aware in the dream state in psychedelic spaces and twice in something like bufo white light energy. 
 

I decided to try and do more sober consciousness work to flex this ‘muscle’ but I had to stop for a year because I found my vision and sound sporadically disintegrating while I was at work! And once while driving so that’s not exactly desirable. 
I love it though. 

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1 hour ago, Adrian colby said:

I decided to try and do more sober consciousness work to flex this ‘muscle’ but I had to stop for a year because I found my vision and sound sporadically disintegrating while I was at work! And once while driving so that’s not exactly desirable. 
I love it though. 

Disintegrating into bufo white light?


"Finding your reason can be so deceiving, a subliminal place. 

I will not break, 'cause I've been riding the curves of these infinity words and so I'll be on my way. I will not stay.

 And it goes On and On, On and On"

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8 hours ago, aurum said:

Disintegrating into bufo white light?

I go into a white light on Bufo ( 5MeO) one of two states experienced on the substance, the other being both black and white light where one is so bright it’s black and the other so dark it is white. Hard to describe because there’s no form at that point. 
 

disintegrating means the structure of the dream I’m having while asleep falls appart and I wake up( become lucid)  in that energetic white light state. Kind of like being underwater and poking my head slowly through the surface tension but the dream anc any sense of body, head or face disintegrates the more lucid it becomes. 
 

I had one weird instance where I was half in the light and half lying in a zen garden ( dream) hearing wind chimes and a Native American woman stood over the top of me and hit me in the stomach with a shaker bead instrument ( percussion) and it shot me straight back into my body, awake in this world on my bed clutching my head wondering what had happened. I hadn’t taken any substances for several months and Bufo, I hadn’t had for years. 
 

when I become lucid in those states I do question have I actually taken something which is almost always no. 😅

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Love, Death + Robots

Season 4 announced? :o

I thought they had stopped making this masterpiece.

I wish I could forget the old episodes just to rewatch them and experience that original awe again.

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Even when you make mistakes...

you are still completely loveable.

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Leo with the rich man flex 

“If only my house was bigger”

I acknowledge people are at different levels of wealth.

Edited by Thought Art

 "Unburdened and Becoming" - Bon Iver

                            ◭"89"

                  

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