Post nut clarity without nutting? (Sexual transmutation)

[AION]

It is insane how free and relaxed my consciousness is after nutting. I just broke my 3,5 month no fap streak and it was becoming insane and unbearable to the point it was becoming unhealthy. 
 

I tried 

• Meditation: pranayama, premium squeeze while breathing (forgot the name of it)
• Breathign exercises: Wim Hof, Fire breath
• Fighting: boxing, wrestling etc
• dancing
• running

But nothing was helping me. I was getting very aggressive and dominant. Constantly looking for fights. And talking to girls but girls don’t like you if you are fed up so lately not having success with that too. 

So finally I just busted a nut luckily without porn. Porn was my addiction so no going back to that under no circumstances but I was giving sexual transmutation a chance and it is not working. I just have a very high libido which is not good or bad. It is just what it is.
 

 I would like to hear some stories of people who are successfully practicing sexual transmutation because I really do believe in that. It gives you insane amount of stamina, mental power, will power and wisdom if you can transmute the energy well which is kundalini up. If you can’t transmute you can’t think straight and get mentally clouded.  

Edited yesterday at 04:18 PM by AION

[Carl-Richard]

Transmutation is something that happens naturally, and transmutation to the extent where you don't need to fap will happen when you're ready for it. Until then, I say don't worry about it. You can significantly maintain the benefits of no fap by just fapping at longer intervals, and then you'll also keep the side effects under control.

Edited 20 hours ago by Carl-Richard

[What Am I]

I wouldn't say I've been particularly successful at it (yet), but it's my understanding that celibacy and sexual transmutation come more into play at advanced levels of spiritual attainment. Where there's a consistent ability to reach states on the level of nirvikalpa samadhi, and your days are spent soaking in presence and being. As a natural consequence for the increased need of spiritual fuel (kundalini), your body perceptibly draws on special resources which serve a dual purpose, such as your sexual fluids. It's supposedly at this point where wasting your semen would be especially disadvantageous.

That's how the theory goes, but I'm not so skilled as to be able to claim I've fully verified it for myself. Just like you though, I have a high degree of confidence in its truth, based on what I've experienced already.

[LoseYourvelf]

I probably need to worm my way into having sex soon it's been a long ass time lol, for whatever post-nut clarity that gives compared to masturbating lmfao

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Post nut twins maybe

Edited 17 hours ago by LoseYourvelf

[Schizophonia]

When i think to you through this post, i imagine someone with mental problems fidgeting around in LIDL thinking he's probably intimidating people.

lol 

[Schizophonia]

+ If you're angry it's precisely because the energy isn't transmuted.