Re-gracing

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I'm re-gracing my life.

 

I'm chasing the sober dragon. The mindful ghost.

 

Shall post my thoughts here (psylocibin therapy, creativity, daily routines, food-crafting and consumption)

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I may also try to get interesting about water here once in a while just to ground myself as to the value of cultivation and appreciation of uncommon food and kitchen methods. What's your favourite exotic/satisfying food to cook with accessible ingredients in the kitchen. I may try to make baklava soon but let me tell you, making Roti is awesome, I've only tried it with a pre-mixed sachet and I had help but the stuff is delicious/snack-worthy and would pair well with oh so many thingies

Edited September 18, 2024 by LoseYourvelf

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Admission: I love girls and sex, i'm sort of a creep about it

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Edited September 19, 2024 by LoseYourvelf

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I'm redesigning my relationship with cannabis and you wouldn't believe why!

Basically, I'm a video gamer and I feel like such a druggy/pathetic piece of shit when between rounds I need to ask my team to hold up while I go get my fix. I don't like this constantly staying high approach, I'd like to keep my tolerance more to where a hit of the weed will daze me out and relax me pretty well. I don't wanna be a weed tweaker anymore just a weed user, not a stoner. Something I can approach on certain evenings with a desire for escape, it was always escape for me after all, not just maintenance/function. Now detoxing from the weed is more so escapist! 

I'm not going to follow escapes believe it or not I have a goal and a plan for this life but learning how I use weed to escape and looking for a greater resolution for sober time/down time which is very important for all sorts, can't just be a spider-web cabinhead in the electric forest!

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All i know is sigils 

 

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New sigil just dropped enjoy

 

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Vaping nicotine salts is probably the funnest, safest habit 

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Uh here's a solipsism hack for socialising

Whenever guilt/blame/an issue/power weighting/blame weighting is conveyed by others or projected from yourself, instantly assume there is no imbalance, no blame and no fault, and that lack of any fault is in itself the only issue

Done correctly this should rearrange your perspective and highlight your enemies/the real ones at fault in any given situation, the ones actually pushing the agenda or the power imbalance

You can do the reverse of this (perceive the only thing is fault/failure at hand and a lack of anything BUT blame/imbalance) to then control and influence the ones pushing the original agenda/blame/guilt.

You can then reapply step 1 to absolve everyone of blame in your court

You can then do the reverse step once more to control and influence their ego/person/future per your new understanding and unfolding perspectives (per the situation and your needs)

You can then reapply our initial step to affirm the declining fault towards them beyond both your ego's and per any future situations/effect that's outside of your needs and the unfolding situation

 

Don't use this to date/get close to romantic partners or love interests (will end in tears), don't use it for petty things like career, creativity, work, research, philosophy etc. It's an emotional tool, use it for your emotions

Edited October 8, 2024 by LoseYourvelf

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I have no friends outside my family, I'm gonna try to make a new friend before 2025

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Real moonwalking is possible, you're probably going to need some very groovable down tempo music to achieve it, you can't force it. I have no idea if Michael was actually doing what I'm talking about. You can be pulled backward as if you were facing that way walking that way, it really *seems* impossibly different to walking backwards or just moonwalk sliding backwards, it's a reverse dancing of the body walking facilities/motion, it's a reversal rhythm/dance. You must just experience it automatically and I hope you do. Also if you recreate it you'll probably struggle to recreate it straight away/force it. It requires surrendering to your autonomous movement

 

you can apply it to walking forward too and it's a completely different way of moving forward, feels entirely different
 

 

this is the song i used, happy rhythm walking

 

i haven't been able to go that fast yet it even slows to a crawl sometimes, it has to.
it wouldn't be great for long distance traversal if getting there quick is your plan because you may have to traverse in the opposite direction as part of the dance, even completing your entire journey multiple times over or a route multiple times as long as your original route

Edited October 9, 2024 by LoseYourvelf

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I am Naxiom, Full of sin, born to slither away again

To watch yourself dreaming the whole thing, to see the moment you were done in truly and impossibly

The imperfect composition of your ego pulled back to reveal the impossibly horrifying TRUTH

and you get to see the moment WHEN™

Edited October 10, 2024 by LoseYourvelf

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hey message me ifyou're into king gizzard

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https://imgur.com/a/EfaCfip

 

more images like previous post that wouldnt fit

YOU DISTURB THE NOTION OF THE PLACE

THE UNIVERSE'S OTHER FACE

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I love doing battle with you (slowly licks canines)

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NAXIOM FULL OF SIN BORN TO SLITHER AWAY AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????????????????

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i think i am some probably mostly some combo of stage red and green

i think my addiction comes out of stage red, so probably emotional, sad at defeat

I think my ego-hold comes out of stage green in a moralistic accounting of spirit

 

I need to keep perfect track from 1 next time but DO NOT give way easily to number 3 and 6. Therefore lie your answers, look into possible tie ups with 4 and 7 too... (also are you SURE about 2, watch the insect)

 

namaste 

god blessings until then

Edited October 10, 2024 by LoseYourvelf