Buck Edwards

My real name is Reena Gerlach

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Cooks spaghetti noodles for my husband. 

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Sometimes I get upset thinking about the future. 

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Even if life is not good, a better life can be visualized.


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I got the things I wanted today. 


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Hopefully today is going to be a good day. Hopefully. 

 


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2 hours ago, Buck Edwards said:

Hopefully today is going to be a good day. Hopefully. 

 

It will be hun bun ❤️

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It's okay. Don't feel bad. Don't be upset. It's hard to not feel triggered. It's not my fault 

If someone says something mean to me, I feel extremely triggered and emotionally exhausted.. 


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Rats leave the ship only when the ship is about to sink.. 


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Today I woke up early but not feeling refreshed. 

I was emotional and exhausted last night. 

But the tension is over thank God. 

The drama is out of my way. 

At least temporarily. 

 

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Doses of happiness. 

We live. We do the best that we can. And we look for happiness. We create families. Life is so complex. And both beautiful and ugly at the same time. 

I have decided to start a new exercise which I'll call doses of happiness. Just visualizations where I feel extremely happy and elated and note anything that makes me happy. 

 


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I wanted a life of meaning, love and purpose. I didn't want this life nor this family. I wanted a compassionate life, not a hard life that is rewarded for being hard. A life of substance, a life of spiritual growth. A life of deeper meaning and mystic, not just in name but also in manifestation and embodiment.

 


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My life is reductionist. It's been reduced to sleeping, eating, brushing, working and going back to sleep. I don't like that. I feel bored. I want more in terms of spirituality. 


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What can be considered spiritual? 

An intention 

A pure heart 

A generous spirit

A compassionate attitude 

An understanding of the universe 

A beautiful guidance 

A joyful manifestation 

A wise thought 

A loving consideration

A kind gesture 

A bond of trust 

A loyal bond 

A peaceful surrender 

A pure existence 

A beautiful togetherness 

A frank honesty 

A resonance and harmony 

 


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Resonance, harmony and alignment are important words. 


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I ate the healthiest lunch today. Fish gravy and rice. Salmon gravy and rice. 

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