My real name is Reena Gerlach

[Buck Edwards]

Positive shaming - every time I see myself in the dating section I will actively shame myself. I don't want to do it. I feel guilty later. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

Dating looks like trash when I look at spirituality. 

[Buck Edwards]

If someone is obsessed with me, I think I should be happy about it. No? I mean I'm not some celebrity and still some people can't let go, so I should be happy right. I mean how much obsession and animosity can exist out there. I should laugh at it. 

[Buck Edwards]

Some people's lives are pathetic and sad. All they do is obsess about other people. 

[Buck Edwards]

Just think about it. Will a person like Sadhguru act like that? That's why I love Eastern people. They don't rile up things like that. You need to surround yourself with high consciousness people like all the time. 

[Buck Edwards]

Well actually that is the case. 

 

[Buck Edwards]

With advantages there will be some disadvantages too. What can you do about it. Just let go. Be yourself. People from a higher consciousness show Containment, they show mercy and spirit. They show love and understanding. They show appreciation. You can't expect it out of low conscious people. 

[Buck Edwards]

Woke up but with nightmares. 

[Buck Edwards]

Love this transformation

 

[Buck Edwards]

Today the shaming worked. 

I'm not in the dating section and I did not allow myself to be baited.. I did well. I put a lid on my temper. I'm still looking forward to my next therapist appointment. 

 

 

 

[PurpleTree]

I’m confused. Can i still call you Bucky, Young Buck or is it Reena?

[Buck Edwards]

2 hours ago, PurpleTree said:

I’m confused. Can i still call you Bucky, Young Buck or is it Reena?

My name is Reena. You can call me that. 

Edited October 8 by Buck Edwards

[Yimpa]

Hello Reena. Beautiful name 

[Buck Edwards]

3 hours ago, Yimpa said:

Hello Reena. Beautiful name 

Thank you 

[Buck Edwards]

I still struggle with articulation a bit. 

 

[Pro24]

50 minutes ago, Buck Edwards said:

I still struggle with articulation a bit. 

 

Your parents were of Indian origin? As your name is Reena...

Edited October 10 by Pro24

[Buck Edwards]

14 minutes ago, Pro24 said:

Your parents were of Indian origin? As your name is Reena...

Yea. I'm married to a German. 

[Buck Edwards]

Maybe I'm too attached to the idea of happiness. I have faced a lot of negativity in my life. If I let go and focus more on the process it might help me? Who knows. 

Make a set of goals. Do exercises. And work towards it. 

All of life is just an illusion. We come into this world thinking of happiness. In the end there's only peace. 

Let the world find peace. 

Edited October 10 by Buck Edwards

[Buck Edwards]

I woke up and I did not feel impulsivity. 

[Buck Edwards]

I have noticed some patterns in my behavior. 

• A serious lack of love 
• Constant feeling of void 
• A sense of vulnerability 
• I crave acceptance and a sense of belongingness 
• Rejection hurts me a lot 
• My masculinity is not integrated with my feminine 
• I need a leadership role in my life