We are in the cave ages

[Alexop]

I don't really keep a journal but I sometimes feel like putting my words on digital paper. As now I am going through a semi-outrage period, I want to say that 98% of people are just jerking around with life, like a dog pissing on trees and licking his balls. Including most of you guys here, do you think that if you stay all day on a forum you're automatically serious about life? Endless bullshit talk about Gaza and Israel. Wtf are you writing there? 1000 pages about some basic stage blue/red conflict, can't you see how much you're distracting yourself? 

Also, most of the posts are in the spirituality sub-forum, wtf are you talking about spirituality so much? Spirituality is being here now, becoming conscious of how good it feels to peel an onion, how nice it feels to have a roof over your head, a washing machine, losing your sense of self and becoming one with the washing machine. This is it, the rest is contemplation, intellectualization, something else if you ask me. Now we can have different definitions of spirituality.And this happens on a forum owned and carefully policed by a conscious dude. 

Think about society, tell them you just finished your ICF coaching course and want to help people improve their lives. Most people weren't even curious to ask what coaching is, they look like they've heard of a guy wanting to become a garbage picker. Posted an ad on social media and 10 out of 10 commenters were bullies. “You’re hungry?” “Go learn a real profession”. 

And these silly social interactions we have with each other... omg. Especially when both teen girls and guys meet together in a social group. How they're fakely interested in others' conversations, how they avoid being authentic so they are more agreeable. How they avoid their attraction to each other. Girls with 100 guy friends. Horny guys with unmet sexual needs  fake laughing at mediocre stories and jokes. It is all a cat and mouse game, guys are there for sex, girls are there for socialization. If not, they are there because they cannot sit with themselves, it hurts. You have to sit there contemplating your life, better not, it is dangerous, it might send you into a 15 year long painful journey.  I'd better sit in nature around a fire and shoot my slingshot or fly my drone than witnessing all that crap. Maybe find a nice feminine woman like I had in the past and enjoy life in our way.

Why the hell are you here dude? Just to survive? Why are you so afraid to do something big, and when I say big I am not referring to what Owen tells you, that chimp omg. NO, you don't need 100 leather jackets, you don't need to film your videos on a mountain in Alaska, you need to help humanity, not inflate your ego with money and arrogance. Good luck!

[Michael569]

Peace brother, let it go❤️

The world ain't all fucked up and corrupt, try focusing more on the good things.

Hope you're well!

[Nemra]

@Alexop, maybe their goal in life is different than yours?

13 minutes ago, Alexop said:

This is it, the rest is contemplation, intellectualization, something else if you ask me.

It could be that you are limiting yourself to what spirituality should be.

Although I agree, often people talk too much and are perhaps saying the same things in different ways on topics that are dramatic.

[Alexop]

24 minutes ago, Michael569 said:

Peace brother, let it go❤️

The world ain't all fucked up and corrupt, try focusing more on the good things.

Hope you're well!

I am very well thanks  No problem, in fact I am doing better when not socializing. 

 

23 minutes ago, Nemra said:

@Alexop, maybe their goal in life is different than yours?

It could be that you are limiting yourself to what spirituality should be.

Although I agree, often people talk too much and are perhaps saying the same things in different ways on topics that are dramatic.

You need a base of spiritual knowledge to get yourself going, 1-3 books, then just practice.

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[Thought Art]

Just enjoying life my guy

Your mind is full of assumptions, concepts, contradictions. 

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[Alexop]

14 minutes ago, Thought Art said:

Just enjoying life my guy

Your mind is full of assumptions, concepts, contradictions. 

This is the basic newbie advice you get when sharing such stuff. Silly in my opinion, these emotional periods made me grow the most, and those who are "enjoying life" live a painful shitty life full of distractions and crap. If I share a negative state, that does not mean I am depressed or unhappy, it is just a state. Dismissing people's emotions and states is stupid, sorry. Encourage people, or move on.

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[integral]

In comparison to Leo we are all self-deceived peasants. 😅 Begging on the streets for a clue.

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[Alexop]

6 minutes ago, integral said:

In comparison to Leo we are all self-deceived peasants. 😅 Begging on the streets for a clue.

Why is Leo, Leo? Because he dared to be someone, to separate from the silly "happy" sheep. 

He was a peasant, he was drinking coke all day, but his drive and seriousness made him who he is right now.

The most important thing is to learn to love yourself, if you fail this one, you are gone. If you need to jump through society's hoops in order to be happy, you are gone.

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[integral]

13 minutes ago, Alexop said:

Why is Leo, Leo? Because he dared to be someone, to separate from the silly "happy" sheep. 

He was a peasant, he was drinking coke all day, but his drive and seriousness made him who he is right now.

Why do you want to climb up above all peasants to be the best peasant?

i agree the pursuit is necessary but eventually there will come a time when you can’t ride the horse anymore and you can’t climb any higher and you start slipping down the “im better” hill.

Most Normies have the genetics of a donkie, there never going to reach anything nor will they ever know there is anything to reach. You could of been born one of these stupid kangaroos. A kangaroo will never be able to do spirituality.

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[Alexop]

5 minutes ago, integral said:

Why do you want to climb up above all peasants to be the best peasant?

i agree the pursuit is necessary but eventually there will come a time when you can’t ride the horse anymore and you can’t climb any higher and you start slipping down the “im better” hill.

Most Normies have the genetics of a donkie, there never going to reach anything nor will they ever know there is anything to reach. You could of been born one of these stupid kangaroos. A kangaroo will never be able to do spirituality.

Agree. No, I don't want reach a level that I would have to "actively sustain". This is why becoming very rich is a trap, you have to actively fight for that rich place, there are tones of BMW guys who want to take your place. The level I want to reach will have no need of active swimming, and I am not upset at the average people, how can I get upset at a donkey for being a donkey? Of course I understand them, it is just a state I want to share.  

[Nemra]

25 minutes ago, integral said:

Most Normies have the genetics of a donkey, there never going to reach anything nor will they ever know there is anything to reach.

What if the donkey could believe that it has achieved something beyond, but actually it hasn't?

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[Alexop]

6 minutes ago, Nemra said:

What if the donkey could believe that it has achieved something beyond, but actually it hasn't?

Machinegun shots fired.

[Nemra]

2 minutes ago, Alexop said:

Machine gun shots fired.

To clarify things, I wasn't attacking him.

It's difficult to know if someone is a donkey or not. Maybe I'm a donkey believing that someone else is a donkey. Maybe I'm a donkey in some things and not in others.

[Alexop]

2 minutes ago, Nemra said:

To clarify things, I wasn't attacking him.

It's difficult to know if someone is a donkey or not. Maybe I'm a donkey believing that someone else is a donkey. Maybe I'm a donkey in some things and not in others.

Sure man  Wanted to say: "on point", sorry. :))

[integral]

5 minutes ago, Nemra said:

To clarify things, I wasn't attacking him.

It's difficult to know if someone is a donkey or not. Maybe I'm a donkey believing that someone else is a donkey. Maybe I'm a donkey in some things and not in others.

I was oversimplifying with the donkey analogy lol if you were to talk to let’s say 100 kids the ages of 13 you’ll notice some of them are far more mature than others for their age, genetics played a role as well as upbringing and other survival circumstances. It’s a mixed bag of world views and values and preferences and interests and experiences and insights.

Most people do not escape the centre pull of their culture and find themselves locked into a mediocrity paradigm for the rest of their lives.

by the time Leo was 15 he was already at the postmodernist stage of development. it’s like when you teach a child how to play piano when they’re five years old they are infinitely better than anyone who learns at a later age. deep rooted neural pathways are formed in childhood that an adult will never be able to compete with.

Most people that are locked into a mediocrity paradigm are super mesmerized by their own ego games. childhood created a very fixed ego game structure and they never learn how to play the instrument young enough so they will forever struggle with it in adulthood.

so they’re in donkey stage. but of course when life hits them hard and they’re forced to grow they will grow but they’re never gonna be as good as Frederick Chopin.

They don’t know what an ego is. Can you imagine how mind-boggling it is to live in that state.

[integral]

I just asked my gf what a ego was she said with anger in her voice “I don’t waist time with stupid questions, focus on something productive”.  😂

I don’t know a single person in real life how can tell me what an ego is.

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[Nemra]

23 minutes ago, integral said:

By the time Leo was 15 he was already at the postmodernist stage of development.

Was he?

[integral]

5 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Was he?

He said so in one of his videos. 😅

[Nemra]

Just now, integral said:

He said so in one of his videos. 😅

Was he aware that he was in the postmodernist stage at the age of 15?

[integral]

3 minutes ago, Nemra said:

Was he aware that he was in the postmodernist stage at the age of 15?

I think he remembers looking back to his thought process at that age when he was getting into philosophy and how he was questioning everything with relativism while his peers were not conscious of the relativity of everything. And so he places his thinking process at a pluralist green stage. So it was in hindsight.