Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

Randomly came up with the idea to start this journal of some random thoughts I have . Feel free to discuss something if you want. I wanted to name this “random thots” first to be a little funny for those who know the meaning but then figured nah it’s not that funny , or maybe . I’m laughing at it for some reason😂

Edited August 29 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

1: 

Time seems to slow down when we suffer. The more we suffer the more it seems to slow down, exactly proportional. This is very freaky to me. I wonder if there is an opposite, is there something that makes time seem to speed up? Maybe being tired. I think I’ve noticed if I’m tired that songs seem to go faster I’m not sure though. 

[Sugarcoat]

2:

One thing I think about quite often is, what is the experience of the average person, how do they function? This is like something I can never really know. We all live in our own world. People think they see the world just as it is, but they don’t notice they see their own mental projections, their own judgments, biases and attachments affect how they see the world. So they see their own little world, their own little bubble, and nobody else can even imagine how that is

[Sugarcoat]

3:

I have quite a few suicidal thoughts. I don’t suffer enough nowadays to take action on it, but I do see it like this potential way out when I can’t bear it anymore and nothing seems to work. Someone posted a thread asking why people commit suicide. I think a more interesting question would be why people don’t. I sometimes hear about horrible things people go through, for example recently I read about cluster headaches which is described by some as worse than childbirth. Also trigeminal neuralgia is up there. I’ve been browsing forums just a little bit for people who have this. I don’t understand how they keep going, if there is no treatment for them , have they not tried to kill themselves? How ? If I had so much pain that it’s like I’m giving birth over and over again I don’t know how long I’d live. I know trigeminal neuralgia is  called “suicide disease” and cluster headaches are called “suicide headaches “ so there are probably people who do kill themselves by it, but I’m more fascinated by those who don’t.

Edited August 29 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

3: 

im also fascinated by women who go through the most traumatic births but still decide to have more children without epidural or c-section . Damn. I guess when you start to suffer yourself, you can’t help but to think about suffering a lot and compare different kinds . Maybe just me, but that’s what I noticed I started doing 

[Sugarcoat]

4:

I’ve started to drink coffe recently and I’ve noticed I don’t like it with sugar in it. Maybe that’s rare. I don’t know but I think the sugar kind of destroys the coffe flavor and makes it taste weird. The combination of a hot beverage tasting sweet is weird for me, I don’t know I just don’t like it. It’s better without 

[Sugarcoat]

5:

I’ve heard dark chocolate can contain heavy metals but honestly I think it’s worth it for the amazing flavor 😂

[Schizophonia]

How to recognize someone on medication ?

 

 

 

 

She ruminates on death from her fridge.

pokerface for some seconds*

...

takes another square of chocolate*

Edited August 29 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

How to recognize someone on medication ?

 

 

 

 

She ruminates on death from his fridge.

pokerface for some seconds*

...

takes another square of chocolate*

Too accurate 

Edited August 29 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia what’s the deal with you always accidentally writing “his” instead of “her” 😂😂😂

[Yimpa]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia what’s the deal with you always accidentally writing “his” instead of “her” 😂😂😂

bra is gender-blind 🙈

[Sugarcoat]

@Yimpa he just ended sexism 

[Sugarcoat]

6: 

I have wondered to myself why reality is called love by some non dualists. It doesn’t sit right with me ofc to call reality love because it includes all the “bad” things. I certainly can’t “see” this.  But it’s still interesting as to why it’s called it. If I don’t remember incorrectly, I’ve heard some non dualist say that upon realization, it feels like love, so that could be a reason. I don’t know though

Edited August 29 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

38 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

bra is gender-blind 🙈

For some reason when i read your pseudo i intuitively want to spell it like "Yimpaaaaaa".

It look like the name of a mario character.

[Yimpa]

12 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

For some reason when i read your pseudo i intuitively want to spell it like "Yimpaaaaaa".

I am actually in the process of legally changing my last name to Yimpa; I'll let you know when that is done 

12 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It look like the name of a mario character.

Wow, I never thought of it like that! It's actually derived from the character Impa from the Legend of Zelda. Her lore is so fascinating:

I simply added a "Y" to make it cuter.

5:51 - Dr. Willy makes an error. I can clearly see the red Sheikah Eye.

Edited August 29 by Yimpa

[Schizophonia]

3 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

I am actually in the process of legally changing my last name to Yimpa very soon 

Ahah it's serious ?

3 minutes ago, Yimpa said:

 

Wow, I never thought of it like that! It's actually derived from the character Impa from the Legend of Zelda. Her lore is so fascinating:

 

cute

[Yimpa]

32 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

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I am actually in the process of legally changing my last name to Yimpa very soon 

Ahah it's serious ?

Yes. I want my future employer to see all the wacky shit I say on here 

Edited August 29 by Yimpa

[Salvijus]

4 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

6: 

I have wondered to myself why reality is called love by some non dualists.

Because everything in existence is in a relationship with everything else. Once you embrace something/someone, that union you experience as love and glory and wholeness and healing. Judgement disconnects us. We feel isolated. The experience of love is lost. 

[Salvijus]

6 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

3.

nothing seems to work. 

I wonder how many times people say that yet they were not willing to try what actually might have helped them. For whatever reason. It seems a bit dishonest thing to say in the end. 

Edited August 30 by Salvijus

[Sugarcoat]

4 hours ago, Salvijus said:

Because everything in existence is in a relationship with everything else. Once you embrace something/someone, that union you experience as love and glory and wholeness and healing. Judgement disconnects us. We feel isolated. The experience of love is lost. 

Ok fair enough