Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/3/2025 at 7:21 PM, Schizophonia said:

Not at all

I am very unusual though that’s I fact I stand by

  On 4/3/2025 at 7:21 PM, Schizophonia said:

Many of us have given in to the easy way out and settled into a quasi-schizoid lifestyle. It's a way of the modern world to unconsciously de-elect family injunctions and bad childhood experiences in general. And gradually, we've lost sight of what makes us tick.
I'm in trouble myself, even though I've cut corners a lot, even simply lied, include to you btw obviously, to convince others otherwise.

Right now, I'm trying to do things consciously, as Sadghuru would say, lol, and it's terrible because I realize the emptiness of my life (even though there are much worse things) and of modernity in general.

If I put myself in the present moment, I have flashes, even "visions" of a world where I am fulfilled; The technique was presented to me as a playful process of regression to inner life by the spiritual novelist Bernard Werber. I already have several ideas in mind.

I was able to see how I was always able to return to a state of euphoria and fulfillment, that I'm not really in a normal state.

For my birthday, I'm going to ask my parents for fishing gear. I want to fish with my friends (well, my few crazy friends who can be counted on the fingers of one hand, lol).I also have my video scheduled for April 16th. eheh

It's great to spend afternoons chilling with friends, smoking and drinking.

This will be my first step, unless I start more by then; I need more visions.

Yes, but that's a bit rubbish.

Me I want more friends, and I want a nice girlfriend who loves romance, being teased, who likes sex, cooking, and going out with friends.

Now the truth is, I'm a stone-cold unpunctual asshole most of the time because I'm terrified of being seen as not serious and come across as a fool.
Being seen as weak, but especially being seen as a fool.

A big fear of losing control in general, it's the biggest problem.

You seem on a good path trying to be self aware and doing things consciously. That’s great you found a way to feel better. I’m gonna watch your video. That’s good you can utilize visions to give you a potential of life. Why you say it’s rubbish? Your desires for friends and girlfriend are completely normal. You have something to work on when it comes to not wanting to be perceived a certain way by others

Edited April 4 by Sugarcoat

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/3/2025 at 7:26 PM, Schizophonia said:

Assuming you already have your ideal weight, you should read Neville Goddard's books for moredetails. 

 

takes his neuroleptics*

By significantly increasing the basal metabolism.

I don’t have my ideal weight that’s what I’m trying to reach.

Olanzipine apparently does kind of the opposite of increasing basal metabolism 

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/3/2025 at 7:35 PM, Schizophonia said:

I see; I didn't know.

Or rather, I knew that people in ketosis could have bad breath, but for me it would not be significant after a fast of less than 24 hours.

Not at all.

Maybe I didn't sniff you enough lol

Jk.

I didn't know.

 

Good for you then, but for me apparently breath can get kinda bad with less than 24 hour fast

Good you didn’t feel anything 

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/3/2025 at 7:38 PM, Schizophonia said:

Average Scandinavian

  On 4/3/2025 at 5:31 PM, Rishabh R said:

No

 

[Yimpa]

@Sugarcoat @Schizophonia

https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxdw0HBo48GzhLjjIC1poRs7V7_Jy_elwR?si=3liVfwyDAtS_QDyw

[Schizophonia]

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:04 PM, Sugarcoat said:

No

 

It was a joke.

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:03 PM, Sugarcoat said:

Good for you then, but for me apparently breath can get kinda bad with less than 24 hour fast

Good you didn’t feel anything 

From what you say, your family just sounds unpleasant actually.

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:02 PM, Sugarcoat said:

I don’t have my ideal weight that’s what I’m trying to reach.

What I meant was that manifestation is supposed to happen by negating the senses.

Without going into details.

  41 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Olanzipine apparently does kind of the opposite of increasing basal metabolism 

Yep. 

  On 4/4/2025 at 6:57 PM, Sugarcoat said:

I am very unusual though that’s I fact I stand by

No, you admitted that you had wanted relationships in the past, not just romantic ones.

But the problem is, women tend to wallow in it and identify with their problems rather than admitting them.
I'd rather admit it than get screwed, but that's just my male nature, I guess.

I feel I am not yet honest enough for my taste.

  47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

You seem on a good path trying to be self aware and doing things consciously. That’s great you found a way to feel better.

Yes but you ?  

  47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

I’m gonna watch your video.

Thanx

  47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Why you say it’s rubbish?

Because it's a bland way of living.

  47 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Your desires for friends and girlfriend are completely normal.

 

You have something to work on when it comes to not wanting to be perceived a certain way by others

Yes, but don't exclude yourself from these needs; It's just not true.

 

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:05 PM, Yimpa said:

@Sugarcoat @Schizophonia

https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxdw0HBo48GzhLjjIC1poRs7V7_Jy_elwR?si=3liVfwyDAtS_QDyw

Lol

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:05 PM, Yimpa said:

@Sugarcoat @Schizophonia

https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkxdw0HBo48GzhLjjIC1poRs7V7_Jy_elwR?si=3liVfwyDAtS_QDyw

Ok lol

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

It was a joke

Ok understood 

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

From what you say, your family just sounds unpleasant actually.

 

They’re fine

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

 

What I meant was that manifestation is supposed to happen by negating the senses.

Without going into details.

 

I don’t understand but it’s fine

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

No, you admitted that you had wanted relationships in the past, not just romantic ones.

But the problem is, women tend to wallow in it and identify with their problems rather than admitting them.
I'd rather admit it than get screwed, but that's just my male nature, I guess.

I feel I am not yet honest enough for my taste

if I’ve written about wanting relationships in the past it was probably a long time ago, before I changed as a “person”. Because now I truly don’t feel a significant desire for it, it’s not a need I have. 
 

I admit my problems thoroughly. 
 

Self honesty is good

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

Yes but you ?  

I don’t find myself on a good path

  On 4/4/2025 at 7:52 PM, Schizophonia said:

Thanx

Because it's a bland way of living.

Yes, but don't exclude yourself from these needs; It's just not true.

 

Lol

It’s bland for the average person becuase the average person feels a need for relationships. For me they don’t give me barely anything, maybe a microscopic bit

I don’t feel those needs anymore 

Youre looking from a paradigm of how the average person works, and maybe it doesn’t include the most edge cases

Edited April 5 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

@Sugarcoat You could take some "model" photos.

First of all to send them to me lol, but more seriously it would go well with your stoic, serious classy great slavic side.
You seem happy to demonstrate that you can have a beautiful body through dietary discipline and exercise.

I've already mentioned it somewhere, but I plan to take some photos for my LinkedIn account next week before making my video. It made me think of it.

Just a thought.

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/5/2025 at 5:59 PM, Schizophonia said:

@Sugarcoat You could take some "model" photos.

First of all to send them to me lol, but more seriously it would go well with your stoic, serious classy great slavic side.
You seem happy to demonstrate that you can have a beautiful body through dietary discipline and exercise.

I've already mentioned it somewhere, but I plan to take some photos for my LinkedIn account next week before making my video. It made me think of it.

Just a thought.

Hahaha you’re sweet. I don’t often take photos of myself honestly. I might wait until I’ve lost the weight I want, I’m still in the early phases. 
 

I didn’t know that, that’s cool, you could show me the photos you take if you want to. It’s a good idea to take good photos for LinkedIn. 

[Schizophonia]

  On 4/5/2025 at 6:08 PM, Sugarcoat said:

Hahaha you’re sweet. I don’t often take photos of myself honestly. I might wait until I’ve lost the weight I want, I’m still in the early phases. 

 

I can see you in your dress; Sitting on a stool with ballet flats and legs crossed, head/chin resting on your hand, staring at the camera with a serious expression, or looking up and to the right with a thoughtful expression; Gray background behind.
Sexy.

 

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I didn’t know that, that’s cool, you could show me the photos you take if you want to.

My pleasure.

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It’s a good idea to take good photos for LinkedIn. 

At the moment my LinkedIn photo is the same as my WhatsApp account photo.

Edited Saturday at 07:13 PM by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

  On 4/5/2025 at 7:11 PM, Schizophonia said:

I can see you in your dress; Sitting on a stool with ballet flats and legs crossed, head/chin resting on your hand, staring at the camera with a serious expression, or looking up and to the right with a thoughtful expression; Gray background behind.
Sexy.

Lmao you have a vision there, thanks

  On 4/5/2025 at 7:11 PM, Schizophonia said:

 

At the moment my LinkedIn photo is the same as my WhatsApp account photo.

It’s decent enough