Random thoughts

[Sugarcoat]

11 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

I see.

Good appetite  

 

Thanks

they were a little less moist now so better and more brown 

 

 

I’d give them an 7.5 out of 10

Edited February 8 by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

2 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Thanks

they were a little less moist now so better and more brown 

 

 

 

It looks good but I don't like saffron, if it's like what I ate at the Christmas market. 👺

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

26 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

It looks good but I don't like saffron, if it's like what I ate at the Christmas market. 👺

 

 

It’s only for sophisticated taste 😉

Was it in Sweden? I don’t remember 

[Schizophonia]

28 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

It’s only for sophisticated taste 😉

For classy otters. 

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Was it in Sweden? I don’t remember 

Yes. 

I was given a taste of something sweet with saffron, I found it vile. 👺

 

A kind of toast with a mixture on top from what i remember.

Edited February 8 by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

57 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

For classy otters. 

Yes. 

I was given a taste of something sweet with saffron, I found it vile. 👺

 

A kind of toast with a mixture on top from what i remember.

i don’t remember but it’s fine

let me know if you wanna play Minecraft sometime

[Schizophonia]

13 hours ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

let me know if you wanna play Minecraft sometime

No problem, you're sweet. 

 

It should be possible at the end of the week, I'll see.

 

 

[Sugarcoat]

40 minutes ago, Schizophonia said:

No problem, you're sweet. 

 

It should be possible at the end of the week, I'll see.

 

 

Ok

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia said:

“It's not a big deal.

  How does this evolve btw ?

You can reply on your journal so as not to derail the thread.

Because you are still "human" and "humans" are "curious". 👺

Or "polite", maybe you "put up" with "me" mainly out of "politeness" lol i don't know.”

It’s a big deal for me becuase i feel empty all the time, like i have nothing, barely even my own thoughts.

“How does this evolve” I don’t really know what you mean. But basically I have experienced too much self dissolution which is the reason for my emptiness and barely feeling like I exist.

Im still human somehow but I have a very weak sense of self. When I write it’s to express myself but I struggle with having access to my own brain.

Its not out of politeness .

 

 

[Schizophonia]

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

@Schizophonia said:

“It's not a big deal.

  How does this evolve btw ?

You can reply on your journal so as not to derail the thread.

Because you are still "human" and "humans" are "curious". 👺

Or "polite", maybe you "put up" with "me" mainly out of "politeness" lol i don't know.”

It’s a big deal for me

I meant not a big deal for me, that you don't find something to answer.

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

becuase i feel empty all the time, like i have nothing, barely even my own thoughts.

 

“How does this evolve” I don’t really know what you mean. But basically I have experienced too much self dissolution which is the reason for my emptiness and barely feeling like I exist.

I see.

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Im still human somehow but I have a very weak sense of self. When I write it’s to express myself but I struggle with having access to my own brain.

Yes but why do you want to "express yourself"? Eheh.
I want to express myself to boost my ego; to feel useful and in a position of power, possibly to push myself to put ideas into form like in my journal.

8 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Its not out of politeness .

It could, I play the french predator lol but I understand that it can be annoying; Women tend not to say what they really think.
You are my pocket alien but you are still a woman.

Nevermind.

[Sugarcoat]

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

I meant not a big deal for me, that you don't find something to answer.

Understood

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

Yes but why do you want to "express yourself"? Eheh.
I want to express myself to boost my ego; to feel useful and in a position of power, possibly to push myself to put ideas into form like in my journal.

I maybe wanna leave a little mark and make myself look wise or something that might be a possibility other than that self expression is like an end in itself it’s almost  all my mind does anyways, it’s an extension of my own mind activity, to write it out.

 

1 hour ago, Schizophonia said:

It could, I play the french predator lol but I understand that it can be annoying; Women tend not to say what they really think.
You are my pocket alien but you are still a woman.

Nevermind.

It’s not annoying. I think I tend to say what I think I’m very straight forward

 

Edited Thursday at 06:59 PM by Sugarcoat

[Schizophonia]

25 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Understood

I maybe wanna leave a little mark and make myself look wise or something that might be a possibility other than that self expression is like an end in itself it’s almost  all my mind does anyways, it’s an extension of my own mind activity, to write it out.

Yep.

25 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

It’s not annoying. I think I tend to say what I think I’m very straight forward

 

I see.

[Sugarcoat]

@Schizophonia I didn’t wanna derail thread so I answer here. The gold dishes looked pretty

 

Id love to have a king sized bed honestly it seems cozy to sleep in one and be able to take however much space you want

[Schizophonia]

 

6 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

Id love to have a king sized bed honestly it seems cozy to sleep in one and be able to take however much space you want

Yep, I have never had any personally but there are often some in hotels, even not very expensive ones.

[Sugarcoat]

13 hours ago, Schizophonia said:

 

Yep, I have never had any personally but there are often some in hotels, even not very expensive ones.

For the purpose of rolling around at night ofc….

[Schizophonia]

Just now, Sugarcoat said:

For the purpose of rolling around at night ofc….

Lol, you posted this the second I logged in.

Nevermind.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

Lol, you posted this the second I logged in.

Nevermind.

What a coincidence

[Schizophonia]

15 minutes ago, Sugarcoat said:

What a coincidence

Do you still have as much lucid dreaming/sleep paralysis btw ? 🤔

Edited 4 hours ago by Schizophonia

[Sugarcoat]

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Tonight I had super vivid dreams. Astral projections, lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis. Ive forgot most of the dreams but in one part I dreamt about the concept of solipsism, and thought to myself while in the dream how the dream was like solipsism, because the other characters were figments of my own imagination and I was the only conscious character. 
 

When I woke up I googled what foods can cause vivid dreams and two of them were diary and chocolate, and I ate them late at night before, I don’t know if there was a correlation.

[Sugarcoat]

Just now, Schizophonia said:

Do you have that much lucid dreaming/sleep paralysis btw ? 🤔

I wrote the above post before reading what you wrote, what a coincidence you ask

[Schizophonia]

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

66:

Tonight I had super vivid dreams. Astral projections, lucid dreaming and sleep paralysis.

 

Aww another synchronicity
It's a sign I can manifest her breassst 👺👺👺

No, seriously, I also had bits of lucid dreams last night; like concentrating on a scene (for example a cathode ray television) until, in the hypnotic state of pre-sleep/fatigue, I managed to switch, to finally say to myself "um I'm dreaming" and wake up.

I once managed to explore a bit of a lucid dream without being afraid, although it was confusing and even psychedelic.

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

 

 

Ive forgot most of the dreams but in one part I dreamt about the concept of solipsism, and thought to myself while in the dream how the dream was like solipsism, because the other characters were figments of my own imagination and I was the only conscious character. 
 

Ditto

1 minute ago, Sugarcoat said:

When I woke up I googled what foods can cause vivid dreams and two of them were diary and chocolate, and I ate them late at night before, I don’t know if there was a correlation.

On Zamnesia you have plants for that.

They sell products that are not necessarily legal, like magic truffles, which usually cross the border anyway lol, but these kinds of herbs are legal.